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Knots Of My Heart

Made a while ago. Inspired by Knots by RD Laing who wrote a lot about schizophrenia before talking about schizophrenia became LAME circa 1960s. Here's the pdf

https://library.agnescameron.info/poetry/Knots%20-%20R%20D%20Laing.pdf

Comments

Wow that's genuinely so good. Incredible

Polkjm

Ah but have you told ~them~ yet, or are you just going to write wistful, aching love poems in their general direction while you internally rot by order of your festering, pining heart? Shows Patreon… but did you show it to the person it was really made for? Will you? Ever..?

LUMINA

Downloadable video added

Greg Guevara

SYNTAX ERROR.

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Updoot: no more free traffic Johnny Frenchname, just gonna forward them to random points of interest until I have the dopamine to make the CCCRU roster dossiers site

LUMINA

Would love to have the text of this (or downloadable video)

Michael Resnick

This is so good! Reading knots now, it's been a long time since I've felt that something nailed it like both his and yours here do.

Michael Resnick

i keep relistening to this. really really good

ghost

powerful

ypso21

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AlT

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Nice Hash, looks hashy

AlT

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LUMINA

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Alright, Hash McAsshole, still don’t know who tf u r, but .net and .org forward to ur .ca since you halfway implemented my idea when it’d take months to summon the dopamine to do so. However, leaving Kloy and Oki off the core list HAS to be oversight on your part so fix that or whatever

LUMINA

Contrasts (joker 2 reviews joker 2) with (Knots Of My Heart) and you might believe that this was created as a demonstration of the principle of "making your art bucks" that jreg often highlights in art discussion videos

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Wow.

Kevin Goodrich

Ah yes, my second favorite knots poem, and they cut the violins… https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nYdPtcx-4mo

LUMINA

This made my knot skip a beat

SQUISH

i love how concisely this describes such abstract ideas about identity/reality/existence

ghost

Beautiful. I also like to think of my heart as my rock and foundation. It is something I know to exist, have no reason to doubt it, and now have no fear of being wrong about it, to love and feel deserving of love, that heart in you. It’s been my constant, and even if there’s ever been a point where you’ve had the (mostly) universally experienced, built-in human instinct of terror, of irrationally fearing its not there, and never was there at any point in your life, feel that stable ground, and just ground with it. Lay down and cry if you need to. What you feel is “neurotic”, but also a deeply normal response to an even deeper existential terror, that one is actually a monster without soul. That fear, the trigger of tripping and making a mistake that hurts someone: that is all you need to know, to know that part of you is solid and whole, and you have absolutely nothing to fear at all. It’s okay to be wrong, and there’s nothing wrong with that. Even if that was the *one and only* thing I knew to be right.

AlT


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