Playing Ketchup

Hey Mister, I’m so sorry about the crap. Glad things are getting better and I hope you are doin well. I love hearing your handsome voice! Xoxo

Angela Call

I'm almost lost for words. From one human being to another, in the most humble and compassionate of ways, "I hear you" I empathise with those feelings. My heart aches from that all too familiar feeling of grief and everything that it encompasses. I'm genuinely trying to pull back the tears as I write this (which is not meant to be dramatic, but to simply convey my sincerity). Everyone has such differing experiences in life which is what makes it so complex and stunning but also at times, deeply challenging. Personally, what continues to help me on my own journey through grief is talking, acknowledging and processing each feeling when it arises. I've found counselling continues to help me in the heavier and darker days. Also this utterly wonderful community that you've worked so tirelessly to create, alongside your audios, have furthered my recovery and continue to do so to this day. For this I'm so very thankful 🙏 Grief is not linear and has no timetable. There's good days and bad days but I'm learning that's 100% normal and acceptable. It's been said before, but it truly is OK not to always be OK. Your constant message of self love and kindness is all the more poignant right now, in this moment. I send out my virtual love and compassion to any and all who need it right now wherever you may be in the world🙏❤

I wanna start this out by saying- "Ooh child things are gonna get easy...ooh child things will get brighter" As a musician, music lover and holder of my Bachelor's degree in Audio Production, I wanted to give you lyrics that have helped me and many others get through the toughest of times. Just this week while taking my Nonna (or grandma if you will haha) anyway while I was about to take her out for Brunch, our family got terrible news of our dearest Uncle Paul from the Italian side of our family passing away. We've still got more information to find out exactly what has happened but I informed all of my family to remain strong. You have my deepest condolences for your loss Gael. On the bright side, I am so happy to hear about the new going on in your life. I look forward to the new content, I wish you nothing but happier and positive days to come after your move and I just want to truly and honestly thank you for helping myself and a vast amount of lovely people right here. I am proud to be able to support you even if I may be miles upon miles away, you are amazing. I'm glad you were able to take your break too because breaks can build us up and make us stronger in our hearts and in our soul too. We love you very much, keep up all of the amazing work that you do. Mwahs!~💜💚

I'm so sorry for your loved one passing. God bless and keep you safe. Thank you so much for always taking care of us on patreon, even though you have so much going on. Much love and good wishes! 😊

So sorry for your loss Gael, I hope you’re doing better. Wish you good health x

Tamikillion .

PS - buy yourself a space heater of some type, can't stand the thought of you freezing your arse off Muirnīn. 😘🔥❄

Something that gets me through the loss of loved ones (and I have lost too many): We know energy cannot be created or destroyed, it simply changes it's state. As human beings, we are energy in so many forms. So she is not gone, she's simply changed her "state" and hopefully you will one day be graced by her love and humor once again. Who is to say what comes next? There is no definitive answer and that mystery is the hope that keeps me going sometimes. Just know you are so very loved my friend and have been missed tremendously. May you always receive the love, humor and affection that you give so freely. You are the light in this dark space that keeps so many of us going. I hope you always know that. And I hope you always feel the love. From one heart to another, I love you my friend. 💖🙏💖

Keep well and safe love the guitar I even picked the songs so you’re doing well xx

👻 Spooky 👻

Meant to add, take your time. We're here whenever. And frankly, these rambles are as intimate as the other stuff... so take your time.

I'm also sorry to learn of your losses and challenges in what was supposed to be a restful time. Life does that sometimes. In any case, cheers to the new place, which I can already tell will get the creative juices flowing in new ways since you have more privacy and freedom to create.

i’m sorry for ur loss, G. we r all here for u and support you unconditionally!!

Oh, G 🫂💕 My heart goes out to you. I lost my father to cancer five years ago. When you loose a family member, it takes time to even comprehend what has happened and that one's reality has changed. And that you, on top of that, got the news about your home.. I can't even imagine. So please take all the time you need to take care of yourself. As everyone is saying, we are not going anywhere ❤️ And I must say the way you deal with your struggles really shows how strong you are. It's really admirable and you truly deserve all the best in your life 💖 So happy that it worked out in the end and you found this cottage as your new home, it sounds like a dream 🤗 Ooh, I can't wait for the cozy fireside chats🔥🥰 Thank you G for being here for us, let us be there for you to 💞

Oh wow my dad passed 3 years ago as well from lung and brain cancer, I'm sorry for your loss I took care of my dad til the end, I'm a daddy's girl and that was very hard I could not image when my mom passes. My parents were separated at the time and I think he knew he had little time left he refused hospice care and asked my mom if he could visit. I think he wanted to spend time with his family he just didn't say how bad it was. He got down to 99 pounds and could even lift a window up. 5 years ago my sister passed of breast and brain cancer as well, and she was in pain til the day she passed. Cancer is the most horrible way to pass. I'm sorry for your loss, and I hope you found peace in knowing your mom is not suffering any longer, I haven't found it yet I think of my pop almost everyday. Anyway sorry for the sob fest I just read your message and for some reason it touched me, again sorry for your loss!!!!!

Jessica Renee'

Im so sorry. Bless your soul g. I pray everything works out for u in ur favor. Hang tight man. Things will be okay. l believe it. Lost my mom to cancer 3years ago. Condolences to u and your family 🥺

sorry for your loss my father passed from lung and brain cancer and it took a toll on him his normal weight was 135 he got down to 99. I was most def daddy's girl. I took care of him til the end and it was the most pain I ever felt. I came home one day and my daddy was gone so I def know how you fell!!! I'm am glad you found an "artist" place lol Like you said when it rains it pours.....BUT IT ONLY GETS BETTER HERE IS TO A GREAT 2021!!!!!! Much love to you G!!!

Jessica Renee'

I’m so sorry 😞 hang tight!

I know native English speakers who speak worse English than this. Well done!

So many hugs and cuddles for you G. I am sorry all this happened to you. Truly hoping tgat you find comfort in happy memories of you loved one. It sounds like you have found yourself a little corner of heaven to live in though. The Universe is still looking out for you. Reminds me of tge quote hanging over my desk, " what the caterpillar thinks us the end of the world, the butterfly knows is just the beginning." May you get back 100x all the love and comfort you so freely give to all of us.

❤️❤️ Everyone’s said it better than I could. We’re here for you, G!!

Really sorry for you loss. Thanks for confiding in us and for sharing your beautiful energy, G. Things will get better, I sure have high hopes that they will. Sending you big hugs, my dear❤️

Gri (Sassy_One)

G, I'm so so sorry for your loss. It's okay to be sad, to feel like you don't want to do anything, but everything is going to be okay at the right time. You are strong, inspiring person and I believe in you. You did so much for us, for your closest and I'm so thankful that you are here and you are doing what you love to do. Take your time, heal yourself, do what makes you feel comfortable and let's make this year the best. Sending you warm hugs and all the love in the world💜💜

I love these rambles

So sorry for your loss. I understand what it’s like to have your life suddenly turned upside down. It’s hard to get your bearings back but you will. A lot of self reflection, self love, and hard work and you’ll get to a new chapter in life. You have so much love and care for others. Take the time for yourself and do what you need to do to care.😘😘

Queenblue

My thoughts are with you and your family. You have been there for me during some of my hardest times and inspired me to find strength to carry on and be a better me. I believe that what you put out into the universe is returned to you, and you put out positivity and comfort and love 💜 take care

Dear G, I’m so sorry for your loss. You always helped me and everyone else’s here during the hardest times and lowest times.. Thankyou so much for working hard and keeping us happy!♥️🥺 I really hope things will be best for you! There’s no rush whatsoever.. please take care of yourself! You have such a big,kind and lovely heart.. we will always be here for you.. Once again Thankyou and as usual keep rocking! Loads of love♥️ Take care!💫

My Dearest G, First of all, I am truly sorry for your loss. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers, and do take the time you need to heal from this. Know that we lovelies will be here supporting you in anyway we can! We gonna be sticking with you like Pot Stickers on the pan! 🥟 You have such a big heart for people and your commitment to giving is amazing. ♥️ I want to thank you for being vulnerable and giving the trust to us lovelies to share this part of your life as well. Really glad that you have found a place that keeps you safe and looking forward to seeing it while enjoying your fireside rambles! ☺️ There is no rush, and I hope you take care of yourself and your family as well. Sending you lots and lots and lots of ❤️😘🤗.

(Retyping as Patreon ate my post. "Third time's the charm" as the saying goes.) G, Am so very sorry for your loss. Watching a loved one in pain is the most heartwrenching when there is nothing you can do to take away their suffering. All you can do is just love them. Just love them. Surround them and yourself with love. And racing against time to find a new space to live is one of the most stressful life experiences. Am so happy for you that you have found a place that gives you the safety and security needed. Keep your vibration high, your heart and mind open. The universe does return in kind with love to guard and guide you towards finding your dreams. Sometimes the universe gives you a subtle nudge, other times it's a hard push, to place you where and when you need to be. Keep loving yourself, take care of yourself and surround yourself with love. Your new home sounds perfect, enjoy settling into your new space and making it yours. Your music is beautiful and so full of genuine heart that it's almost palpable when you strum. Thank you for sharing with us how you're keeping and allowing us to keep you company. Keep well, Much love and hugs.

There are never words appropriate to convey loss. I'm sorry you're going through that. Take all the time you need to heal. We will be here. And I'm glad the housing situation turned out for the better. I know what it's like to be relocated short notice. On that happier note, place sounds amazing! Looking forward to the fireside rambles. Your playing has also improved beautifully. Also understand anxiety, a lot of us do. Look forward to hearing you sing more honestly. One of the reasons why Atomic Heart Hugs is one of my top 3 sleep companions. Sending all the hugs. And please be kind to yourself. <3

Hey it’s *plays G chord* that was adorable 🥺 I’m sorry that you had endure so much, i reckon it’s the aftertaste of 2020, that shall be gone very soon. I hope things and life gets easier and there is more joy and beautiful beginning ahead. Thanks for being the kind faceless face in the crowd of many that are not the same💛

I am so so sorry G, these following months will be a little bit tough, but it’s going to be okay after some time.🙏🏻 I hope you know how amazing person u are and how you always make our days better, so I believe that our comments can make you feel at least a little bit better ❤️ we r here for ye! Sending a lots of love and big bear hugs!!🐻🤗 Btw that guitar, oh my...!🤩

I'm so sorry for your loss. She sounded like a great person and she'll be missed. I wanted to thank you for making these last few months bearable for me. It's been a hard time and listening to you, either in the imagined it the rambles, has been a highlight and well thank you. Glad to hear that you've gotten a safe space and are safe.

Maria

My deepest condolences to you Gael, I wish you only the very best and I am sending you love! Just know that you have helped myself and so many others out of dark times and have impacted so many lives for the better! We love you and we will always be here rooting for you G ❤❤❤

I grieve with thee. Take care of yourself. Glad you found a place to land and have a lot to look forward to.

KizzyAnel

I am sorry for your loss. Be kind and gentle with yourself. You have provided much needed light during dark times for me (and for so many others). I hope that maybe knowing there are so many of us out here, listening, it can provide some of that light for you. Give you some shelter from the storm. Fireside rambles from your new home sounds like the perfect thing, especially for those of us buried under the snow. Sending much ❤️.🙏

And get a carbon monoxide detector before you light that stove!!!!!!!

I LOVE the idea of fireside rambles AND....singalongs?!!! I can’t wait 👏🏼🤗 I’m really glad you found a new place. No passhole for the ex-landlord!! Anyway, when I first listened to this I have to admit I felt quite worried. I’m so sorry that you’re dealing with loss and all the stress associated with it, plus all the other things. Please know that I/we are with you as you go through this storm, and that it will pass. I know you know this, but I just want to offer that reassurance because I/we have been there. You have a strong mind and big heart, you’re smart and resourceful, and so many people out there, including me, are really wishing all the best for you. I don’t have funnies to share today, but here’s a song I listen to when I’m dealing with loss: Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FacDkraAvlI This says more that I can write at the moment: Ray LaMontagne - Hold You in My Arms https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AAg-jrWnUj0 And for all lovelies going through a difficult time now: The Wailin’ Jennies - Calling All Angels https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-zBAwz66wWY Sending you all my love 💝

I think it's your very own kindness that the universe is kind to you too and that's amazing! Hehe. Your positive outlook is just inspiring especially in these tough times. Also, my condolences. I hope that she's in a better place now and that she will always be remembered to the people she love. Just keep focusing on the good things Gael. Better days are on their way. Savvy? :)

Sorry for your family's loss. Glad you were able to find a place that you're comfortable in. You have a great capacity for giving and a huge heart for others, of course it will be returned to you, just stay open to it. You deserve every good thing. Here's to better days for you and yours. 💛 Stay safe.

Catherine

I took up ukulele at the start of 2020 and strumming and strumming patterns are the bane of my existence... go to know im not the only one lol

Sending big hugs and muah’s G. My deepest condolences with your loss and suffering. I’m thankful that you passed through the fire and with synchronicity, found better living accommodations too. I love hearing your voice and the guitar, you’re very good! 💕🧸🌞🙏

So sorry for all that you're going through. As a fellow lovely recently told me, be gentle with yourself. I'm a believer in we are where we are suppose to be...although it doesn't always feel great while we're going through everything. But sometimes it offers that glimmer of hope that it is not for nothing. Also agreeing with a the other lovelies on the guitar playing, you are doing really well. I also look forward to the fireside chats 😊 Take care❤

Ditto to what everyone else has said 👆 This felt like a bucket of cold water... I thought you was having a relaxing, well deserved break, G 😟. I'm so sorry to know you've been through all of that... I wish you could take more time off to heal your heavy heart. Please don't hesitate to tell us if you need more time off Patreon.. We will completely understand. We love you and we are with you more than you know. Sending you a BIG hug and tons of strength and positive energy to you and your loved ones. ❤ Ps: Sorry for my bad English, I'm still learning on my own but I'm not as good at it as you are playing guitar. 😋 Love, looove to hear you play... it makes me so happy! Also, playing guitar is soo therapeutic isn't it? anger, happiness, sadness... you just let it all go in the music ❤

Just 2 weeks ago I had a situation similar to the one you mention with your colleague.For me it was one of our long-time volunteers. Out of nowhere a friend sends me a screen shot from Facebook where someone was paying tribute to what an awesome lady she was. Which she was; retired third grade teacher with an impish smile, and lots of sass I contacted our volunteer program director and ask if she’d heard anything; she tells me she will look into things. A couple of hours later she tells me she is sad to say that our volunteer had been diagnosed with cancer at the end of November, was doing well and then went downhill within the last week. She never told anyone except some close family. Our volunteer program has been suspended for just under a year and we might be able to have them back in the fall. So many of them are seniors, and have additional health issues, making them high risk for COVID-19. It’s tough not being able to see them on a regular basis. Just a few days earlier another volunteer had passed, somewhat unexpectedly. Between the two it’s been a gut-punch; like you said, puuufff-they’re gone. I hope you’re doing well ☺️

sorry for your loss g .. stay strong 🤍 giving you the biggest hug right now !

You're a beautiful person, G. 💜

Awww big hugs! 🤗 So sorry that happened to you and I’m proud at the same time that you overcome that all by yourself, that must be so hard on your part. You’ll be alright. We may not know when, but what you’re feeling right now will make you strong in the future. You know what they say that Life is like a big ferris wheel? Sometimes you’re up, sometimes you’re down. On the end you just have to learn how to enjoy the ride. You are such an amazing person that my only wish for you is to find happiness. We’re always here for you! Let us know if we can do something okay? We love you! 😊♥️ P.S you’re getting really really good at playing them guitars! That must be so fun! Aaaand can’t wait for the fireside chats and video! 😍

You are a dear, kind soul and I am so sorry you are hurting. Sending hope for peaceful days ahead.

I'm so sorry you've had this awful patch. You endure so much, and you always make time to share your good days with us. I can't ever tell you how much we all appreciate that, and how much we appreciate you. Many of these lovelies have said everything I could hope to say, far better than I could, so I'll leave that with them. We're all here, and we're all so glad that you are as well. ❤️

binnska

Ah, G. I'm so sorry to hear you've been having a rough go of things and to hear you've lost a loved one. We're all here for you. You're strong and I know you'll make it through, but should you ever falter and need a helping hand to support you, we'll always be here for you. We've got you, Okay? Sending you the biggest, tightest hugs, my friend. ❤

You're such a sweetheart, G. Truly selfless and kind, thinking of others even as you've been going through muck. I'm sorry for your loss, and for the mayhem with your apartment, though a stone cottage in the Irish countryside with a wood fire sounds like like a dream. Keep breathing, guy, we'll be here for you.

Stay strong, you got this G!!! 🎶💙🌻🙂

On the Coast of Somewhere Beautiful

Gael, my heart is breaking for your terrible month of grief, stress, anxiety, and sadness. 💔💔I am so happy to hear you have a new and better place, as you so deserve it. The universe is kind to those who are kind and that would be you! You are loved beyond words and I know your charming cottage will lift your spirits and be a source of great inspiration, as you are to all of us. My father died a terrible death of cancer and it just about broke me. I also had to move out of my apt. of 20 years with 2 months notice. Your attitude is a great strength to have. The guitar playing is really improving!! I did hear a loose peg, though!! Haha! You always have our hearts and we have yours! Fireside chats sound wonderful. Please take care of yourself and be good to yourself. I am always here for you....always!💞💞💖💖💕💓💓

Kathy Mc

Omg one of the lovely’s above mentioned Seanie....he’s not still in the attic in the old place is he lol I hope you told him...otherwise the new people may get a shock 🤭😋😋😋

Lol omg good point poor Seanie

Oh my goodness, G. There are no words. For your collective online admirers, let's sit for a cup of tea and just "be" for a while. Grieving, losses, change, life's tunnels and confusions find all of us at times. You've given us all so much encouragement and support, I wish we could do the same for you. So if I could re-cast my recent workshop audio wish, it would be about giving you comfort and support, making you see how valued and loved you are, and letting you know you are not alone, thousands of times over.

Broke mine to ❤️❤️

Well said lovely ❤️❤️ I just want to give G a big “jujitsu” hug right now 😊😊

Super sucks with your family member ❤ My uncle also died of cancer in November, and it was just extra heartbreaking thinking he left behind four children (youngest is 24), a wife, and a twin brother, which I can't imagine what feels like, to lose your "mirror image" y'know. And that brother also had the exact same cancer, but survived. Unbelievable. Unfair doesn't even cover it. And bc Covid I couldn't attend the funeral so I had to watch it with my lil sis digitally (I do NOT recommend that, it's just so tragic and unfulfilling I can't even describe it). But I mean, I move on, he was also one of those loveliest people ever, and I will be happy I had him as an uncle. I have lots of good things in my life to keep me happy and healthy. But I'm very very happy for your new place! I guess one just have to be lucky to get a good place now lol (crossing fingers and hoping I'll get a better place than where I live now, preferably with my own room so I can actually listen to your stuff without being on guard haha. Fuck I need my own room so badly) And love the guitar playing too! Don't know if you care for recommendations, but I've been listening to this A M A Z I N G guitar player named Mateus Asato on youtube, he's this young Portuguese guy and his little riffs and licks and whatnot is just the most beautiful thing I've heard in a long time. It gives me life!

Oh sweetheart I’m so sorry to hear of your terrible January...the loss of your dear family member I can hear how you talk about her she must have been such a kind and loving person just like you...she’s touched your heart and ours all over the world today just by listening to you ❤️🇦🇺❤️ How terrible to loose your home to...I sure hope the universe sends that guy vibrations of a different kind lol a bit of a lesson for that one I think 😠... On a positive note your new home sounds so gorgeous what a picture perfect postcard image you have painted I look forward to you sharing on Twitter 🥰 Thank you for your guitar playing I love it I could listen forever....take care and don’t be afraid to take time off when you need the loss of a loved one the pain can catch you of guard and sometimes you just need to step back and be alone. Huuuuge hugs and muahsss handsome ❤️❤️❤️❤️ P.s fireside chats 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻🔥🔥 I’ll bring the marshmallows 🤍🤍🤍🍀

Oh no G I’m so sorry! Life can be extraordinarily hard but you’re a very resilient and strong person, it’s clear in the way you reflect on things, it’s truly admirable. Your positive attitude is so infectious despite your troubles. I wish you all the best, truly you deserve it. 🤗❤️ Your cottage sounds like an absolute dream 😍 and I can’t wait for your fireside chats!! You’re getting so amazing at guitar! 👏🏼 Thank you for sharing with us! I’m so happy to know that we could have helped you through such a difficult moment, the way you are always there for us as well. ❤️

Sending lots of hugs and love your way. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss 💙 I hope you'll be able to give yourself a real break soon for some quiet time and healing.

You are our love & we are fiercely protective of your joy

I’m so sorry for your loss and the many circumstances that you had to face. It’s never ever easy coming to terms that someone that you loved so dearly is no longer there. I have to say though your mindset during this recording is very admirable and how you took a different approach toward your situations and turned it into something positive is to be applauded. Sending good vibes and vibrations! Congratulations on the new place! ❤️💕

https://getyarn.io/yarn-clip/9dc81201-83c2-4280-bd08-62a3e679b04c Damn...what a shit storm! So sorry about your family member. 💗 I have to say I had an uneasy intuition about your absence... I’m glad everything worked out in the end. 🙏🏻😘 .....And uh...if you need help moving *cough* Um any furniture to your new place... be it , oh, I don’t know, a chair in your bedroom maybe... ya know......I mean I could probably be a kind “neighbor” and help you out. 😏😏🤣 Sorry, couldn’t resist. 💋

Wish there was some way I could take away the pain you've had to endure recently. It broke my heart listening to you speak about your loved one's loss to cancer then to lose your home. Despite it all you still manage to keep your head up and find a way to smile and connect with us. One of my favorite things about you is your quirky personality and that laugh! I, for one, would absolutely love to "shoot the shit" with you and am truly looking forward to the upcoming fireside chats. Sending you good vibes and happier days in 2021! 💋🤗💋🤗💋🤗

Ndpndnt1

I'm so, very sorry for your loss, and everything that has happened to you recently. I'm sending you all the love and the biggest hug! Please never forget that we love you very much, Gael! 🤗💖

The loss of someone dear to us is never easy and If there is anything we can do, please don’t hesitate to let us know. I’m truly sorry for your loss G. !!! But hearing your voice and I immediately know how strong you are. I’m proud of you. I know everyone is ! Stay safe lovey 😘 P.s you’re getting so so so good at guitar playing 👏👏👏👏 P.s.s just to think you’ve been through the hell and you told us nothing but tried to keep us happy with your audios and Merch....♥️♥️♥️♥️

It's ok to not be ok, to not keep a stiff upper lip, to rest as much as possible. May the healing and love you've brought to others come back to you and carry you through the grieving and the difficult times. "The world is already split open and it is in our destiny to heal it, each in our own way, each in our own time, with the gifts that are ours." Terry Tempest Williams

I'm sorry for your loss, G, and everything you've been through these days. Last year was one of my worst and I went through a lot myself, drowning in anxiety and a deep depression as a result, which made me just hate night time because it'd mean it was just me and my thoughts. You were a ray of sunshine each one of those nights, always there soothing me and helping me sleep, get a little rest from everything going on and you have no idea how much I appreciate that. There are still some rough nights from now and then, but I know you'll always be there for me. Listening to you and your voice is kind of my safe place, I guess. And I'm sure I'm not the only one here who feels the same. I hope I can return a little bit of that to you. I'm sending lots of hugs, love and smooches your way. I'm glad to hear things are coming to place, let's hope they get even better for you soon. Take your time, we'll be here for you when you're ready 😘

Sorry about that it was Patron's fault. Your love and kindness had to return to you when you needed it. Otherwise all the lovelies would not be happy, Stay strong, stay safe, and your playing is getting better all the time, Hey where did your mind go just then, We always have your back.

Will never not be sending you an infinite amount of love, fren. I’m very sorry for the amount of non nice that has happened as well. And when it rains (and pours) I’m happy to offer up my umbrella along with every sweet soul here ☔️💗 V happy to hear your tunes and your strums and that things are looking up, señor guitar man! Mark me down as excite for what’s to come 🎶✨ Keep vibin and plucking along Take care Gleeb 💗🫂💗

First and foremost Gael, I'm so sorry for whatever it is that's happening in your life right now. No one deserves difficult times, but you shouldn't be going through any AT ALL, as you are genuinely one of the kindest and most caring people I know. As you've said many times to us, you are loved, you are cared about, and you matter. I'm sending you the biggest hug I can muster.

P.S. you're a whiz on that guitar, Luv!! Keeo playing. Music brings so much joy

"Sweet G", my heart goes out to you for your loss, I'm so glad that you felt all the love sent to you from all of us. I'm glad you found a place where you feel peaceful you send so much love and kindness into

I am reading your comments and I am grateful beyond words xd

Gaël, I'm so sad and sorry to hear that you've been going through a difficult time. That truly makes my heart hurt. I think of you all the time and will pray for you - pray that life is always good to the kindest man we know, and that you have people you can lean on to help you thru your journey. We love you so dearly and are here for you constantly. Lean on us too, as we are quite a strong and fierce bunch and i know first hand that these ladies are a tremendous beacon of support, as they have been here for me when I needed them. Please, please take care of and be kind to yourself. You are our golden boy and we need you. We need our beloved Mayor. Love you lots and lots, G. You've raised my spirits tremendously since the first time i heard you and we are here only to raise yours. ❤️❤️❤️❤️xoxo

Oh G I’m so sorry for your loss! Big atomic heart hugs 🤗 🥰💖The living situation must of been tough but glad you found a new place that fits. As always we will gladly provide laughs and support you need. Self care is always important. Looking forward to the fireside rambles! Lovely guitar playing you’ve gotten so good!

That's not the kind of break we were hoping for! I'm so sorry for your loss! Is it ok if I want to kick the universe in the balls for being cruel to you? My martial arts training has suffered a great deal because of the lockdown, but I can still swing a punch if I have to. I understand that you can't get into detail and that your privacy must absolutely be protected! Just let us know whenever you need us to throw a love bomb or craic bomb or music bomb at you, and we will, no questions asked 🤗 You bring us so much joy (or should that be joi? 😏), it's great to know we can cheer you up, too! I hope the new place brings you many happy moments! Hopefully the new attic is an upgrade for Seanie, too! I kind of believe that people leave a bit of themselves in their homes, and that's why you sometimes get a really warm feeling in places, like the house itself has good energy. And omg, you must have left one hell of enerdree behind in your old place, I wonder if the new people are prepared for it... 🤭 Also, you guitar playing has gotten so good! It's so cool to witness your progress! Let's hope 2021 will get better from here on! I'm so glad that I get to spend it with y'all ❤️

First of all, sorry bout my silly joke earlier 🤪 and that's before listening to your audio.. But seriously tho, you sounded very happy and excited bout your new place on your audio and this makes mo chroí very very happy! 🤗😘❤ So sorry for your loss about your family member and sorry about what the landlord did to you, but what do you expect from landlords specially them greedy ones 👎👎😒😤 I actually had a bit of a situation during January, a close colleague also passed away from cancer and it really affected me so much. I was feeling so low and I was very sad about her passing. The tough part is that she didn't mention to anyone that she had cancer. She went on a leave then ppuuffff she's gone 😢.. All I know is that she is in a better place 🙏❤ Love your guitar strumming.. So much joy.. You're getting better and better and better.. I'm so proud of ya 👏👏❤❤ Looking forward to seeing pics/vids of your new lovely cozy place and the fire stove.. Fire stove sounds in future audios I hope 😌💕💕 Were you playing Drive by Incubus @ 8:50 mark? Sounded like it.. A Horse With No Name is also another fav, love to play it while I'm in a long drive. Another good song is Runnin' Down A Dream by Tom Petty.. Maybe try strumming it in your guitar..

I am so sad that you are sad. I'm sorry. There is cancer and death this way too. I just pray for them. One day at a time is how I walk thru the world today. You're a wonderful distraction to me. I'm so glad that watching your fans, your little kittens play with the ball of yarn can be a distraction for you. I mean fuzzy little silly kittens playing is cute. I am so happy for you and your new home!!!!!! That is exciting, sounds lovely. Personally I am in love with fireplace ambiance vids on you tube. Great for creating scenes. https://youtu.be/gA1W0AFcnwg. I love the sound and if it's raining... Oh yeah.💗 Not the direction you may go but I love where you may take it. A real fire to poke is so nice. So manly..........anywayyy. you're a dream. Please be ok.💐

You know, back in August when my mom passed away, I used a lot of the ramble audios and sleep audios to help me get through the first few weeks. So it puts a smile on my face to hear that the community can support you and alleviate some of the stress, just like you've done for us over the years. I love it here 💖

HoneyHorns

I am so sorry for your loss. It seem the kindest people are the ones whom are treated the worst. It's my belief that God doesn't put any more on you than you can bare. As for your ex landlord, karma is real as well. I wish no ill will to anyone but, they could have given you notice. They are just wrong. I'm glad you were able to land on your feet. I wish nothing but the best for you and all the lovelies. Sending you lots of love, hugs, kisses and support. 💥❤🤗

Oh Gael, I’m so sorry for your loss. 😔 Yes, it is a terrible, heartbreaking, and traumatic thing to witness. From one friend to another, might I humbly (and without zero knowledge of how accessible this is where you are) suggest you seek out a professional to speak to? I had undiagnosed panic attacks/episodes after a similar experience. Friends, family and acquaintances are a wonderful and necessary source of support, but after a while it became necessary for me to seek out a professional. I’ve been using online counseling for 2 years and it’s been an enormous help. It’s true, the hits keep on coming, for all of us. We’re so glad you’re taking care of yourself, and happy the universe brought you to a new place to create your art. Take as long as you need to rest, as often as you need. **gentle hugs and forehead kisses** 🫂💗

I just listened to this audio, and on the one hand, it broke my heart a little. Made me feel so guilty. Because thanks to you, I have met so many amazing people, which helped me to start to get my life back on the track and saw a little positivity in this world. And all this time you were having such a horrible time. I feel so sorry for your loss; cancer took several family members from me. But trust me, it will get better. All the good you do for other people, it will all come back, hundredfold in your case. As you said, "sometimes when it rains, it pours" but keep in mind that after the rain comes the rainbow; and beautiful things grow thanks to rainwater. And yes, it is hard to go through the deluge, but in the end, good things may come from it.

Huge hugs to ya! You're amazing. Keep doing what you're doing. My brain has so much it wants to say, but it's too much for here. 🥰😚

I feel you G. I went through the same traumatic combination 20-ish years ago (not in such a quick succession though) and I remember the stress and the fear and the sadness like it was yesterday. *Bone crushing hug* I'm glad you found a great place to stay in though 🙂 It sounds terrific! I'm looking forward to the chats near the fire 😊 Remember your Lovelies have your back. Take your time to grieve, to take your mark in your new home, to create... and don't forget to be happy 😘

Delphine (half French half mad)

Condolences, hugs, and prayers ❤️

So sorry to hear of your loss and difficulties G. My heart is with you, as is my support. 💜💚❤

I haven't listened yet. But I don't need to in order to at least say this: Take care of yourself & the people you care most about. I can't promise anything professionally but I know you've created an awesome community of empathetic fans. I couldn't catch up on your backlog if you recouperated for the next 3 years. So just be gentle with yourself as you navigate through this time. 💚🖤💚

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Laura

I’m so sorry you’ve had such a hard time. Last year (and this year, so far) has been HARD for me, too, and you are one of the people who has helped me get through it. We will always be here for you, in good times and bad. That’s what sister wives do 😋😂❤️ Love you, G. Ps—the guitar playing is really coming along! Love it 🥰 and I’m excited for fireside rambles, too! 🔥

Laura

I’m sending so much love your way. I’m glad to hear things turned out well from all the madness. as they say, there’s always good that comes from bad. I’m proud of you for pushing through when things had become difficult. I hope everything onward goes well for you. ❤️

My deepest condolences on the loss of your loved one. It’s hard to lose any family member but the loss is felt even more profoundly when you lose a spirit that is so bright and beautiful and makes such an impact on those around them. It can truly be an eclipse of the heart. I have lost so many family members in the last few years that had that same radiant personality. The loss of security, especially when it’s so abrupt and unexpected is a huge deal. It can send the mind reeling in all directions with no tether. I commend you on being able to stay positive and functional and choosing to see things from a different perspective. I would be a crumbling mess! I wish you time to heal and process all that you have been through. Sending you healing energy, high vibrations and lots of tight, warm, close (((hugs)))…..no space between us. <3

I can’t listen right now but soon. Till then all my love for you and forever Gaelie 😘✨✨

Ah, G. I'm sorry to hear about all the ridiculousness you had going on. But, what's amazing to see is that you push through, no matter what. You're a strong man. And as much happiness as this group gives you, you turn around and give it right back ten fold. We're a lucky bunch. Your guitar playing is awesome. Keep going! And like everyone else, I look forward to the fireside rambles. I'm kinda jealous you live in a cottage! But you're right, even uncomfortable and extremely inconvenient change can lead to something we never knew we'd enjoy. 💚

Calypso

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Sorry to hear you've been going through some grief G... But im glad you are safe and sound in your new place. Your wellbeing is top priority ❤ Sending love and good vibes your way, nice to hear from you and your lovely guitar playing 😊❤

2. Onto the guitar and a true runaway train of afterlife thoughts. Still posting it for anyone who feels like Charlie Brown is their Spirit Animal. (Here, here.) OG comment that went wayyy too long.:) May we all find the comfort we need in this journey. Cherish your being to play I say to myself "If G-d didn't allow you to play music, write (for me) Music is such a high form of healing. I am comforted by music like a patchwork quilt. It's not perfection that makes it perfect. I forgot the name, but a well known guy who produced Mac Miller's post lifetime album noted how surprised Mac was that this Producer would work with Mac. Mac said something like "I don't know if you consider my work music." The Producer reflected that the definition of music in the dictionary is "organized sound" or "arranged sound". So let that this you with a smile. Mac Miller once was interviewed by Larry King, Mac having a dreamy astonished smile. I like to think of the "afterlife" as Grumpy Cat, Mac, Prince, and now Larry King sitting on a park bench. Chilling with so many others. My love for your departed loved ones and your heart. They make US who we are. In Nov, my daughter was attacked and I needed to file a police report. I was in shock. It was kind of on the line of "failed bank robbery" so no one really puts it in perspective what our rights our. And the huge decision to press charges against a kid. But, I did it for his future to be better- he'll never know how hard that weighed on me. Cause when you're still so young, you can get interention that the US will not grant you as an adult. Anyway, I was all up in confused feelings. I decided I would file a report...just needed a nap not to seem like a basket case. I KID Everyone NOTTTTT I awoke to seven fire dept men pounding on my front door. It was the boy standing next to them. The boy had fainted fallen 3 doors down, they were trying to find out his identity. Later, after the dust settled, I couldn't help but think of my friend S. She was intelligent, organic, did everything "right" and her life ended at 32. Here I was, and still am- with not great coping skills. Yet her final talk to me was her eventual dream to help S.A. survivors. She had been married to a detective in this life as well. So maybe someone like me could feel lost and flubber around the local force. Somehow, she did me a favor and brought them to my door. I do believe she and my Mum had a hand in intervention for what happened in Nov. Not to stop bad things from happening altogether, but somehow help arrives when you haven't the strength to call out yet. When I told my teen about my friend, the bedroom became warm and bright. I showed her a photo. We had joked about my Mum helping, but the S friend was much more personal. I told a mutal friend in Sweden the whole dish *because you can't really talk about such things to the locals, it's so emotionally taxing.* My friend got the chills. It would be just like our passed on friend to arrange something like that. To those who mourn: I feel if my friend S could say anything to me (or any other Charlie Brown folks in the audience) who feel like a better qualified person left the planet too soon, and feel that horrible guilt of being here while bringing less to the table from our viewpoint: It's natural to love someone and flattering you see the results, not the effort. You may be born with different abilities and caps on intelligence, maturity, self control-whatever you beat yourself up for. Yet you contribute being who you are. Susan Boyle is loved because she stands for that part of ourselves. It's the ones who seem too little, especially to themselves-that give others encouragement. It's hard to be encouraged by someone who has rarely felt insecure, when you are conditioned into a bounty of insecurity. I imagine she'd say that. To knock it off. I pray each one of you also keeps your worldview in that perspective. We're supposed to be all tones and colors, and that will help someone-somehow.

BrandNameTarot

I see I was right to worry about you and what you might have been going through. I have not been here long so your break happened soon after I joined, and I admit I had anxiety you might disappear before I had a chance to discover just what GaelForce was all about. You are the kind one that you would share your heartbreaking experiences over the past month, I grieve for you in your loss of your family member, for the incredible anxiety you must have felt with your living situation being so suddenly disrupted, for the uncertainty of how to continue to create your content in a new place. You deserved the favor of the universe, that you had the opportunity to find yourself in a place that is better than you could have imagined. You provide so many with escape, with fantasy, with support, comfort, laughter and fun. You share your talent and your heart. When you need escape, when you need comfort and support I trust the universe will take care of you. Let your needs be known. Let us be there for you as you are for so many. You are a precious and sweet soul, and I am thankful you choose to share your creativity, gifts and talent, as well as your heart and experiences. I hold great affection for you and wish you healing, peace, light, and all good things.

I'm happy that everything worked out for you in the end! The cottage sounds wonderful and I hope that you enjoy your new living space! For all your hard work, the universe was definitely kind. Sending all love and hugs your way!

Katrina

G so sorry the grief your experiencing snd the unexpected transition. We love YOU to bits and we will be with you on this journey where ever it goes. The great karma you send out to the universe will come back to you tenfold. I am looking forward to this new adventure. ❤️ Stay strong we have your back. Goddess Cherry

I am so sorry to hear that these have been difficult times for you, I send you all the hugs and strength from here, I hope you can continue strong and have the patience and courage to face what you are going through. I'm glad that at least you had a happiness in these hard times and found a good place to move. All the best wishes and encouragement to you, Gael.

So sorry for your loss, and the abrupt moving situation, 4 years ago this week I got notice for the place I'd been living for 17 years, granted I had a tad more time to look for a place, but its never enough time, I got lucky and the place I'm in just kinda fell in my lap and was meant to be, as it sounds like your new place is, and moving is stressful enough without the added mix of grief and a pandemic, though it sounds like you got very lucky with the new place, and I am so looking forward to the fireside chats, and my friend, your geetar playing, you sound so good, I love it, even the dreaded chord change. I'm so glad we were able to help you thru all this as much as you've helped us. Sending you giant heart hugs from across the pond

I'm so sorry such a wonderful loved one was taken from you. Big hugs coming your way from me!❤🤗❤ I'm sorry your break was stressful, but I'm relieved that it worked out in your favor! I quite love hearing that your day can be brightened by our silly shenanigans.😄❤ You do that for so many, and it's very gratifying to hear that we can return the favor.😄🥰❤ I look forward to these video fireside chats in your new place! From what you describe and what I'm picturing, it sounds lovely.🥰☘❤ Also, "don't mind"? Heck, gimme all the guitar playing!😍❤ Much love and many hugs.🤗🤗🤗🤗❤❤❤❤ P.S. This thumbnail is perfect, haha!😂

Aww bless you..... I'm really sorry for your loss...🤗 and I'm so sorry that you have been through a really tough time as well with your home, but happy to hear you got it all sorted in the end....wishing you all the very best! sending lots of hugs 💕🤗 loving your guitar playing 😊 look forward to the fireside chats and videos 😊💕

Tracey

G’ thank you for sharing all that has been going on while you were on your break. With all that you still managed to give us so many treats and that’s beyond gracious of you. Look forward to all the future rambles and seeing your cozy abode. May fortune continue to shine on you. 🥰💋xoxo

Much love and hugs to you g! 💕

So sorry for your loss and the hardship you went through. I'm happy you're having a new place now, I'm excited for the new rambles. I see you flexing with the guitar 😂. All the best ✌🏾.

I am so very sorry for your loss and the turbulent month you had. I am happy the universe sent you a new, better place to live and record... and a bit of a soft place to land. I am looking forward to the video of your new place and the fireside chats. You let us lean on you all the time I am so grateful you have us to lean on when you need to. We lovelies will always be here to support and lift you up! Excellent guitar playing too!! ❤️

I'm curious to find out Gaels fire lighting skills

Laura Gahan

Blessings to YOU. I will focus this comment on the forced moving thing, as the other aspect is far above being in the same comment. Yes. Fate. Strange fate indeed! The place I lived at...nevermind how much dna I sunk in the land. I had a "dream" delivered to me that showed my medicine cabinet bare. (This symbology to me my needed meds and antiques, most important paperwork packed away. I knew this meant I would move, somehow. Being that I am loyal and resistant to move my turtleshell, I recalled the dream but further committed to buying said house. LSS, a battle of horrific ungodly crap came about. But I did move here, and although it's a different cast of characters- fate moves you to where you are called to be. Like it or not, Seinfeld style. Even in the deception and hurt of the LL I had, that was meant to be. I didn't realize feeling him coming around for 7 years was not just paranoid perception but never able to feel comfortable and rest as I am. Something was off. I didn't realize this was a gaslighting and eggshell relationship. I discovered shortly before leaving that horrendous black mold issues had been covered up for ages, perhaps why my daughter was having hallucinations. Being intuitive minded, I respect that part of life- but I also highly respect the scientific awareness that hidden vultures like black mold can make everyone super sick. I also say the dream was "delivered" as I feel sometimes we have dreams we know we didn't churn up- they seem very ancestor wise and usually tell us to get our act together in a specific way. While speaking of all this transformation, make sure you cleanse your property a few times and keep firm boundaries with former landlord and such. Other people's ill intentions can really drag us down. They may not even tend to do it. Maybe women can chime in, but my ears burn when certain people talk about me (during my Mum's probate.) I finally let those toxic family members go. Welcome Home!!!

BrandNameTarot

Oh G, sorry for your loss, May her memory be a blessing to you. And to have your rehoming experience on top of it. 😳I know your positive enerdree will send you favorable winds soon. You are such a good hearted and giving person that we all want you to take as much time as you need. We’ll be waiting for you and sending you the best vibes ever. Hugs 🤗 Oh and I really dig the oasis!

I’m so sorry to hear you lost someone & your break wasn’t nearly as restful as you’d hoped, but really glad you’ve come through the other side, mostly in one piece? Really looking forward to your new ‘fireside series’ 😄❤️

Sending much love, dear G. I'm so sorry to hear you've had a rough time over the past few weeks. Lots of big virtual hugs coming your way. Stay well, thinking of you xxx

Sending hugs and kindness and love to you guitar playing Mayor. I hope your peace comes quickly. Keep on keepin’ on man ✌️❤️

I’m so sorry for your loss, and for the tough time you’ve been through while on your break. Lots of hugs and strength to you xoxo Love the guitar playing, I could sit here all day and listen to you play. Guitar is such a soothing sound for me 😊 PS: Very much looking forward to videos of your new place and fireside chats!!

You’re strumming technique has advanced heaps, and your chord work sounds smoother and robust. It’s not at all annoying to hear-looking forward to the fireside sessions! If there’s anyone that has the ability to roll with change, make the best of things, and come out stronger for it, it’s you. Not to mention your enthusiastically supportive and caring fellowship of lovelies. So good to hear from you, sorry to hear of the challenging storm of life events as of late. And yeah, you can tough it out well enough, but please also lean on all the love available! ♥️

♥️ Sending you the biggest hugs! 🤗 As they say, "tough times never last, but tough people do." So excited for you about the new place. Loving the sound of you playing your guitar and can't for fireside chats!!! 💕💗💕

I wish I could do more, but here comes a big love bubble, there it flies towards you and your loved ones and spreads love,strength&huggies to all of you ♥♥♥ And the home thing as well, oh honey 😿 Where's that meany person who made you move out from your home 😣😤 *making boxing moves, seriously advanced foot work* 😅 But seriously, I'm happy to hear you found a new home and it sounds amazing! 😍😍😍 All you discribed there, dream, it's a dream. ♥🍀 When I've had a bad time I've gone like "Give me a white cottage in the Irish or Scottish countryside so I can be at peace& write!" 😅😅 Will always be here for you, supporting and sending good vibes on your way ♥🍀 Have a relaxing sunday night now, okay ☺☺♥🍀🤗

I understand about losing a family member as well to cancer. Seeing it deteriorate the body, just destroys ya. You've been in a rough patch and found light at the end. Thank you for everything gael and happy to provide you support through this time! Love ya gael!

Congrats on the new place, G, and hugs for all you’ve gone through. You didn’t mention an attic, tho. How are Seanie’s new digs? Does he live in the cellar now?

Sending you the warmest hugs G. 🧡 I'm so sorry for your loss. The living situation thing must've been scary as hell too, I can't even imagine... I'm glad it sorted out in the end though. I really hope you get to sail some smoother waters now. 🙏 Keep taking it handy yeah? We got your back! Much love. 🤗🧡 PS. Looking forward to the fireside chats. 😊

Mr. Mayor, we will always be here to support you. Any way that we can provide the laugh, we will be there! You know we’re good for it. Sending you so much love from this side of the pond. You’ve been such a source of support for us, and I’m so happy to hear we have been that for you as well. We will always spread that love you show us and reflect it back. Good wins, and that’s you. You’re the goodest good. ♥️

Reading "stiff upper lip".. My mind: omg! Did he get a lip job! Then goes to Google.. Me again: 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ I am so stupid 😂😂😂💕💕💕

As we say in the south, Bless your heart 💜! Looking forward to the fireside chats and you're getting so good on the guitar! I hope the rest of 2021 is kind to you ☺.

We love ye, G. Always and always. And so glad that we can provide a bit of cheer when you give us so much. Hugs from across the sea.🤗

All the love and hugs to you, Suga Lamb! We're all doing the best we can with what we have and we're all so proud of you! You've got this! WE LOVE YOU!

Mina Ramey (Ebony Sorceress of the North)

Excited to see the new place and the fireside chats too! 😍

That's quite a lot to go through to start off your year. You know we're all here to support you as you've given so much to each of us. Love hearing the guitar and love you, G! 💕

Your voice and your guitar are always music to my ears 🥰 Welcome back, and sending you so many hugs from halfway around the world 🤗 I'm in the process of moving too, just reserved the new place yesterday, and starting to dread the packing 😅 I hope things pick up from now on, and wishing you all the best in the world 💕♥️

Love to you too❤️

Melissa

Hugs to you sweetie. You’re doing an amazing job 🫂 I haven’t listened yet but I do hope you’re ok ! 💛