Oh Hello

Halloween Costume

Can you guess who I was? 🌹

Measurements in Shapeware

I’m going on a flight soon, and I’m nervous about fitting into the seat, so I tested out some shapeware. It goes from mid thigh all the way to the top of my waist and it was comfortable to wear for hours! It’s most compressing around the belly, but I checked my measurements with it on, and uhhh lol see for yourself

Measurement update

It’s been about a year and I’ve stayed around the same size. I hit a high of 295 around spring 2024, and I’m currently sitting at 280. Still practicing intuitive eating and just eating when I’m hungry 😋 it’s been a box of Mac and cheese almost every day for dinner 😋

I think my weight has gone down a bi...

Belly poppin out

I’m holding around 285 lbs

Holding it in and letting it out

I'm trying to upload a video. I'm having trouble uploading to Vimeo rn, but I can put it as attachment? let me know if you can see it :)

Cute belly

New record for fullness

Last night I got SO stuffed y’all 🙈 for the first time ever, I couldn’t move because I was so stuffed. I went out to lunch with a feeder at 11:00 and we picked up a large stuffed crust pizza on the way back to my place. I didn’t think it was possible but I figure I ate 2300 calories of that pizza by the end of the da...

Cute outfit and belly filling out tank top

Guess how much I ate

I got really stuffed 😁

My appeal

I tried to focus on “I didn’t break your rules. This might be why you thought I did, and here’s why I didn’t, actually” with a little bit of “but if I did break the rules, tell me where the line is and I’ll stay clear” 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼

It comes off a bit more�...

I submitted my appeal you YouTube!

Y’all I finally did it! 🥹 I sat down and wrote the appeal. It was such a daunting task that I put it off for months 😭 Because what if I fail? What if I could have worded it better and I’m banned forever and it’s my fault? 🥺 but after about 2 hours of work, I had written a 1000 character plea I was happy with. K...

Outgrew another jumpsuit

Oh Hello Rebranding?

Im really sorry for the delay 💖💖💖 i have some thoughts about next steps with YouTube.

I’m thinking about starting a new YouTube channel, and focusing more on ASMR so YouTube hopefully won’t ban me again. There could be pov videos where I talk about and make dinner, where I eat a box of Mac and cheese, etc....

Shoes too tight and a full fridge

I ordered these shoes advertised for wide feet, but uhhhhh you can see how that went lol they’re the right length? But my feet are popping out of them 😅

I also thought I’d show you what a fully stocked fridge and pantry looks like for me. You can see I eat a lot of carbs 😊

Appetite and weight update

I haven’t had much of an appetite lately. It’s hard to remember to eat 3 meals every day, but I make sure to get enough calories by the end of the day.

I love Mac and cheese for dinner every day, but I can never figure out what to have for breakfast and lunch lately unfortunately. I try to to snack to make up for i...

Sucking in and letting it out

Thank you for your support

Hope y’all have a good Valentine’s Day tomorrow!

Still pivoting

Sorry it’s been a minute 💗I’m still stressing about writing me appeal to hopefully get my channel back💗💗I appreciate you so so much

Belly on counter

Youtube Deleted My Account!

After my latest video got flagged, I submitted an appeal. Not only was the appeal denied, but they looked into my channel and "found multiple or serious instances involving nudity or sexual content" 😭 I'm going to submit another appeal, leaning on how liberating loving fat is and how it makes me feel so confident that othe...

Teaser for feeding you

This is a take that didn’t make the cut for the new video that’s uploading rn :)

WIP: ASMR Feeding Session

I'm working on an outline for an upcoming video! I'm the feeder this time, and you're tied up as I give you more and more food.

Weight update

My scale is still out of batteries, unfortunately, but I weighed myself recently and I am holding 290 pounds. I’m typically between 288 and 295 recently.

Failed Leg Hold Attempt

I was trying to get a new picture for my dating profile, showing off my flexibility. If you didn’t know, I can do the splits! This was a failed attempt at getting a photo of a leg hold, but the belly’s Poppin.

I’m so sorry for the lack of posting ♥️♥️ thank you for staying with me.

This is what 290 pounds looks like

290 pounds

I swear I’m eating less (not that eating less is a goal, just I’ve had less of an appetite lately), but nevertheless, I’ve gained more weight 🙊 I weighed myself for the first time in a few weeks aaaaaand up another 5 pounds

October Update

I had just bought some new clothes and found new stretch marks as October began. In the beginning of October, my tooth chipped, causing pain when I ate cold things, and sweet things hurt too 🙃🙃🙃 there was a difficulty with insurance, and I had to wait until the middle of the month to get the tooth fixed. I ate less, ...

Preview of upcoming video!

One of my jeans is a bit too tight now, so I bought a new pair

I went shopping at Torrid (amazing experience with the staff!). I swear I tried on 30 different pants and tops! Last time I went shopping, I was a size 2. Most of the size 3s were like… tight and uncomfortable in random places? But then I tried on this one pair of size 2s that just hug me and all the right places! I swear ...