Supporter Exclusive: Dial back the Jesus
Added 2020-03-20 04:26:49 +0000 UTC
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The only consolation is that Logicked has more Subscribers than her on Youtube. 140K on Instagram. I hate the world.
QuebecCity Oliver
2025-02-06 15:05:38 +0000 UTCI would sub to you debunking interior design 1000%
Devin Gardipe
2021-03-22 01:32:34 +0000 UTCHope you and your family are doing well under lockdown ๐ ๐๐ป
K.Al
2020-04-11 08:43:14 +0000 UTCWell, it was a nightmare, and sometimes I still get similar strong irrational anxiety to a point where I wonder if I'm genetically predisposed somehow to paranoia and that's why the fear of hell got me so badly, or if the fear of hell has created my tendency to get paranoid every once in a while, esp under stress. Chicken or the egg? ๐๐
K.Al
2020-04-11 08:39:13 +0000 UTCThanks for the story. Sounds like a nightmare. Hopefully the one in the video is just irrationally happy and not constantly terrified like that. But I doubt it too.
Logicked
2020-04-10 21:11:44 +0000 UTCI discovered your channel soon after I had deconverted at 21, as I needed answers to SO many questions. I read books, I spoke to people, I got really into science. But I know what it feels like to 'spend time laughing with Jesus', and 'talk to your heavenly father, give him a hug and invite him to your birthday party'. It feels real, it feels safe, it feels like the best thing possible in a world where the literal Satan is supposedly trying to drag you to a burning scorch pit. So there. That's my take on it. I won't be surprised if I have long-term brain damage done from that crap. ๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ Thanks, Logicked, for giving people like me a piece of sanity to hold on to. โคโคโค Keep safe!
K.Al
2020-04-10 10:03:01 +0000 UTCAnyway, long story short - I was very similar to the girl in this video for a period of time during my christian years (it ebbs and flows), and I can tell you what it felt like: anxiety. Extreme fucking anxiety. Horrible, chest hurting, can't sleep at night unless I pray obsessively anxiety. I feared Hell, as one would if that's what they were told daily since birth to keep in mind as a possible future. And for a few months when I was about 13 - that fear fried my brain. To cope with the terror of 'feeling' demons trying to get me, I prayed all the time. I sang, I worshipped, I declared my love to Jesus all the time and basically was OCD af, because only begging him not to leave me to burn would every once in a while ease the fear of Hell.
K.Al
2020-04-10 09:57:43 +0000 UTCI actually grew up in a tight-knit absolutely fanatical Christian Baptist family, as in - my first 9 years were spent in a house that was a literal church building as my parents were missionaries in a far away mountain town. My father was (still is, but doesn't have the wide reach anymore) a paranoid conspiracy theory godly man who despised the atheist. You've debunked people similar to him. ANYWAY, I was a very devoted Christian for 17 years of my 24 total, accepted Jesus at good old 4 YEARS OLD. My sister had him since she was 2.
K.Al
2020-04-10 09:52:53 +0000 UTC
