i kinda ate with that thumbnail no?
references -- all videos dropped on the screen are also linked in here (they'll be carded on the youtube version ofc)
Music: ECLIPSE - Velv...
woke up on my first day off SICK. so sorry this is late.
August What I Watched (aural record/$5 tier)
monthly read and review (audio note/$3 tier and up)
i will edit the 3 hours of raw footage for The Reaper At The Gates and get it on this platform by the end of July - uh A...
2025-08-02 23:40:53 +0000 UTC View Postcontent? on my patreon? more likely than you think.
i really love doing these because they illuminate how much more visually i could be thinking than i do the first time through. that being said - the visual aid in today's upload is a bit hungry. but we're working. we're thinking. we're prossibly rewriting the...
2025-07-30 17:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post
i could rename these to thirty minute thoughts but that's too much pressure
also yes that was a โB. Rad Gโ reference I tried to make. also also I realized while editing that I shouldโve added that: the misogynoristic reactions of non-Black women like Huda are in part also fueled by the fact that they par...
2025-07-20 22:00:07 +0000 UTC View Posti feel like every time i open my mouth to talk about content, there first comes a disclaimer about my unfortunate lack of free time. but i want to keep expectations (for you and myself!) realistic.
so while this is what's on the docket, all dates are subject to change.
June What I Watched (aural record...
2025-07-01 17:00:11 +0000 UTC View Post
the word of the day is โharrowing." i've got content banked up to record and edit, but so little time and much less energy. i hope you'll take this half scripted rambling review about one of social media's latest instigators of Disk Horse in the meantime.
CW, discussions of sexual assault: 13:45 -
good news: I'm starting a new (seasonal ๐) job tomorrow
bad news: executive dysfunction is beating my ass and I'm not as far on content as I would like to be ahead of this shift in my schedule. everything planned for this month is still coming but the timelines are a bit delayed.
we'll reevaluate in July, belov...
2025-06-16 00:58:42 +0000 UTC View Posthappy Pride! remember to put sunscreen on 15 minutes prior to leaving the house, beloved.
as a bit of a personal update tambien, I took a week long trip in the middle of May and ya boi still a little discombobulated. but with the grace of Jupiter moving into Cancer, we will get this shit together.
I read three, count โem three, books this month and tried to talk about them all equally. As you can see from the time stamps, I did a very good job.
Also totally forgot that I rate books when I read them so thatโs below as well
0:32 - Carmilla by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu
3.5 sexual awakenings out of 5 ...
2025-05-31 19:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post
the title is very much Still In Progress; but fresh off the cutting room floor is the early release for the next main channel video.
i edited this with enough time to make a separate uncensored version just for y'all!!
no resources link this time, this was brewed organically.
EDIT: it look...
2025-05-11 19:00:05 +0000 UTC View Postkwan kwan kwan kwankwankwaaaaan, welcome to May.
coming up this month:
April, What I Watched (aural record/$5 tier)
monthly read and review (audio note/$3 tier and up)
lol remember when i said we wouldn't be coming back to Ember in the Ashes for while? this time i mean it cause...
2025-05-01 18:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
chile this damn near blew up my laptop. CW for discussions of torture, genocide
timestamps:
5:55 - summary
1:20:35 - thoughts
1:35:35 - rating
sound effects from Zapsplat & Pixabay
no music cause we're trying something new/to avoid the aforementioned laptop explosion
i know i know "grandpa i'm tired of exploitation" well that's too damn bad
the world's shortest work in progress but, as i kinda detail at the end, i'm considering different ways to create which also involves the post/editing part of this process!
also Tay Zonday was right and we all laughed (this is in referenc...
2025-04-19 17:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
you would've thought i was recording with my window open, goddamn
mentioned:
girl this is one big spoiler, my bad
rating: 22:05
2025-04-09 15:00:09 +0000 UTC View Postand we have won another battle (ie. made it through a hectic array of astrological nonsense)! welcome to april, beloved.
on the docket this month:
March, What I Watched (aural record/$5 tier)
striving to have this out by April 5/6
monthly read & rev...
2025-04-01 19:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
i have a new found respect for Booktubers after recording and editing this special edition read & review. i mentioned this in the video but i'm only doing this Extra Version for Sabaa Tahir's series (currently). other read & reviews of one off books will be the usual podcast format.
also i'm sorry i recorded in ...
2025-03-23 22:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post
the title is more of a suggestion than a solid structure but say hello to a new patreon exclusive form of content! this is very much in the spirit of my What I Watched videos for the aural record tier -- which is to say, kinda chaotic and full of me interrupting myself.
edited with a greater priority for listening plea...
2025-03-15 19:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
recorded, edited and uploaded this within 2 hours - please clap. some would call this a glorified whatsapp audio message from a tipsy friend on a Sunday evening. i prefer the descriptor "impromptu media commentary."
*hit post so fast the audio hadn't finished uploading, sheesh
Mentioned:
did you remember to flip your wall calendar over to March yet, beloved? do you have a wall calendar? it's actually very help to be able to see the month, not on a screen. will i use it to schedule this month's planned slate of videos? now that you mention it, i should.
February What I Watched
2025-03-01 21:00:10 +0000 UTC View Post
we listen and we don't judge - or do, but just know i'm still reading
Rebekah Weatherspoon's Book Bundles
2025-02-25 01:21:50 +0000 UTC View Post
an after upload thought from the latest video
Article on Lucie Salhany (she originally worked for Fox; i said...
2025-02-15 04:22:58 +0000 UTC View Post
like a real idiot i'm uploading this at the same time as the youtube version. by the time you see this, just know my laptop was hovering 6 feet off the ground to make it so.
โท Eaton Fire Donation Spreadsheet: 2025-02-15 03:54:26 +0000 UTC View Post
chile, not me forgetting the first of the month. happy federally acknowledged Black History Month y'all.
January What I Watched
i'm editing it right now! trying to get it out by tomorrow
early release: why we lost Black network TV
already recorded, just need ...
2025-02-04 18:46:25 +0000 UTC View Post
the amount of procrastination that had to be beaten back for this to be created is embarrasing
3:56 - the good
don't fear the reaper, date him
9:03 - the disappointing
20:26 - the surprising
a lil something new, something different. just reading through the list of nominations and giving my 2 cents on what i would've voted for vs predictions of what will actually win
al...
have others asked and answered this before? probably. but we're doing it again. enjoy this snippet from February's video.
also i'm sharing the resources page with y'all early; i'...
happy new year! i hope you all are safe and fulfilling any and all beginning of the year practices with ease and intention. i was hunkered in bed for warmth when it hit me that i hadn't update y'all yet.
so here is what's coming down the pipe for this, our first month of 2025:
December, What I Watched 2025-01-01 22:38:04 +0000 UTC View Post
gee wiliker pete! this took a lot longer than I intended. 2025 I want to get fast enough at editing that I can give y'all an uncensored version (maybe with longer clips too? idk patreon upload speed is trash) but for now I bring you, the last video of 2024.
happy winter solstice!!
๐ watching golden girls at a ...
2024-12-21 18:00:08 +0000 UTC View Posti've once again poorly arranged my time so this month is going to be InterestingTM.
here's what's planned for the last month of the year [cue airhorns]:
November, What I Watched:
pretty much written all the notes; I'm aiming to record and have this up by the end of the week.
