DerekVasconi

first day working with 15 germ, Saka-Sama, xoxo moe live, bird chirping buppan, odoro and lilli kao joyfun reunion

What a glorious, fun day yesterday.

LINK:   https://14.gigafile.nu/0729-i65eb61685553dbdf0288d31397858f5b

Explanation of Miho's patreon, my patreon, some life thoughts, and nothing special going on

LINK:   https://31.gigafile.nu/0725-h7dcc38ec77f8330efc972857f13639d7

NEW PATREON TIERS! PLEASE CHECK OUT! ALSO SAYA CHAN CHEKI SESSION DISCUSSION

Hello everybody! 

Thank you all so much for supporting me here on Patreon.

Starting in June, I have changed to a new system for my Patreon! Well, it's pretty much the same, but with some special new categories and a reduction in cost to join my VIP tier, plus a new, SECOND VIP tier. I wanted to make sure that...

Aibeck live, conflicts and questions, nostalgia idol, feeling good again...

LINK:   https://19.gigafile.nu/0528-ica676051c7bf451a0b4a9268f04a23ff

Akiba Colors live, Diablevoix, Emopippi, more, more, more

LINK:   https://4.gigafile.nu/0718-m022ae40aae33851985a0f4edde9f4716

99999999...9999? Live event, plus emopippi live, girl on train, and question for all of you

LINK:   https://41.gigafile.nu/0717-e759f2d75efcd25238587cba2e45b26ff

A huge change in my life today, akiba colors live, saka-sama live, xoxo live, 9dayzglitchclubtokyo,and more

This is a MASSIVE post.

I had a huge change happen in my life today. Please take a listen. Also, I go over quite a few lives, plus discuss the Patreon tiers I'm considering, answer a fan question that's interesting, discuss using my place as a tenso-like address, meeting a new idol for the very first time, an...

Change ideas for my Patreon account please read and comment!

ATTENTION!

so... I thought about the updated tiers for my personal patreon page and below is what I came up with.

Can I get some feedback on these tier options?

Particularly the amount per tier? They are listed below in the order I am looking to list them, from lowest to high...

Staff or fan? Meeting with a favorite idol, a graduation, and upcoming lives

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https://45.gigafile.nu/0714-e8de31a0cdca7da09e3fc6cc36ad88d1c

KL Cheki Session, Idols as real addiction, sleep deprived, and thanks

LINK:  https://48.gigafile.nu/0712-f996393579e2383d117521c10926a3fb4

A good day (finally)! Creating music, Creating photos, creating new opportunities

Something to smile about. Check it out!

LINK:     https://15.gigafile.nu/0710-mf053d3f601456b084a458ee1535c65c6

Overview of the current situation with me, an unexpected and very bad development today, an idol dealing with a ghost problem, three rules of idol, and a scathing, real look into this fantasy-turned-nightmare

Well, that's quite a dark title, ain't it? Sorry for the hyperdramatic speak... I suppose things aren't all that bad. But I'm not gonna lie... this is the absolute darkest post I've ever put on here. Some really horrible garbage has happened, and still continues to happen, and I am asking all of you to endure the nearly two h...

Shinjuku Science Live, my thoughts on Miho's near 14 hour cheki session, and what is next

LINK:   https://50.gigafile.nu/0629-ef933395a95cdec23817e88d01cb0802d

Aphrodite one man live, 15 Germ cheki session, Miho victory, and finding the path back to home

Enjoy!

LINK: https://6.gigafile.nu/0626-m8ffec1c090e58f9ba84ccf6a5b3e5f6a

Akiba Colors live (and feeling dead inside), patreon questions answered, finding a solution to this terrible time, and a scary incident at shibuya station

LINK:   https://28.gigafile.nu/0624-ff3e3d4569f1c8cbe5e139ed716351c10

Another relationship bomb dropped in my life tonight, plus answering a Patreon question, talking about suffering and God, upcoming idol shows, and more more more

LINK:   https://52.gigafile.nu/0622-ec9ad14b33558b257fa93b1635c5ddcdf

Trying to understand the meaning of LINE ID messages being read but not replied to (quickly or not at all), 15 Germ, my situation's current new development, and working with a rap idol producer

LINK: 

https://45.gigafile.nu/0620-m58c94a795bfbe6838c49e222ee3b185c

The Story So far (still not quite out of the fire), plus 15 germ live, Another Aphrodite live, and a funny lesson about the things friends do to cheer you up....

Read the title and enjoy this somewhat amusing narrative about my past two days... and also I'm sort of getting back to normal but still nowhere near where I need to be.
Looking to hear your thoughts on what to do next... Enjoy.

LINK:  2021-04-18 15:59:43 +0000 UTC View Post

My world imploded, and I don't know what to do... plus a new idol group enters my life

This is a two hour long post... 

I had a very terrible thing happen last week. And it's only gotten worse. I didn't even get into it all here, and of course, I didn't say specifically who it involves, but... my world has imploded. I hope you'll listen because it's a lot to process.

If you want to ...

Zombie Powder and Aphrodite live and more

Meeting the challenge.

LINK:  https://9.gigafile.nu/0610-ebad85d88e6bfba0fd4762967c5257bf0

MXE Covid update, Aibeck and Leiwan tour, my thoughts on the insanity of living in Tokyo during these strange times

Title says it all.

Enjoy: 

https://52.gigafile.nu/0423-gabae75c11455e80bb89a1fc8ca1541c4

MXE live, Aphrodite Live, Nostalgia trip part 2, Miho cheki challenge

LINK: https://40.gigafile.nu/0604-f5cfec003183d20e1135116303104d0a0

Patreon questions answered, MXE new member debut, more

LINK:  https://32.gigafile.nu/0601-ld1d2735a933a23f288cbeab2e480b65f

miho online session reaction, 15germ, akiba colors madness, more

LINK:   https://27.gigafile.nu/0527-p2128cbb44da742a6ec53cdc38c69a761

Massive post - Jyu Jyu live, not going to Osaka, priorities, Miho advice, and music making

The title explains it, but yeah... this is a MASSIVE post. Maybe the biggest I've ever done. But give it a listen if you don't have anything else to do or want to have some fun learning about what my life is like when I am cheki staff for a big group like Jyu Jyu, and why the Osaka trip DID NOT happen, and of course, a discus...

Probably the best idol live of the year, moving, and more

This one is rather long. I've been away awhile. But in this, I talk about what very well might be the show of the year, and also moving and all that goes along with that, and other update stuff.

LINK:  https://43.gig...

a return to actual idol live mania, burst girl one-man, and emopippi fans...ohh man

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https://4.gigafile.nu/0506-f1981b085f7b1701a05adf4a70794edcf

Baka Shinu annual live event, my response to a VIP patreon's email, gravure idols

LINK:   https://11.gigafile.nu/0505-g8f3a08248f027f6f07d3889a1a11dee8

Bi-Polar idol online session blues and highs and everything in between

LINK: https://42.gigafile.nu/0503-f19c3134750cc1e2f4041aa3abdb3f05a

Aphrodite lives, reminiscing about this time last year and 2019, and more

LINK:  https://25.gigafile.nu/0501-pdf6a9e239688f572fb386784541a3d9b