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New Years Throwback

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New Years Eve last year was awkward and weird, I should have known the year would be a ride. Here’s Eden artfully decorated in wax by the coven, with little wonder what 2020 had in store.

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Goosebumps

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This week has been fucking tumultuous n’est pas? My astrologist friend says it’s all going according to plan. She says we need to keep setting boundaries and congratulating ourselves for our wins. Hang in there, we’ve got this.

I wanted to just say: you guys are so fucking cool. I’ve got the best support system...

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🎄♥️ Santa Baby ♥️🎄

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Throw back to last year when I surprised the coven by showing up as sexy Santa with a big bag of toys for everyone.

(I’m cooking up some special new holiday content for you guys next week too!)

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I’m being nosy...

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So tell me. Did the New Years resolution you made for 2020 come true?

I had 3:

-Harmony in my home ✅

-Good sex ✅

-Write my book ❌

2/3 ain’t bad, and to be fair I couldn’t have planned on a pandemic and lockdown for almost 200 days with my kids. Looks like we’re going into another lon...

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Whispers to me ✨

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Me, with Elly wrapped around me, in her studio/apartment in Ottawa, 3 years ago. These were darling dreamy days during a difficult year. What would I say to myself if I could whisper in my own ear that afternoon?

I was soaking up every good moment, I didn’t need to be told, I knew all of that beauty and love was flee...

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Entertaining Myself

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On Wednesday’s when I have to leave my house I hide out at Ms.O’s. She’s so gracious to harbour me, no matter the time of day. This week she was on a conference call for work so I entertained myself by stripping down and taking pictures to distract her.

(If you haven’t entered the giveaway on the every day witc...

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As Is

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'”Cause when I look around

I think this, this is good enough

And I try to laugh

At whatever life brings

'Cause when I look down

I just miss all the good stuff

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I Figured It Out

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I got so sick of everything being my fault. Softly walking on eggshells grew exhausting. It was my fault he drank and my fault he had to quit drinking. It was my fault he was so tired and my fault he couldn’t sleep. It was my fault because I was miserable and my fault because I was happy.

I tried to fix it and help i...

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Best Lesbian Erotica Volume 5

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The anthology my smutty story was picked up for is available today! Squee!!

Thanks for your support guys!!!

Click here for more details.

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Late Night Moments

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Some late night shots from the vault!

I’m always taking pictures, all night a camera is in my hand and I’m stopping mid-sentence to try and capture something beautiful.

Here I am in the circle bedroom taking a snap of a hot little tangle of girls.

The second photo is a peachy moment during a 2am spanki...

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Everyday Witchery

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For me witchiness is embracing my place on this Earth, connecting with something that has been around long before me, and will continue long after I’m gone. I helps me see my nurturing abilities in a gentle light, and helps me to harness my energy in more positive ways. And it never hurts to invite more magic in.

I...

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Good Day To You

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It’s my weekend at home so we decorated the tree and put up rainbow lights. It was a good day, happy faces and all that nostalgia.

I still have ornaments I made in kindergarten, some of them have little burn holes on the back from where they touched up against the lights on my parents tree back then, you know the old...

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Power Poses

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I told Elly I would take some full body reference photos and send them her way. I put on some music, jammed my phone into my light fixture and rolled around on the floor for a while. I like seeing how my body looks from different angles. I like s...

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Titties and a question...

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Getting roller skates for Christmas... good idea? Or best idea?

These are the roller skates in question:


Yes I’m 39 and yes I have a chronic pain injury but I would wear all the safety equipment and I would w...

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Babes in Furs ✨

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Gloria, Elly and Ms.O as my muses. I remember setting up these shots and being in awe of how gorgeous these beauties are.

(The furs belong to the mansion, they are vintage and thrifted, the owner of the mansion collects them.)

November 2017 Sapphic Slumber Party #2

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Eeeeek! 🙇🏻‍♀️

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Opening my email and seeing this promo image made me blush!!!

My story was included in this years Best Lesbian Erotica collection. It‘ll be the first time I’m in print. Thanks for making that possible, I only had the time to write a submission because of your support. (And my story is made up of journal entries I w...

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Sunnier

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We had one of those talks where you’re scared and you cry and you say all the things you’ve been holding in. And we held each other and wiped away tears and gave all of the reassurance. And then we fucked until the sun went down. Things feel sunnier today.

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I just want you to know...

After an emotional weekend, and a whole day of fucking, our time together was coming to an end. The sun was up when I sat on her face and she made me cum until I was dripping down her chin and soaking her T-shirt. When I finally rolled off of her, legs like jello, trying to catch my breath, it was dark outside. The so big alm...

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Butt Selfies!

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A coven friend asked if I would share my classic Butt Selfie tutorial from the old tumblr days so I thought I should post it here too. It’s advice that never goes out of style! The only rule is if you take any sweet butt selfies with this advice you gotta show me. 😇🙌🍑

Q: This is probably sill...

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Fulcrum

Something happened the other day. In this little dance of power we’ve been doing, learning where our dynamic balances best, something shifted.

A coven member had thrown out a request for some advice for managing dysphoria and penetration, Max and I were in bed together discussing possible solutions when she said pene...

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Getting Ready ✨

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Here’s one from the vault, a behind the scenes pic of me shooting these lovely babes at the mansion.

Before the party starts we usually have time to set up and primp, and snap some pictures for us.

Ms. O, Elly, Gloria...

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On the other side ✨

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Ms. O took the photo below, one I love and have framed (unedited) on my altar at home.

After doing so she did a 180 degree turn and snapped the shot above. Elly looking on, Gloria and Scout distracted and flirting. Just a moment in time and a moment right after. I find myself fascinated by run of the mill pictures like...

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10 Things ♥️

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1. Guess who took the kids to the cabin this weekend ALONE??? Me!!! The 3 hour drive with chronic pain and ptsd, I killed it. Chopping wood and keeping the fire going all weekend, I nailed it. Parenting and adventuring off the grid with no electricity or running water, I crushed it. Hot cocoa over the wood stove included! I...

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Endurance and Encouragement

“I can’t!” I squeal, my thighs shaking, I grasp at the headboard.

She looks up at me from between my legs. “You can,” she says calmly, barely taking a break from the good work her mouth is doing.

She loves it when I sit on her face, it’s her favourite thing. She likes to tease me and say I “ride fa...

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Sirens and Silliness

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Longtime tumbl buddies might recognize this bathroom at the mansion from some of our photos. Sometimes that jacuzzi tub is turned into a ball pit for the evening.

The top photo was taken by Doe. It’s Ruby, Me, Mimi, Ms.O, and Doe in the front.

The bottom photo is Scout and Gloria, a dynamic duo, who are recrea...

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Woodland Babe 🌱

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This was today’s masterpiece 🙇🏻‍♀️🌲

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Mansion Party Instax Throwback

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These are some of the Instax from my personal collection, and some faves!

Sapphic Slumber Party #2, November 2017

The top pic is me with the bearskin rug. It’s an old antique that lives under the couch like this, peeking out at the action. He’s a little worse for wear but he’s charming. Som...

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Golden 💫

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Sapphic Slumber Party #2

November 2017

Elly, Gloria and Ms.O

Photos by Heart

Charcuterie by Gloria

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💕

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It’s strange when you detonate your life. There’s no plan anymore for what’s next.

Before this year if you’d asked me where I would be in 5, 10, 15 years I would have given you a confident answer. I would have naively believed it was written in stone. Now I know nothing is promised. 2020, hindsight is a mother ...

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Creating Beautiful Things

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I think one of my resolutions for 2021 (other than survive) is to get back to creative projects. This year structural issues took a front seat, and I would love it if beauty and aesthetics could drive for a while.

2018 was a year I made beautiful things. Elly was a co-conspirator, muse, model, flower fairy of my dreams...

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