meredith adelaide

Behind the Self Portrait: Dancing with Strobe, Scarf, and Smoke

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Recent Photography for Musicians Album Art

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I was recently hired to photograph the prolific artists Brian and Jane of the band, FINKEL, once again.

They are releasing their new EP, Priorities, and this shoot was based around their new single, Digging.

I've been doing a little digging

trying to move around ground

We sho...

Behind the Self Portrait: When I Got Naked and Photographed in the Empty Apartment

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Blueprint

There is Your kingdom,

and My kingdom,

and Our kingdom

and I'm not trying to make you jealous of my moat

and my guards, my up-kept construction, the bidet, the family dinners

the bottomless goblets of wine and beautiful women

the quiet hours, the expanding accumulation of land...

...

Behind the Self Portrait: When I Felt Disgusted with Myself and Lost and Abandoned

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In the Name of Love

Wrote this piece for a writing group 5/4/23

R.I.P. to the chill girl era

I want to keep my eyes closed and my comfies on but my gut is on fire and there's so much to see

I see I am a good influence

Hundreds of people move more confidently

and I've still never been invited to...

Behind the Self Portrait: When I Thought I was Falling in Love and also Abandoned Another Relationship

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A Look at the Light Experiment

I'm just following hunches here, y'all!!

I noticed the light and thought about hey, some folks don't look at light the same way I do, maybe they'd be interested.

I like looking at stuff for long periods of time.

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Behind the Self Portrait: The Photos when I was Subletting in New York where I Had to Drink a Special Tea to Not Be Allergic to the Cat that was also there

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INSIDE ALL OF US IS…

This is a tale of a burglary in NYC, based on a true story. I decided to incorporate my personal Wildfang collection to represent the emotions I experienced through the whole debacle.

Shot with and featuring the very cameras they almost got away with, this is a self-photography series featuring my co-robbed friend Austi...

Behind the Self Portrait: The Photos After I was Burglarized and I Locked Myself in my Room for a Week

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Introducing: Behind the Self Portrait (Series)

Beginning February 8th, continuing for 9 weeks!

Join me at the $5 tier to dive into my self portraits and what it takes to make these images happen!

I'll be going through:

Camera

Lighting

Shadow work

Posing

My emotional circumsta...

Modeling // Desert

I went to the desert with other feral women to heal my heart.

We spent our days half naked creating, as it was what felt most natural. We'd open up about the tough things we had been holding onto and laugh about them. We'd massage each other's shoulders, make food together. I forgot what it was like to be tended to like...

the process 3; The Creative Act: My Review

I have trouble with this book every time I open it.

I am most affected and pleased by how wonderfully it was designed, presented, and marketed.

It is a lesson to me in regards to business, selling, and knowing the target ...

december xoxo

I’ve been feeling a kind of psychic block around sharing certain parts of myself and what I think, and I think what that has done was create a very intense smallness of expression that has leaked into everything else.

I could...

Self Portraits - In Studio

I was invited to an unused studio space the other day and got to play around with LED lights and huge empty spaces!

That day I had received a message that was difficult, so I used this fortunate opportunity to play with my body and try to represent the blurriness of the realities I was facing.

2023-11-17 19:40:25 +0000 UTC View Post

the process 2

Hey Legends. The past four weeks have rocked me hard. I have about as much energy to simply process on camera. I hope this will suffice for now-- but know that there is SO MUCH being made and I will share it as I feel more balanced and able.

Last month I began my album making efforts with my lovely producer a...

the process

Hey y'all

I had the inspiration to film this video of my process right now. I started with the idea to write a song, and then the conversation took me to a few places. I have a wide range of emotions, as is the truth of all of this.

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this week has been somethin else

started recording my album, had abo...

Camcorder Self Portrait BTS

Hellooo legends!

I've switched my account to 18+ and am now sharing my (nsfw) BTS footage from my photo shoots.

I used my Pentax 645 and Ilford DELTA 3200 film. I love Ilford because of the contrast it gives, and how black the blacks are.

I used my air-shutter release cable to take thes...

Motel

Legends!

Do you remember when I was booked for a gig in upstate New York, and my role was to play a woman suffering with schizophrenia ? Well, the film, MOTEL, is out.

The location.

2023-05-24 22:13:43 +0000 UTC View Post

Polaroid Transfer

Legends!

If you have been following along on my instagram, you'll notice that I started making Polaroid transfers!

I had seen this process online and had been quite enticed about it. I wondered how difficult it would be. I've been leaning more heavily into printed/hand-made creations, and I h...

Live Performance - "What Do I Know?"

My loves. I appreciate your patience while my world expands and contracts.
I had my friend Jackson Hayes come through the other day and capture a handful of my songs because I wanted to share them with you.

This is my song "What Do I Know." I'll paste the lyrics below.

Meanwhile, things that are...