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A pause.

Renaissance Muse post A pause. from patreon

December.

Winter.

The closing of a year.

Time to pause.

Time to reflect.

To connect more deeply with myself.

The next legs of my creative journey.

The unfolding of what Renaissance Muse will be.

I’m re-imagining things.

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🧜🏼‍♀️💦

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Thank you for being here and for your support.

Truly.

It means the world to me, in my humble beginnings ☺️🫶🏽

(Oh, I’ve got plans… and thank you for your patience as I give them space and time to unfold.)

- Your Favorite Mermaid 🐚

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🎶

Photo by Tashi Negron

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As A Woman 💖

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“As a woman I have no country. As a woman I want no country. As a woman, my country is the whole world.”

—Virginia Woolf

Photo by Tashi Negron

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Touching what we long for allows us to touch the deeper yes within ourselves.

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And you can’t touch your longing without allowing yourself to touch your sadness.

Letting yourself feel the pull of what you want can hurt. The anger in not having it yet. The grief that you missed some opportunity for it in the past. The sadness and even existential despair that it’s not been possible for so many a...

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Siren's Playground: A Behind-The-Scenes Series (5/5)

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i wanna kiss

the world

to pieces

i wanna kiss

the world

to peace

whisper

gentle

lullabies

as i

rock

you all

to sleep

~

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the art gallery

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Above is a photo of me sharing some poetry at Brooklyn Poets recently. 

Photo credit is due to Jason Koo, the creator of the space!

Below is one of my most shared and beloved poems, which I shared that night...

It's called "the art gallery" and I wrote it around 2016.

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Siren's Playground: A Behind-The-Scenes Series (4/5)

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you must hold

a woman’s heart

like feathers

in your hand


give her

a soft

& sturdy place

to land

~

Soften, and the world softens with you.

~

Photos by Julia Ral...

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Siren's Playground: A Behind-The-Scenes Series (3/5)

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all

women

deserve

gardens

~

She needs plenty of space to wander.

To dream.

To not need to do… anything.

To remember her essence is nourished by slowness and rest.

To step away from a culture that has people so rush...

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Siren's Playground: A Behind-The-Scenes Series (2/5)

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i come from

thick

swift, sweet

sassy, soft


i come from

laughter

as loud

as hips

are wide


i come from

gentle on the outside

strong on the...

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Siren's Playground: A Behind-The-Scenes Series (1/5)

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she's been so closed,
she's excited to bloom

to spread her self
& fill the room

~

She doesn't ask permission to shine, she just radiates. 

Like a star. Effortless. 

Mighty and suspended in space-time.

Her call is not a sign of distress - never.

I...

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A preview of my extra special pinky disco shoot… 💖🕺🏽

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Ok honestly? I was going to wait ‘til my birthday to release any photos from this series, but couldn’t wait any longer…

I FINALLY got the photos back from this very fun, badass, pink, white, disco-ball-and-fishnet photoshoot I did here in Brooklyn - and I’m in love…!!

More to be released from this set on...

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Bound

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What kind of story do these images conjure for you?

Photos by The Honja Creative

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Are you acquainted with your no?

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Are you acquainted with your no?

Have you ever considered that your "no" carves space for your deeper "yes" to come to fruition?

“No” is the sword that cuts through the BS to get to what you TRULY want.

And can I tell you a secret?

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What if you could write a new story today?

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What would it say?

What would it say?

Photo by Tashi Negron

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A Woman Without A Country

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Photo by Emily Poste

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Peek-a-boo...

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...just a lil booty for you ;)

In all seriousness... I still get such glee out of this shoot.

I love being immersed in sensual delights. Being in this garden, playing, with a team around me directing me and enjoying the space with me - crafting these beautiful images - it was such a joy....

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🖤

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Photo by Julia Raley

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🌸

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I feel tender hearted. Sensitive. Always open to feeling the world around me.

I’ve had to learn… to be gentle with that. Ok with that. Understanding of that. Celebratory of that. Protective of that.

I’m a woman who needs to slow down in the midst of fast-paced anything.

A woman who needs, loves, and ...

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Texas Queen 👸🏻

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This was such a fun shoot. I still have more to share from it 😉

I really live for shoot days. Getting all dolled up. Especially when I have a costume closet at my disposal (as I did on this day).

Having fun with the set I’m on.

Crafting a vision.

Dropping in and co-creating magical moments with m...

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I've been saving this one for a special moment.

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And right now is as good a moment as any, isn't it?

I'm so curious what people feel from this photo...

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Blues in her soul & stars in her eyes

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One of the most memorable of my first experiences in front of the camera 💫

Snapped in downtown Austin, Texas — several photographers, circa December 2016.

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“To sleep, perchance to dream…”

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Self-portrait, August 2022

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Sometimes, I can’t help but throw my head back in pure bliss 🖤

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👑💖

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Self-Portrait, September 2021

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next time

next time

i’m with a man

.

i know

he’s got to be

.

one who honors

the earth

.

so i know

he’ll honor

me

.

xo,

A.M.

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My favorite 90s film?

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Clueless.

Can you tell from this photo?

(Ok, maybe it's not the ultimate, end-all-be-all of favorite 90s films - how can I choose just one? But it's way, way up there!)

Very Cher Horowitz vibes here (to me at least), snapped in one of my first sessions with a photographer after I moved to New York City.

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a favorite poemlet i wrote while living in texas

a valley of

shy bluebonnets

stable, nurtured roots

beneath warm soil

.

one day, the sunlight

is just enough

& suddenly

a singing field of sapphire is born

.

xo,

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At the end of the day…

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All she really had

Was the light in her heart

The swing in her step

The smile on her face

The company she kept

xo,

A.M.

Photo by Tashi Negron

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"Yeah, she's in love... with her closet."

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I love adornment. 

It's something that has brought me joy since as far back as I can remember.

I'm amazed at how my entire day and disposition can change when I dress myself a certain kind of way. 

I've been known to bring outfit changes to parties.

Sometimes I need something tighter. Looser....

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