It’s January 2022. I can feel some excitement because this year can be anything we want it to be. I feel a desire to conquer some dreams this year. One of them is transforming my finances because I started this year so broke I am honestly scared to look at my bank account and I am having to be creative and take whatever job...
2022-01-07 14:17:09 +0000 UTC View PostJust a reminder.....each week I will be posting one piece of content for each tier...so be sure to put in your requests!!!!!!.....next week on the $50 tier I had an idea from one of my most loyal patrons to do a fashion show from my new dressing up room!!!!!!....
Big shout out to Patron @Ramon for informing all my patro...
2022-01-07 13:17:28 +0000 UTC View PostAs promised here is Topless Tarot with some different angles!!!!....it was a long video so I will upload the last part separately....
Something happened to my tarot cards which I will explain in my weekly blog...
Just a reminder.....each week I will be posting one piece of content for each tier...so be sure to put...
2022-01-07 13:12:38 +0000 UTC View PostHAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Thank you so much for your patience. I was in hospital for 11 days. I had a breakdown. I guess I wasn't eating or sleeping much at all, stress about performing, the usual money worries.
I came out determined to perform at the gig I was due to sing at. I did it.
And then I got C...
2022-01-04 08:12:32 +0000 UTC View PostFor absolutely no other reason than I felt like it!
only for my $50 Patrons
2021-12-03 08:13:37 +0000 UTC View PostAnother fantastic Skype call with Patron @Ramon! We unpacked my most recent date....it's amazing what a good unpacking can reveal!!!!
As much as I am enjoying these one to one calls with @Ramon who is very insightful, don't forget $50 patrons, these once a month Skype video calls are for you to catch up with me, say hel...
2021-11-29 11:27:33 +0000 UTC View PostForgive the late notice
Live is going ahead tonight from 11pm CET, 10PM UK
Here is the link https://join.skype.com/Lx8snCZEGqKI
Please check out TimeBuddy for your time convserion where you are: 2021-11-28 16:37:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Dressing weird because I'm Suze.
Todays Authenticity Challenge Vlog
2021-11-26 06:26:45 +0000 UTC View PostJust catching up on posting some of my very first ukulele beginnings...
2021-11-24 10:22:41 +0000 UTC View PostOMGoddess I don't think I posted this already?
Don't expect this edit to be up to scracth, because OMG it's just too hard with the little bit of video that I had to edit it LOL!
But you get the rough idea!!!!!
Daniel had the genius idea to get me on the stage, by thrusting a mic in my hand when the DJ was do...
2021-11-24 10:15:33 +0000 UTC View PostWell, this is content too, but mostly an update to say hey, sorry I didn't make the live the other day.
I can't tell you how painful flashbacks are. The worst thing is I don't even know I'm in them half the time. My friend pointed out the other day, after the attack, that of course I wouldn't know, in that moment my bra...
2021-11-24 07:02:09 +0000 UTC View PostIt's unusual for me to be up early. I'm not usually a morning person. but this morning I woke up at 6am and I was thinking about something one of my Patrons (I'll keep you anonymous) was asking. He was wishing i made explicit content. As you know it's not exactly something I haven't been asked before many times. And as ...
2021-11-24 05:54:02 +0000 UTC View PostHey my handsome Patrons,
So, yes thank you Ramon my very loyal Patron who I communicated to last night to ask him to do a shout out to let you know that I wasn't able to make it last night...
It was technical issues, but I was also having a CPTSD flashback, that's why technical issues are even more difficult to re...
2021-11-22 19:42:37 +0000 UTC View PostHello beautiful Patrons
I would like to apologise for my absence. It’s a very strange predicament to make a living sharing the intimate details of ones life and then having a moment where I am craving privacy at the same time!
It’s nothing to do with you, it’s a betrayal, a heartbreak, and it has made me qui...
2021-11-20 15:01:08 +0000 UTC View PostI censored this video the last time i posted and then I decided why?
There is so much shame around anger, especially for women
it's just anger, it's hurt, it's processing
Let it out, talk it out, share it out, get it out, heal it...let it go!
And yes this is one of my pulp fiction style flashback video...
2021-11-11 07:41:43 +0000 UTC View PostSomething a little more peaceful and gentle
it sometimes amazes me how I can flip from one emotion to another, transcending the emotion in a very short space of time, and even though this heartbreak and the shock of this betrayal has really hit me hard, I still have love in my heart like a true Queen of cups.
<... 2021-11-11 07:20:56 +0000 UTC View PostOH MY GODDESS has this been one helluva ride, and I would rather say heaven of a ride, there were moments, but it seems it ended with a tower....
BETRAYAL with a capital B
Heartbreak with a capital H
My heart broke OPEN with a capital O
And there's nothing like the healing power of song to get it ALL O...
2021-11-11 06:56:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I always like my patrons to be the first to hear about my videos on YouTube
Creative Rebelution is my new channel.
Please help me reach 1000 Subscribers by sharing this video and subscribing
2021-11-07 03:40:34 +0000 UTC View PostSecond part of the war within, the internal conflict that has me in "2 minds" and has essentially "interrupted" the filming of the GTY training.
A very important step in authenticity is NOT ignoring our inner voice. Authenticity or the return to it is all about hearing our true voice, which takes time to uncover, ...
2021-11-06 05:39:57 +0000 UTC View PostThe War Within. Part of the Go Touch Yourself Training
I know that maybe what you have been receiving on the GTY training was maybe not what you signed up for.
I was so grateful to have a very long and personal chat with my long time follower and Patron of the arts Ramon who shared with me what he enjoys about my ...
2021-11-01 12:56:55 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://join.skype.com/BXhcfxrfQprG
2021-10-27 21:03:23 +0000 UTC View PostWhere I am at
And the reason I called a skype call this evening
I hope as many of you can attend as possible
Details in my last post
I know this video is long but it's what's in my heart....
2021-10-27 18:01:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey delicious Patrons!!!!!
I want to go LIVE! I want to see your faces, hear your voices, get in contact, share some stories, speak with you in person, hear your thoughts.....
I hope that my Vlog on the $50 tier will be up in time, what I share in it is the GUILT, SHAME AND INWARD HUMILIATION (as David Bowie so br...
2021-10-27 17:04:47 +0000 UTC View PostWhat comes up for me when I share my full body in front of strangers
A self commentary on top of me shaking my body for ten minutes
Part of the GTY training series
2021-10-27 16:06:16 +0000 UTC View PostThis is where I am at today.
I really hope I can shift this energy soon. Accept the fact I've been played by someone who just wants to play, doesn't take women seriously. Why it takes me such a long time I am not sure.
I am frustrated with myself. On days like this i would go as far to say I hate myself.&nbs...
2021-10-26 13:33:01 +0000 UTC View PostThe GTY Training has barely (no pun intended) gotten started....
But before we can experience pleasure, don't we have to shake off pain?
Often self "pleasure" is more about relieving tension, relieving pain, so is it really pleasure? Or just a temporary relief of pain?
Timings: ⏰ 00:00-4:43 Vlog on Pain an...
2021-10-25 11:14:49 +0000 UTC View Post
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