For a non-kinky babe she sure understands the concepts organically. As I’ve shared here before, it’s not easy for me to accept help from others, and I’m not always the best at prioritizing myself.
Max sees this as the perfect opportunity to flex her Boss muscles. I have chronic pain issues and a nice warm epsom s...
2021-01-28 18:17:44 +0000 UTC View Post
My husband still struggles to be polite or friendly to me when we see each other. Once in a while he cracks a smile and we banter and I think “Yes! He’s got it!” and then it quickly falls two steps back to sneering cold disrespect.
I have talked to him about it. Written texts. Written letters. Screamed at him abo...
2021-01-27 17:22:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Nothing makes me happier than giving people I love presents. So!! Part of my beat-the-winter-blues plan this year involves giving everyone presents!!!!
I’ve been putting together care packages for my coven babes, Max and I are gonna deliver them to people’s porches and spread some cheer during these dark winter loc...
2021-01-26 04:06:24 +0000 UTC View Post
I wake up every day and for a moment I’m anxious, but then I take a deep breath and remember there’s nothing to be anxious about anymore. I did the hard thing. I am free. I’m happy every day. I love my life, every day. I wake up with a smile and feel thankful to be exactly where I am. Every day. It’s a revelation. 2021-01-22 14:40:46 +0000 UTC View Post
This is a screen shot from an astrology app called Co-Star. It’s known for dragging you with it’s notifications, but sometimes it’s uncanny with it’s words of wisdom.
It has daily do’s and don’ts and they’re always weird and tongue in cheek, but today they were spot on.
2021-01-22 05:51:06 +0000 UTC
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She took the overnight bus and crawled into bed with me at 6am. I brought her to meet my yoga guru, the adorably sweet and enthusiastic 70 year old Ukrainian woman who teaches the most soul soothing Iyengar class. It was sweaty hard work, meditation and handstands while watching each other’s asses in tights. I brought her h...
2021-01-20 03:52:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Delicate features and phases, my love.
Soft edges and long green hair.
Split open for me, life and blood and sweat, earthy sweat and vocal fry.
Delicate features and phases like the moon, peach pit roughness against all of your juicy fruit. Gasp. Whimper. Moan a lullaby like crickets and Le Vie En Rose pl...
2021-01-19 04:45:56 +0000 UTC View Post
God I’m glad I’ve always taken pictures.
(Elly and my smirk, in her bedroom with her paintings of us, November 2018)
2021-01-15 16:37:05 +0000 UTC View Post
This photo never made it to tumblr, but there’s a whole bunch of out takes like this that make me giggle and miss being goofy with this gorgeous creature. I haven’t seen Elly in almost two whole years, but these photos make it feel like yesterday.
Elly and Heart - November, 2018
2021-01-15 02:26:05 +0000 UTC View Post
My bestie Joie is staying with her family until April... and she left me the keys for her cute little bachelor apartment with a killer view. This is a BOON to a babe on lockdown with her kids who is desperate for some quiet time alone. It’s also helpful as I navigate this separation from my husband to have somewher...
2021-01-14 02:44:00 +0000 UTC View Post
This weekend I’m going to take more pictures with Max.
And tomorrow I get to take selfie’s somewhere new! What a lockdown novelty!!!
Also, I’m going to mail this months Postcard Club selection to a random reader who comments with a song you think is sexy (I’m making a new playlist and I miss hearing new ...
2021-01-13 05:01:25 +0000 UTC View Post
A gif of me showing off my cheeks while Ms.O was on a conference call and I was trying to entertain myself.
(Check back in tomorrow, I’m doing a Postcard Club giveaway!)
I was looking through old tumblr drafts and found a few things I had written about struggling to make progress with my husband. Long term relationships are hard. It’s as simple as that. We started to feel more like family than lovers, we were more like family than lovers. I’m not sure if that was the kids, or his addi...
2021-01-11 03:43:27 +0000 UTC View Post
I never posted this one on tumblr because my ex took it and I hated the angle and I wished I could have seen what he saw so I could have changed my hands, and the angle, and asked Ms.O and Kitten to shift just a little so the camera could see their beautiful profiles... this photo shoot made me realize I wanted to be behind t...
2021-01-10 05:15:30 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve been disconnected with writing lately, but it makes sense with the holidays, and the lockdown, and the political fiascos. So I’m taking a break from mousewife life and writing whatever comes to mind for a moment....
First of all, after looking at the quick pics I snapped (in my birthday-babe-pleasing lingerie) ...
2021-01-08 19:29:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Yesterday was Max’s birthday so I surprised her by wearing the hot lingerie she gifted me last fall. Spoiling her for her special day means I’m spoiled because she just wants to go down on me for hours. 😇
2021-01-06 15:20:08 +0000 UTC View Post
He said “Sorry I was weird earlier.”
And I said “You weren’t weird you were angry and hateful. And unfortunately there’s nothing weird about that.”
He’s off the wagon again and I am thankful every day that I set the boundaries and said enough when I did. I spared us this spin around the rol...
2021-01-05 03:06:34 +0000 UTC View Post
My lover has a way with words.
(And I’m good at following instructions.)
2021-01-04 02:42:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Very happy to be putting 2020 behind us.
Hope your day was peaceful.
xo
2021-01-02 03:36:09 +0000 UTC View Post
I don’t know why all of the year in review recaps and 2020 think pieces are driving me bananas but I want to chuck them all into the dumpster fire that was this year. I just don’t want to hear it. We survived. And the tough stuff is still just beginning. And we don’t need to do the “usual things we do every year” be...
2020-12-31 21:50:32 +0000 UTC View Post
This baby snapped today and set some better-late-than-never BOUNDARIES with my ex’s bad behaviour and may I just say IT FEELS FUCKING GREAT. 🙌
2020-12-31 04:35:10 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m sitting alone in a quiet house after walking the dog under the full moon. I’ve got all the candles going (including this adorable bunny candle from Ms.O) and I burned some cedar, lavender, and part of a snakeskin I found in the forest. The cedar is for protection, the lavender is for friendship and connection and the ...
2020-12-30 05:06:35 +0000 UTC View PostOne day when I joke about being right you will not find it funny. One day you will push a little too far with your pestering and I’ll get mad, actually mad. I’ll tell you to grow the fuck up and you won’t like it. There will come a time when my insistence on remembering everything will no longer be sweet and helpful, it...
2020-12-27 02:41:45 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope you’re warm and safe and making it through. Anyone get any cool presents?
2020-12-25 22:17:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Today I spent some time naked under the tree taking pictures to thank you... I’ll be posting them throughout the holidays.
I hope you’re staying home too, and celebrating in all the ways you can. Remember my inbox is open if you need any holiday cheer. 💕
2020-12-24 20:32:39 +0000 UTC View Post
My horoscope has been telling me to build foundations for the next chapter of my life, so I’ve been spending lots of time with her hands on me.
“I love your body,” she said softly, her fingers tracing my side as she looked me up and down, “I love all the things it does for me.”
I’m naked in her bed and reeling at how wet I am from her choice of words. It’s hard to pin point exactly why, but it rests heavily on the “for me”. Ownership. ...
2020-12-20 14:32:03 +0000 UTC View Post
