[Esc] reality

Transformation Spell/Ritual

This is a ritual/spell designed to help myself and you move past, well, the past. You pick what your transformation is going to be. I'm sharing mine in this video to give you an example and make you feel safe. 

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I hope this helps you guys find peace and empowerment.

//Ally

Outtakes ★Party For Two★ #5

Sometimes funny things happen that don't make it into the video. I'm thinking about occasionally making little outtakes compilations like this one as a bonus for you guys. What do you think? Would you like to see more like this?

//Ally

★Party For Two★ #5

The last poll resulted in a victory for Aquarius! So this is what I'm reading in this fun, laid back video. Probably the most unfiltered video I've ever done. I'm watching it with Jack right now, it's pretty hilarious. 

I hope the background noise isn't too distracting. I didn't realize my fridge would be so loud and also...

a mild inconvenience

What a start to the year. 2018 has only just started and I already had to divorce my bed (we had an abusive relationship - I'm still hurting every day) and now I also had to break up with my online grocery store. Why, you ask? Well, I went to order groceries as per usual and saw that they made some changes that made shopping the...

Dark Love

This video is meant to be an immersive experience so no spoilers here. If you're watching purely for the ASMR triggers, go ahead and use this version without music. As always, magical things are in the descript...

☯ Aura Healing For The New Year ☯

For the last video of the year (it'll be the first video of the next year for everyone else), I want to give you a thorough aura cleanse and heart to heart. I'm asking  you, if anything, to fully embrace this experience if you can. Thank you for sharing this journey with me and allowing me to make your life a little better....

Crashing After A Live Show

Time to crash after an awesome live show by an unnamed newcomer band! We're a little drunk so we go to my place for the night. I make us some yummy tea that our future, not hungover selves will thank us for. We chat and browse a cool fashion magazine before we get too tired to stay awake. Complementary singing. 

I like th...

Rebranding/Name change

This is my complete statement explaining my channel name change from Rena Sage to [Esc] reality.

Rena Sage was a temporary alias. Back when I decided to dip my toes into ASMR video creation, Google had already bought YouTube which at the time didn't affect me or my previous channels, but when I went...

BTS #004

I just finished filming the last part of the Midnight Spa trilogy ... I always get so anxious when reviewing the footage but I'm happy to announce it's ... not trash. The way mercury has been fucking shit up I honestly was expecting it to have some kind of stupid error in it but it sounds fine. 

I survive...

Why I don't monetize my videos (Ad-free channel)

This is my complete statement explaining why I choose not to monetize my ASMR videos on [Esc] reality.

Ads are loud. As someone who enjoys ASMR videos myself, I have made the unfortunate but common experience of having my ears ripped apart by excruciatingly loud ads on faintly quiet...

BTS #003

Last night/this morning when I went to bed I had a feeling that someone would try to disrupt my sleep. Lo and behold I woke up to two missed calls. "Private number" which to me reads as "go fuck yourself". It's probably grandma and the answer is NO.

My most looked forward to "top secret" mystery project was de...

☽☯☾ Midnight Spa ☽☯☾ 2/3

I present you part 2 of the Midnight Spa trilogy. You are in for a treat with this extra long massage package, consisting of a solid half hour scalp massage, a solid half hour back massage (I emphasize the word solid because I don't like it when the ASMRtist says it'll take so a...

BTS #002

Oh, good, it only takes 21 hours to render one of these spa videos. I was worried I'd get to play a game on a Sunday evening. 

Right now I'm "enjoying" some "random snow plows at 4:45PM" ASMR. While I appreciate the people who make our streets safe to walk on and keep society functioning, I also want to c...

BTS #001

After a couple days of battling with makeshift tripods (including the model "emptied bookshelf" by "I don't want to buy stuff I'm only going to have to ship"), wind shields that kept harassing my left ear microphone, and microphone angles that convinced me that my perception of sound is WRONG, I finally managed to record a decen...

☾ Smoke Bath and Crystal Reading ☾

This is the first roleplay in which I'm testing out the sound of my new baby, the Zoom H-6 recorder. Enjoy some warm tea, a soothing smoke bath and whispered reading on your most requested crystals! Though I made a mistake there and read tiger's eye instead of the actual most requested obsidian - I totally remembered that wrong!...

The FUTURE is NOW

In my hands right now I'm holding the next two years of [Esc] reality. 

Not only is this a vast improvement upon my past sound quality - with this amazing device, the intense Zoom H-6 in all its glory, I will be able to provide you the ultimate relaxation experience in all future videos. 

Thank...

★ Party For Two ★ #4

According to the last poll you guys wanted to hear about Taurus and sex annnnnddddd here it is. I decided I'll read one chapter per video as I've started out with and make them extra long relaxation sessions - try NOT to fall asleep for as long as you can! ;) 

This is the last video of the month and I want you to have a B...

☽⛥☾ Grounding Energy Renewal Meditation ☽⛥☾

Hi everyone!

I thought those of you who celebrated Thanksgiving might need this meditation session to wind down. Even if you've never meditated before, just let me take you away... 

This is an intimate, soothing hangout session with special tea and sizzling incense sounds! It may be just what the doctor ordered to c...

🎁 Holiday Shopping 🎁

Just in time for the holidays, I'm starting a sale at the ArtsyAlchemist shop  and wanted to grant you early access to this one aswell, besides just all my videos, to thank you for your support! In this video I'm introducing something old, some...

☽☯☾ Midnight Spa ☽☯☾ 1/3

In this soothing spa video I'm pampering your face with gentle soap, a thorough scrub, soft steam and a cozy mask. I hear you have two more sessions booked before the end of the year even! 

Relax and enjoy.

//Ally

Sagittarius 2/2

Finally, the rest of the Sagittarius reading you've been waiting for. In this one I'm reading the sexy matches aswell as Mars and Venus in Sagittarius. As a bonus at the end I'm going through old photos and showing you some real life memories! I hope you enjoy this little trip down memory lane, drowned in tea, chocolate and plen...

⛥Just Chilling With Your Witchy Friend⛥

How about a nice long evening full of incense, tea, ambient music, progressive muscle relaxation and crystals? We all need a witchy friend we can enjoy witchy stuff with. Immerse yourself in exquisit ambience and delightful sounds from start to finish. Slow paced and intimate, this cozy video will make you forget that you're not...

★Party For Two★

Finally here fresh at the start of November - the Sagittarius reading you were asking for! Let's catch up on our Halloween experience, eat candy, drink tea, get matching tattoos and talk about what is sexy about my rising sign ;) 

I hope you enjoy the fun and laid back atmosphere aswell as the various tingly sounds I've m...

SHIKI - You Survived

You just woke up, finding yourself surrounded by silence and the stench of death all around. You feel weak and don't understand what's going on. Through the silence, a voice breaks. You want to scream for help but you can't. The voice approaches you. You will be saved, but will you be safe?  

I...

💓🍵👗 Chillout Session & Clothing Haul 💓🍵👗

Guys guysssss! A new super chill roleplay is out. Take it slow and have a cup of tea with me and watch me try on a bunch of clothing! I can't even with those fabric sounds. This is a cozy and intimate video, fun and laid back. I hope this'll take you away and make you forget the world for a while. 

//Ally

🍵 Quiet Tea Room Date 🍵

Have a laid back tea (and dessert) date in a quiet downtown tea room with a gorgeous view on the city street (though you can't take your eyes off me ... literally)

The immersive experience is made possible by the lively sidewalk and fluorescent bulb ambience sounds. If you think to yourself "What's that annoying buzzing in the...

★Party For Two★

You wanted more sex, you got more sex! =DD

But seriously, I'm happy to treat you this Halloween Season with a two hour party of delightful triggers. While I read a whole chapter plus out of the astrology sex book from my Summer Party video, enjoy crisp eating sounds, fizzy lemonade, occasional tapping and pitch perfect page fl...