My apologies...
Added 2020-04-25 05:14:20 +0000 UTCI really don't know how to explain it, but despite the fact that I'm actually locke din my house because of the quarantine... I haven't been able to work a smuch as I would had wished.
I don't know, I believe the overall situation & how much it is afecting people, specially friends of mine gave me a bit of anxiety. Myabe I felt I was too useless to help my friends & family?
I dunno, while I did some stuff I couldn't bring myself to uploading it, did I felt this was not a good time for people to pay attention to my artwork? I really can't tell.
Yet I also start feeling I'm leting people down for not creating a smuch stuff as you would think I'd be able to create while being locked down 24/7
I honetsly can't tell for sure what's been going on with me, perhaps the situation going on world wide brough emotionally the worst of me, don't let yourselves be fooled by my nickname & my artwork, I honestly can't stand watching another person have a bad time, it stresses me a lot and brings me anxiety, and I'm literally seeing this at a world scale level.
Still I can't reclude myself, I have to do stuff and be active or I fear if I keep going like this for the next 30 days of lockdown, I may not be able to recover at all from it.
Sorry for "disappearing guys", I promise I'll do my best effort to share & upload stuff more often, please, if you like the artwork, make sure to leave a comment, I believe that if people tell me my work has made their day a thiny bit better, it will help me out emotionally.
Hope you're doing well.
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Hey, seriously, take care of yourself, this stuff is crazy stressful for everyone. It's part of why we have masses of idiots demanding the doors open before it's safe. Do what you need to take care of yourself. I'm right there with you, I write sometimes for fun, even with hours of free time these days I'm lucky to even start writing some weeks. Everything is out of wack. Be happy to see you back here, but not if you're hurting yourself to do it.
Observant wolf
2020-05-12 22:00:54 +0000 UTCGlad to hear from you and if you are getting a bad case of cabin fever welcome to the club. For the record i do believe your work will make your watchers feel better
CP444
2020-04-27 18:49:17 +0000 UTC