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Grumble Bumbles

Added 2021-04-03 13:03:38 +0000 UTC

Just a quick update on wtf is going on in my life:

My dad is in the hospital. He has blood clots in his legs. I'm trying not to be too worried but dealing with my mom over the phone is going to be a drain on my nerves. I can already tell, because she's really, really bad at being alone and I can't really get down there because no car and she and my dad were fighting off bed bugs still.

Plus, honestly, I don't know if I can take it, mentally.
I'm going to finish the Sendak zine this month. I've asked the contributors in the zine server to ride my ass about it. If I don't do it this month I'm going to seriously consider just socking away as much money as I can so I can dole out refunds to everyone. I don't want to go that route because I don't want to waste everyone's effort.
I've closed all my rushes for two weeks. I'm booked out the ass and I just want to have a couple weeks where I'm not juggling applications on top of who tf knows what else I'm going to have to contend with. (see item 1)
The March $5 bundle is almost ready to go. I need to make sure I haven't missed any random last-minute bullshit I wanted to include, but that should be going out in a day or two. Early for once. Incredible. I wish I could pull this off every month.
I'm trying to gather the strength to do a Thiira mini-zine. Digital only, because it's not worth it to try and find a printer who will do porn. I know they exist but I'm not strong enough for that search right now. Plus we all saw what a massive failure I turned into on the home stretch of the Sendak zine. (see item 2)
I'm so fuckin tired, y'all.