[Esc] reality

Dark Love

Added 2018-01-06 00:30:39 +0000 UTC

This video is meant to be an immersive experience so no spoilers here. If you're watching purely for the ASMR triggers, go ahead and use this version without music. As always, magical things are in the description box.

As you know, it took me two days to film this because I didn't like the first attempt. In this one I lost part of the monologue and a few triggers because I didn't realize the camera had stopped recording. I only had to edit out one bit of interference noise from my phone ... But about 20 close up stomach growls. I wasn't hungry, I just moved around a bit. My stomach just likes to complain a lot. I have no idea where it gets that.

I tried placing the microphone far under the camera to get the close up sizzling sounds of the incense and writing. The 90 degree angle on my microphones makes for a very intense binaural sound even as I'm writing.

What are you up to today? I'm catching up on some self-care after a very emotional morning. I ordered sushi to last me a while and now I'm about to have a long hot bath. It's the only thing that really soothes me when I'm this raw and I regret moving here a little bit because two key things that I require to function are missing : A) a kitchen (I was pretty shocked when my kitchen, which is a separate -tiny- room, was completely empty) ... B) a bathtub. I take baths in my shower nonetheless but it's pretty shallow and only really covers my back and butt or one side at a time. It's what I look forward to the most about moving. Being with my twin flame and living in a place with basic amenities.

Here's to a better future?

//Ally