a few september images
Meredith posts
acadia in october : self portraits
i have been so low the last few weeks. everything feels hard. i have been going through a lot of physical change as well as emotional change. an awareness of how some of even the "tiniest" hurts and traumas have impacted my relationship to people, with anyone really.
i feel unsure about how to go about my desire to cre...
expired roll in the woods on a tree stump.
currently photos 1, 2, 8 and 11 are my favorites of this batch.
2021-10-10 12:12:12 +0000 UTC View Postbath time
my account is back up! it was suspended for a bit because of guidelines i was violating that i didnβt realize. sadly i had to remove a lot of posts but now i am able to share again. i hope to eventually have a subscription based spot on my website where i donβt have to abide by anyone elseβs guidelines on what to share....
2021-09-30 14:16:42 +0000 UTC View Posta love poem with no name
i was in the garden all weekend.
my hand on your back,
you showing me the way you like to be touched,
up the spine, grasps at your hair -
a light soft pulling you closer.
the first of the flowers came when you invited me to lay down next to you.
you let me cry and get the tears on your chee...
2021-09-23 20:53:36 +0000 UTC View Postexpired roll - gone wrong?
i was the most excited to get these photos back from indie film lab and so sad when i got the email that they didn't turn out. and i definitely wish you could see more detail but i actually do still like them a lot. especially the ones of the shadow of the flower on my face. i just need to remember that expired rolls = shoot ...
2021-09-22 13:22:22 +0000 UTC View PostBTS flower morning (video this time)
this was SUCH a fun morning for me!
i was floating between pressing flowers, dancing, and taking photos!
and i pray pray pray to the gods i don't believe in that the film comes back and looks even half as good as it looked in my mind while i was taking the photos.
this is the link for the BTS half-hour vi...
BTS of some photos i should be getting back this week π
i visited a dear friend two weekends ago, and they had this beautiful bath that i was able to bathe in 4 times while there and took a few photos the one morning i was home alone.
2021-09-14 13:27:52 +0000 UTC View Postmedium format under the laurels
i shared two of these medium format images in my post titled "know me" and these are the other three that i really loved.
2021-08-31 17:09:51 +0000 UTC View Postjournal entry from july 11 2021 and a lil pic of my current project
β¨distracting. everything i love (lol we all know love isn't the correct word for it but in my fucked up brain that is just addicted and craving it feels like love is correct. just so DESPERATE really.) and everything i crave, is it just a distraction?
a way to get me out of my head, or into my head. sex wit...
2021-08-26 20:28:46 +0000 UTC View PostπΏ
and the last roll i shot for bees & bones. these photos were my favorite.
2021-08-25 12:06:54 +0000 UTC View Postknow me?
β¨august 20 2021β¨β¨my anxiety primarily comes from shame. fear. shame. fear. shame. one in the same? i get soo much anxiety around social interactions. especially with new people. especially with new people who i think i will like a lot and i want them to like me too. but not that i just want them to like me, i want them ...
2021-08-21 12:28:26 +0000 UTC View Postπ
more from my shoot for bees & bones (with some edited to black and white as well)
2021-08-20 18:04:53 +0000 UTC View Post
disposable camera part 1
sharing all the images that came out of this disposable camera. these ones were from me and gideons camping trip we took without nalcoah a few weeks agoβ¨
2021-08-06 19:20:45 +0000 UTC View Post
in the woods with the laurel flowers
all over the place with the colors in this set and i love it. included two of my favorites in black and white as well π
2021-07-16 14:49:38 +0000 UTC View Post
two days after
the first four photos are the last of an expired 800 ISO roll. the rest are from a roll of kodak 200 shot at 800 ISO. these are all of the images i shot on this day. all shot on my Olympus OM 10.
2021-06-15 18:05:00 +0000 UTC View Posthoney and flowers.
i made this set of photos after one of the hardest things happened to me. the idea of covering myself in honey and flowers was therapeutic in a way i never expected. i didn't realize how much i would dislike being covered in honey like that. it completely took over all of my senses. i couldn't focus on much else. this is the ...
2021-06-04 13:04:28 +0000 UTC View Post
first photos in our new home
being here feels like taking a breath that i have been needing for a long time. so thankful for this space.
2021-05-01 15:23:58 +0000 UTC View Postjournal entry post anxiety attack - March 2021
went on a walk. cried when i got to the beautiful mossy spot with the rocks on the white trail. got further along. cried looking at the green lit trail of moss in front of me and then comparing it to the made up trail to the side of me that was dull and covered with leaves. felt scared of bears looking at the beautiful path i...
2021-04-29 16:36:13 +0000 UTC View Postearly morning on assateague island.
itβs been a while since iβve loved nearly every image of a set pf photos i made. but i love all of these ones. the last one is my favorite and i plan on making some prints of that one. β¨
2021-04-26 16:25:47 +0000 UTC View Postassateague - a morning alone
screen grabs from a video i made
2021-04-15 17:20:03 +0000 UTC View Post
