Photos taken by Noel Nichols and edited by me.
I'm getting back into shooting with other people. All outdoors right now. There is hardly any work in Atlanta but I'm going to Chattanooga for a day to shoot. It's exciting and a comfort, although a part of me wants to stay in bed and have no schedule. So contradictory tha...
OMG! I really can't believe it. I did my taxes for this quarter, and was stunned to find that I was okay! I'd made money. I'd ben procrastinating because I didn't want to see how COVID 19 had affected my business. I've been working and stressing myself out a lot the last two months trying to pivot my business. I'm crank...
2020-05-13 20:41:14 +0000 UTC View Post
It's been such a weird life. I keep thinkin, what a weird month, what a weird year, but it's been a weird life. I don't know if anyone feels that they're living a normal or at least predictable life. I don't know who or where I'll be in a few weeks, months, or years. I couldn't have imagined being where I am now. In some ways...
2020-05-12 17:50:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Today I shot at a falling apart house near where I live. I haven't shot in one in a while I think. I've missed working with Darius. He's been an old friend now for a while. We both started around the same time.
Now that shelter in place is lifted in Georgia but not through out the country, I'm considering getting a job he...
Photographer Grant Beecher
I'm not sure how I feel about georgia opening back up. I haven't noticed many differences yet. If anything it seems more outdoor places are closed, but I hear various types of businesses are opening. Parts of the state are going back to school in person, and other's aren't. I've been looking ...
Photos taken by Grant Beecher
edited by me
It's no secret I love water, but artistically I really love water. It's translucent but not. So many different colors. I wish it wasn't so cold all the time. With the summer coming up, that'll be perfect. I really hoped to be in full tour mode during water seas...
2020-04-27 22:43:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Self portrait series. I have so many of these I'll be posting more soon but from another side of the wisteria.
The wisteria in Georgia is invasive and kills a lot of trees, but grows rampant. It's beautiful for about two weeks before it dies. For once I wasn't on tour will it bloomed, so I could take these photos ...
2020-04-25 18:01:07 +0000 UTC View Post
I really miss my pink hair, but this wig made me forget I didn't have it any more!
Wig by Maddie Marissa
Skirt Dawnamatrix
Been keeping busy with shooting myself and sewing. I've had a lot of fun with shooting self portraits. I've been making up who I want to be. I haven't had any grand concept ideas, like I have in the past, but I've been shooting on the fly, capturing the moments th...
2020-04-18 02:41:01 +0000 UTC View Post
I spent three days straight working on my website to get it running. I did it. It isn't perfect, yet, but I'm excited to have most of the work done. The rest is all the improvements I've wanted to make. I spent the holiday and today relaxing. I got rather tired of looking at a computer screen. I enjoyed an Easter dinner with ...
2020-04-13 23:10:01 +0000 UTC View Post
From the sudden shock to this. I've found another path and a new schedule. Now that I'm not touring this summer, I have a new future to dream about, but a complete lack of any idea what I will be able to do.
I'm making a new website. It's up, but a mess. I have a lot more to do to it, but I needed something. Found a new...
2020-04-10 03:35:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Last set of these photos. I'm surprised. I thought these were a failure. I do that a lot. I think I get so frustrated with my camera sometimes I'm sure that I screwed up the photos, and then it's fine. On the other hand sometimes it also takes me a long time to find the right edit for photos. I feel like I should have more co...
2020-04-07 16:08:10 +0000 UTC View Post
My tour for the summer is officially cancelled. A part of me is relieved to not be responsible and another part nervous and unsure of what to do with myself. I have so much to keep myself occupied, but not having a future thing to work towards makes me feel listless.
Now I've moved on to creating a new websi...
2020-04-05 01:33:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Photographer Dent De Lion
Will post more reveries. I spend the last day or two resting. Are you resting, stressed or working?
Photos by Vania Stoyanova
I finally woke out of my depression a few days ago. I felt like a rose. I felt full of color and opened up. The transition was sharp. I felt awakened from a trans. It's like I live with a demon that possesses me, but I still inhabit the body. A part of my mind if full of self ...
2020-03-30 17:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I had a great workshop at the beginning of this month. With COVID 19 just coming out to the news, we weren't entirely sure if we'd have to workshop or not. I'm so relieved that we did. It was good to go to Florida, and work with a group of people.
edits by me
2020-03-27 16:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I went to Hawaii back in November with my mother. I didn't really see Hawaii at all, but from the hotel or restaurant windows, it seemed beautiful. I heard so much about it from a photographer that was living there. I hope one day I can go back.
Sorry I've been absent. My depression is making it harde...
Human tripod Grant Beecher
I can never seem to pick a way to edit, so these are edited in a variety of tones and colors
2020-03-26 00:20:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Photos by Vince La Valles
edits by me
2020-03-23 23:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Photographer Joseph Calvo
Quarantine is really just life between modeling tours. I sit at home, sending out travel notices, and freak out over everything because I have too much time on my hands. I got excited thinking this year I was going to end the cycle. My plan was work and tour all summer straight...
2020-03-22 21:01:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Photographer Vince La Valles
edits by me
In light of COVID 19 continuing to still get worse in the USA, I've accepted that I need a nap and to post more photos. I didn't expect that I might have to cancel touring this year, but I might. I really expected better from our country and its government....
2020-03-21 23:25:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Ben and Jerry's has the best vegan flavors too
Photos by Grant Beecher
edits by me
dress by Dawnamatrix Designs
Ice Cream from Ben and Jerry's
2020-03-20 21:21:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Photos by Grant Beecher
edits by me
dress by Dawnamatrix Designs
Ice Cream from Ben and Jerry's
When I first woke up I saw a post asking about how I got into modeling. I was inspired to share my response.
" I got into modeling as a fun hobby in college. I dyed my hair blue and finally let a friend take my photo. Normally, I'm not photogenic at all, but when I became a silent movie character, I wasn't so awkward. I...
2020-03-20 19:45:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Photos taken by Atlanta Boudoir- Noel Nichols, edited by me
Lately, they've started taking down my favorite shooting locations in Athens, Ga where I'm based. This includes an abandoned cotton field less than twenty minutes from my house! Meanwhile, I'm looking for houses in Athens, GA (because I might become a home owne...
2020-03-16 19:56:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Lately, I can't believe how different my life turned out. Even since 2020 started, so much changed... Again.
I started off the year, making an LLC, determined to get fit, determined to find a house, and certain if start to feel like an adult. Instead, every house I've looked at is horrific, I eat my feelings still, the Co...
Photos by Grant Beecher
the coat is a latex design made by Dawnamatrix
The cenotes were beautiful. It reminded me a lot of the springs in Florida but warmer. The water is so clear, and I feel like a mermaid hanging out around the wildlife and watching the underwater plants grow. Nothing feels more effortless than flying through the fresh waters. The weight of gravity is off my ...
2020-03-04 23:56:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Follow the link to my youtube and watch this small video I put together. It isn't great quality, but it was a fun distraction from everything to make it
2020-03-02 23:57:18 +0000 UTC View Post
