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Wesołych Świąt! Day 24!

Are you listening while you work today?
And… who’s working today? If that’s you, I’m sending you extra love and strength. I hope the day is gentle to you.

Wishing you all a merry Christmas Eve 🤍
And if “happy” feels like too much today, then I wish you steadiness. I wish you rest. I wish you the str...

For Anyone Having a Hard Holiday. day twenty three

Today started the way so many Christmas days do—last-minute errands, a little chaos, a little magic. Everyone was in SUCH a good mood today! (Cashier almost let me go without paying xD)

I stopped by a bakery and grabbed cookies for friends, called ahead, popped in and out delivering them like some girly-handsome Santa...

Franek, Forever — A Mini Polish Lesson in Love. Day twenty two!!

Today, I’m sharing an ornament I made for my parents’ “choinka” — Polish for Christmas tree. A red paper chain, simple and handmade, holding a single “bańka” (ornament). Just one, to symbolize the space he left in our hearts.

This is Franek — my childhood dog,...

Paper Chains and Choosing Myself. day twenty one.

Today, I made paper chains.

Simple Christmas decorations. Colored paper. Scissors. The quiet, deliberate act of making something with my hands. There was a warmth in it that surprised me.For a moment, I felt like a child again. Not nostalgic exactly, but open to it all.

At first, I felt a little silly. Taking the ...

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~felka!

day twenty. Singing just for you

Rest cozy, I'm here. It's a sleepy day over here in felka headquarters and I can't wait to show you what kind of holiday crafts I've been working on all morning-evening! See you tomorrow for a photo of me in a hand made paper chain garland!! Until then, sweet dreams!

love you, mean it!

~felka

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day nineteen. Inspired by you tonight.

This post was inspired by Marsi.
Thank you for cheering me on, for believing in me, and for naming something I sometimes forget to name myself. Your hopeless romantic heart made me pause and ask why I keep this ritual… why I keep loving the way I do.

There is nothing quite like the sound of long hair being braided....

something surprising. day eighteen.

I have so many weird fantasies I dedicate to my future love. Us running together on the beach in winter. the absolute absurdity of finding each other among all the chaos of life.

Today’s offering is an audio fantasy— and it's a whole lot vulnerable.

In it, you come through the door dressed as Santa.
I don�...

Part 2: Underneath🎄Day 16

(Forward: Tell me how good I look ;) call this selfie an early Christmas gift!!)

This is what the darkness holds.

Beneath the leather, there is a slip—
light, delicate, almost shy in comparison.
Soft against the skin.
Pink where the world expects black...

This is the part of me that stays safe bec...

Part 1: The Outer Layer🎄Day 15 of 24

I’ve always loved layers.

Not to hide.
To protect and hold.

This photo feels like that part of me—
softness wrapped in something dark and intentional.
Black leather. Fur at my collar. A cold exterior chosen with care.

I gravitate toward darker styles because they give me permission.
When the ...

I Cleaned My Room Dressed In A Little Black Dress 🧡 Day 14 of Felka-ismus

Tonight, I decided to clean my closet.

I tried on every single piece of clothing I own. Every dress, every soft top, every thing that has ever made me feel like myself. I kept catching little bursts of dopamine, tiny sparks of delight, just from seeing myself in my favorite pieces again. From remembering who I ...

Sweetness, the Way I Like It 🍓🍰 Day 13 of 24 Days of Christmas

Today’s mission in being authentic looks like this cake.

It’s my favorite in the world — not because it’s flashy or overly sweet, but because it’s just right. I make a vanilla babka sponge and slice it into soft, pillowy layers. Between them, I sandwich freshly whipped cream (not too sweet) and a con...

Being Authentic 🕯️ Day 12 of 24 Days of Christmas

One of the missions of this series is simple, but not always easy:
to spend the holidays doing what I want — not what I’m told I should want.

Today, that looks like coming home, flopping onto the couch, and letting my cat absorb my bad energy like it’s her full-time job.

If you’ve ever spent ti...

Baking Together Gets Lovingly Carried Away... 🎄Day 11 of 24 Days of Christmas

My felksters,

As a little holiday thank-you for supporting me, I wanted to give you something extra cozy and extra us. Today, you’re getting a bonus Girlfriend ASMR audio — something soft, warm, and full of that gentle, domestic intimacy we all crave this time of year.

Back to the Part of Ourselves That Has Always Known How to Come Home." 🎄Day 10 of 24 Days of Christmas 🎁

When I think of winter, I don’t think first of snow or holiday lights.
I think of a little stream behind my childhood home—sometimes calm as a whisper, sometimes crashing with the wild mood of the sky. In the coldest winters it froze over, turning into a small world of possibility.

I was five. My...

What Little Me Would’ve Asked For 🎁 Day 9 of 24 Days of Christmas🎄

When I think about Christmas as a kid… my kid self wasn’t asking for practical things or sensible things. Oh no no no. Little me went straight for the good stuff.

If baby felka had a Christmas list, it would’ve gone something like:

• an orange ATV (obviously).

• ATV gear so I woul...

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🐞 "Felka In Her Piżama" (Day 8 of my 24 Days of Christmas🐞

(For anyone who isn’t feeling like themselves right now, then this 1z for you).

Tonight, I’m choosing me.
I slipped into my favorite piżama, lit the candle that always makes me exhale a little deeper, and tucked myself into bed early. Instead of sitting at my desk chasing the long lis...

Day 7. Hope And Fear Sit In The Same Room.

hej hej felksters, you look cute today. Did you do something new with your hair? :3

I wanted to share something raw today, because I don’t think it helps anyone (including lil ol' felka) if I only show you the energized versions of myself.

Lately I’ve been living in this strange version of the present moment...

A Sultry Private Poetry Reading🎄Day 6 of 24 🎄

red nails

i paint
my nails
blood-red—

a small ritual
for the woman
i am becoming

the woman
who celebrates her body
without offering it freely
to the world

you do not see
my skin
because i choose
who witnesses
the softness
beneath my clothes

m...

🎄 Day 5 of 24 — The Secret Reveals 🎄

Back to the bedroom where warm blankets sweep,
Where the tuxedo cat dreams in a tangle of sleep.
The ribbons are restless, the paper askew,
And something important is waiting for you.

I-spy a present unwrapped, I-spy red twine undone,
I-spy that the crafting is fina...

🎄 Day 4 of 24 — A Scavenger Hunt Begins! 🎄

In a room trimmed in winter and ribbons of red,
A hush falls soft over a very cozy bed.
Snowflakes tap lightly on a window of frost,
While a trail of torn wrapping shows something was lost…

I-spy presents half-buried, I-spy string in a loop,
I-spy ...