Shooting with Stephanie Sinn and Perry Julien. We had a wonderful guide through the Cenotes in Tulum. You can find him on instagram at @m_o_n_t_o
We could shoot at this one cenote all day, but eventually we moved to another with mangroves and a single crocodile. We met the crocodile too! It was beautiful. Tulum was beau...
2020-03-01 04:03:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I think that's the Trump tower in the background... which is a thing
2020-02-19 23:27:08 +0000 UTC View Post
These photos were taken by Brandon Rudich. I edited them. Maddie Marissa styled the wig.
Got home from Florida. I feel like I can hardly move my body. I was starting to get sore by the end of the trip, and very tired. I found getting enough sleep harder as I mixed early shoots with late nights with friends......
2020-02-16 21:48:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Selfportrait Series
I've always looked older than I was but it became especially apparent when I was ten. So at what point did I become a woman? Or have a sexuality?
That part doesn't matter to me quite as much as at what point did I become a possible sex object.
I still marvel at being a person strangers know ...
Freelance modeling is a strange profession. I'm not sure what to relate it to. When I first started modeling it was a hobby. I picked it up from a friend that did photography, and then his friends. I started searching for other photographers to work with. It didn't much matter what kind of work they di...
2020-02-06 16:09:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Phoenix in January. It was so warm in the sun. I started the shoot with a jacket and immediately heated up in the sunshine. Phoenix is so alien to me. I grew up on the East coast of the USA, and have never seen anything like it until I did in 2016. The west coast inspired me to open my mind to the possibilities of...
2020-02-01 04:00:01 +0000 UTC View PostInterested in some free instax? Message me your address and I'll be giving away a few instax photos as a thank you to everyone for joining!
2020-01-31 00:14:19 +0000 UTC View Post
I promise you'll be seeing new photos by the end of the week though
2020-01-28 23:46:59 +0000 UTC View Post
The first time I met Nova, I bonded with her. I toured with her for a month a few summers ago and look forward to your next 5 month long, summer tour. If I can do it with anyone, it'd be Nova. Sure, we'll probably annoy each other, but we see eye to eye on so much. We're introverts that want to go to bed early. We...
2020-01-23 22:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post
A bit more from this set from Clairbnb. This in black and white. I think my feelings radiated through my face and body language
2020-01-13 19:59:59 +0000 UTC View Post
I more sensual set taken while at Clairbnb in Vegas. I almost forgot about all these until a friend posted a different photo of me there. I have so much to share! It was a great weekend hanging out with 10 other traveling models/photographers. I felt so free. I mean first I was intimidated by everyone. I was with ...
2020-01-11 19:00:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Still on Memory lane. This was one of the first editing projects I gave myself and then hid it away out of fear once again that they weren't good enough, that I only liked them because I'd done them. Well it's almost 2.5 years later. I'm impressed with my former self. I've grown, but I envy the creativity and experiment...
2020-01-09 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post
As I was scrolling through old photos last night, this one jumped out at me. I saw this and decided to return to this set to look back through these. You can thank this photo for the new self portraits I've edited and posted on here the last week. Now that 2020 has come are you enjoying the new year?
2020-01-07 17:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I often hide my eyes. I don't know why. What does it seem to say to you?
2020-01-05 17:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post
This is one of my first ever self portraits (which is why I look a bit different). I think this was the end of 2016. A photographer had cancelled on me last minute, after also having made me feel inadequate. I've since learned that some people will use various manipulation tactics to get me to lower my rates. For instan...
2020-01-01 08:26:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy New Years!
Photographer Fairyography
Wardrobe Your Fairy Godmother
This has been a magical year of personal growth and acceptance for me. I'm excited to see how I can take this personal growth into the new year! While the new year is just another day, it's a good reminder to take a step back and reflec...
2019-12-31 21:29:55 +0000 UTC View Post
My plan was to edit at least one of these and post them before midnight but I struggled. I have another one that I probably worked the longest on and it still didn't come out right. Maybe I'll wake up in the morning and it'll look alright. It isn't a self confidence issue but plane old writer's block. I forced myself to squee...
2019-12-31 06:57:44 +0000 UTC View Post
In the Tahiti ocean with the rays and the rainbow fish, I felt the painful sting in my nose and throat trying to swim in the salty water. I fight the force of the salinity to the crystal clear bottom. With all my m...
2019-12-30 03:19:49 +0000 UTC View Post
It's the weekend after Christmas and the weekend before New Year's. It's been a week and a half now since my birthday. This time of year so much comes together that it feels very much like some important change has occurred, and that I should be different. I don't know that anything really changes, but I've ...
2019-12-28 18:50:39 +0000 UTC View Post
To those that celebrate. Otherwise happy hump day!
Inspired to try some edits. These were with my gopro. The clarity is eh and the resolution is more eh. But the effects if the bubbles are so wonderful! I love it. More to feel inspired by. More to try later
2019-12-23 02:18:10 +0000 UTC View Post
It's been a busy week. Between planning or celebrating my birthday with friends and family, working on side projects, and looking for houses, I haven't had a lot of time to answer messages and think about my upcoming tours. Hopefully I'll get some of that done today, but I'm in desperate need of relaxation as well as still ha...
2019-12-19 17:20:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Photographer Snails Love Tea
So far this has been the best birthday. I'm in a good place in my life. I've been working hard the last few years to all my life. My mental health has gotten to a pretty good place with therapy and medication. My coping skills, life balance, etc have come together a lot. Nothing is perfect....
It'll be my birthday in a few more days. I'm ready. It's been a really wonderful year. I let go more than I'm use to and that taught me a lot about my limits and self care. I can't remember if that was my intent for 2019 or 25, but it happened. It didn't happen perfectly, but it has mostly happened. Somethin...
2019-12-16 04:44:46 +0000 UTC View Post
You all will be the first to see a photo from this set
Photographer DeOndre Bonds
Designer Dawnamatrix
Muah Dancing With Scissors
I miss Florida. People have a bad idea of Florida. I get ti. It's press is awful, and going to the tourist spots are awful! But I've come to love its nature and animals. I love the water and perfect winters. It gets crazy hot in summer, but it honestly does everywhere. I hate the summer and always will. The only thing g...
2019-12-11 20:47:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I miss it so bad. Listening to the rain tonight is lovely but I still feel chilly tonight and would rather stay dry to stay warm. I'm biding my time and imagining the days of summer where I can return to the water. I'm looking forward to all the moments.
Photo by Artistic Aesthetic
Maybe I should continue my Ireland tale. What was is like? We hiked a bit. We hiked the circle of Kerry in Kenmare. Though we hiked all day for 14 miles, we didn't make the full circle. Grant got tired and dehydrated. Lucky me I'm use to dehydration and painful feet, and I had a blister on the ba...
2019-12-10 00:27:18 +0000 UTC View Post
