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Coming Up

Let's talk about the new video that's been consuming my time and energy for the past two weeks. 

If you've been craving some magical ASMR to abolish your fears when you sleep, you're in luck. This video was inspired by whoever of you told me you need to feel safe when you sleep. I am no stranger to fear, paranoia a...

⛥January Q&A⛥

Happy Imbolc! How are you doing this fresh new season? I see a blue sky in my tiny window for a change and with my cold almost died down, I'd like to go for a walk and try to find some flowers for my altar. I already put out homemade granola bars as an offering and decorated it with new shiny crystals but I still feel like it...

⛥January&February Download⛥

Merry Imbolc, Super tier! Due to the short month and ongoing vacation time I've compiled your complementary downloads from January and February (default b/c 4 videos in one) in this post. Last month was a close race, but I'm surprised you all especially loved the Hypnotherapist role play, despite it not having my face in it. ...

♥ Sassy Spa ♥ Sweet and Sticky Facial

It's here! 

I had this idea a while ago, thinking to myself - why Spa role plays gotta be so monotonous? So repetitive? So boring? Yes, it's great to get sweet pamperings from someone who's job it is to make you feel comforted - but that doesn't mean we can't spice it up a little! And earlier this mont...

New Moon

My inner Aquarius is happy with the title for this post. 

The past new moon in Aquarius on January 24th 2020 marks the beginning of a new life. It was chosen with care beforehand through basic numerology to give us a good start into married life and I didn't know that it would fall on a new moon at...

January Livechat

Update: looks good so far. we're a little early. guess we'll figure out what to do while people start trickling in lol

Hang out with us this Sunday 8PM Berlin time - we're gonna have a lot more fun than I've had the past 3 hours editing and wanting to die :)))) We'll do thing...

the last post I'll write before Jack arrives

The first two weeks of the decade are almost up. How has the new year been treating you? I feel like I've made 8 months worth of emotional and psychological progress in 8 days. This is the culmination of years of practice and patience, but things are finally coming together for me. I'm recovering my past to eventually start l...

The Road So Far (2019)

I didn't expect this one to win with all the cool options I gave you this month, but you overwhelmingly wanted to see what lessons from 2019 I'm taking with me into the new year so here it is :) thank you for caring what I've been up to. I've been a little busy with work to share much of my personal journey but I hope this ra...

A Different Question

This is me asking for your input on the videos I'm going to make this year. I'm not asking what you'd like to see, nor what makes you the most warm and fuzzy. You can get that from any creator. My question is: What do you need? 

I want to let myself be inspired by what you truly need in life, rathe...

My Goals for 2020

Happy 2020! I hope you all had a great start to the year. Mine was mixed and, dare I say, very contrasted. It started out with a good night's sleep because the family from hell spent New Year's someplace else. They're back by now, but man... The one day they were gone - best sleep I've had since they've moved...

Hypnotherapist Roleplay - Live Your Best Life

Super long sleep video? Yes. Wholesome, classic ASMR? Yes. A powerful start into the New Year? Yes. 

This video is all these things and more. I have so many intentions for this. I know "Hypnotherapist" doesn't sound as exciting as "pretty girl takes her clothes off" but give it a try. I promise I'll be the most rel...

⛥December Q&A⛥

Greetings, fuckers. How have your holidays been? I hope they were good. Right now it's 11AM and I'm sitting down with a fresh cup of tea from a freshly cleaned kettle of freshly filtered water from a freshly cleaned filter... Fresh. You get the gist. I've been staying up and doing things around the house, though I just rememb...

The most festive video you'll watch

Do you know that when the universe gives you signs and guides your life but you're already way ahead of the signs? Alyssa Trahan said in November "work, bitch" - already working, bitch. Lada Duncheva said "the eclipse is a time of big spiritual transformation" - already been transformed this solstice. Teal Swan said last Satu...

My Favorite Holiday Treats

55% of you wanted to see this I hope you like it :) 

What's your favorite holiday treat? I know pies are big in the US but in Germany I've never seen a pumpkin pie in my life. We have apple pie and in the summer some seasonal fruit pies like strawberry rhubarb or blueberry.  The latter are usually topless. Pie...

End of the Year Stream

Thank you to everyone who was able to participate! Here's our candle burning with vigor and purpose

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Guided Sleep Relaxation

❧ without music  

❧ 1 hour  

❧ 1 hour without music 

Flip off insomnia...

Coming Soon!

Imagine entering a mystical realm... Faint music and incense burning steadily while your eyes feast on warm colors of orange and amber... An enchantress sits before you - equally earthly and ethereal - as she guides you into a state of deep, tranquil relaxation. Her gaze, her hand movements... You feel yourself slipping into ...

yule blessings & rambles

Greetings to you from my super cute Yule altar where earlier today I did a little blessing ritual for all of you guys to be safe, fed and warm (or cool) over the holidays and for all positive forces to align for you. 

Wow, long sentence to start with. 

I wanted to start off this month by dropping a thank...

⛥December Download⛥

It's coming... 

The monthly spam. 

Last time someone said "it's coming" in a show we watch the lady kept saying it in each appearance she got but she never said what's coming so I could only assume she was pregnant with the monster from Stranger Things. 

Anyways, here are your compl...

All About Herbs and Incense

Hi guys, the monthly bonus video is out just in time! I hope this satisfies your curiosity for now (or maybe sparks it instead?) - I could have worked on this longer but I want to start into the next month with fresh energy. Given the topic I had quite a bit of stuff to go through and show. A lot of you guys also wanted recip...

⛥November Q&A⛥

I'm writing this after Jack has gone to bed and I have cosmically induced insomnia. (Pretentious way of saying I am affected by whatever the fuck our solar system is up to atm.) I know I won't be able to sleep no matter how hard I try so I'm finding things to keep me occupied until I crash. After a fucking ridiculous(ly hard)...

November Livechat

Thank you to everyone who was able to chat! :) Here are some pictures from our flip

From Pink Kingdom to Goth Kingdom!

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☽ Headache Healing ☾

I'm living for these witchy vibes. 

Hi everyone, I made you an exceptionally cozy and soothing video. Besides the obvious theme, it contains a few selected tingly ASMR triggers. Wood burning, smoke smudging, hand rubbing, whispering, breathing, smoke blowing, tapping and I'm sure something else that I forgot. It to...

the entire making of the Tarja singing video

I've fucked around with this for way too long and I still don't like it. #perfectionistproblems

But I hope this view into the life of a video creator is something different and interesting :) Feel free to ask me stuff 

Tarja Songs with Nature ASMR

... I need some honest opinions here. Clearly I'm biased because I managed to end up hating my own creation and I don't even understand why. There's nothing particularly wrong with it except for the frustrating lack of perfection. Unfortunately, this is the best I can do. I might never publish it. It was fun filming this but ...

Sneak Peek

My week's work has been recording and editing songs for the next video. I'm relieved to say that finally I'm through the most painstaking and time consuming part. Obviously this new video is for those of you who enjoy my singing and find it relaxing. I hope it will be to your liking. Pushing aside how much I detest the sound ...

⛥November Download⛥

What's up Super tier?! The ultra length Spa brushing video is for keeps this month :) enjoy

⛥October Q&A⛥

Happy November! It's finally time to answer your questions- well, question. It's one of those months where there isn't a lot to talk about and I certainly don't blame you all for being busy. Work hard, play hard, hustle - there's only so many hours in a day after all. And somehow, time just seems to dwindle with the daylight ...

comfort foods

Hi this is the bonus video for October :) The US vlog didn't quite work out... So I did the second highest voted. 

I hope you can give my recipes a chance or at least have a laugh - both things feed the soul :)

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Peace

As we celebrate death, the end of a cycle, this time of year, I want to share a text I wrote a little while ago in the hopes that it will inspire you. Life has a funny way of pushing us into our destiny lately. Forcing us to let go of the dead flowers we're holding. But if they're dead, it means they've been with us for far t...