Update

Hey ho! ;u;
I think it is about time to give you a more informative update about my current situation and the reason for less updates ;o;

On the beginning of February, the Job Center has thrown me into something called a "job-creation measure". It is not my first, it is around my sixth :/ And I have a lot negative experience with them. So I was anything but happy to waste my time in another one for 6 months. But I had to give it a try -_-" Well, they are all nice and stuff there, but which is the most important: The first time ever I do met a docent who has finally a CLUE about my art and the jobs that are possible with since he is a graphic designer. Long story short, he wants to help me to get a job in that direction that I always, always wished for, and the job center was too dumb for - My actuall Job Coach don't even has an idea about creative jobs :/

So that docent from there want to help me to become an Animation Designer, Concept Artist,  Story Board Artist or Game Illustrator. Something around that. For that; I am working on a portfolio which I am building since this week, which I can show schools and such. Right now I have put some of my Art that you know about already/can find in my dA Gallery, but I want to add  more different things that I usually not draw, but could draw, such as style sheets, clothing, recent animations, storyboards and different styles, landscapes etc., which you as my Patrons of course will see then as soon as I get working on it. I will also show you the Portfolio when it's done and would be glad about your opinion then.
The only thing that is annoying me is the waste of time between all this. I literally just get up in the eraly morning to read a book over there or sketch simple things out of boredom... Fortunately thanks to the portfolio I am allowed to go a f ew hours earlier every day to have time to build this up lol

But besides that, I met a doctor today because of my eyes. They did hurt since a few weeks already and it got worse the past days.. Normal Eye drops did not help anymore. So it turned out my eyes have an infection, and I have to take antibiotics eye drops now. That is also one reason why I try to rest my eyes a little more during that time Q//Q

So yes that's the reason for my less activity right now but it will get better soon, I promise ;u;