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ELLE WE ARE FINALLY HERE. I WAS SHAKING THE WHOLE EPISODE LIKE. Kousuke had made so much progress despite a lot being stacked against him. His response to Hansuke stealing samples and running them, wanting more tests done because he needs answers. It doesn’t mean it’ll be smooth sailing as there’s so much for him to unpack. Literally a lifetime of abuse and manipulation, but to see him come this far. He’s even wearing the Santa hat. My son who notices socks worn with sandals 😭 I can’t believe we are here. What an episode. You are sooooo right.

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I was not expecting to be here so soon, but my gosh Quim. I’ve talked at length with people about Kousuke’s sense of reality and his cognitive dissonance, but just. The confirmation for Kousuke. Watching him as he knows that something is wrong, but simultaneously can't grasp what's happened. What's been happening. How he can't handle the memories returning of Yui, and grasps onto Nol, the only foundation he has, the zero point he revolves around. How he finally has the start of proof to all the things that don't add up. The lynchpin between those dissonance. The beginning of the end of his reality. But it’s just so hard to accept To have his primary socioemotional support, the one person he's really connected to, who has always been by his side, propped him up, taught him all his life lessons, given him his goals, shaped who he is - to have to accept what she's actually capable of? That he knows she's capable of?
 It's earth shattering Kousuke’s character arc is so brilliantly crafted and it’s such an absolute masterpiece

Elle

I couldn’t believe what I was reading. That we got this now. That he begins to see his entire reality unraveling, that the one person who said was on his side—“as long as you have me as your mother”—actually isn’t. That his mind could piece together so many other times. That he can wonder especially now why Nol hates tea. To have everything start falling apart but what anchored him to the horrible reality was that phone. Nol, the one person who had genuinely wanted a connection with him, holds him together enough to sustain the unspeakable truth. I WAS HOWLING.

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ANGUIIIIIISSSSHHHHHH

Ashlie

I've had the plague all week and my brain is soup but I LOVE this episode I LOVE TRAGIC SIBLINGS I love Kousuke reeling and how the truth is JUST out of reach like a dream he can't quite shake. I can't even reprimand you for overdoing it because I LOVE the confirmations in this episode. Kousuke starting to unravel, beginning to fall apart again, grounding himself on Nol's bloody phone, anchoring himself to Nol? SCREAMS I've been screaming lately about how Nol exists because Kousuke who exists because Nol and this just feels so much a part of that; we cannot have their story excluding one from the other. And Kousuke going through this earth shattering realization anchoring himself with Nol, via his phone covered in the blood Kousuke caused him to shed? A MASTERPIECE I love it

Ashlie

The bestest boi taking the Queen of 💗… 👀

Nikole

QUIMCHEE MY POOR PRINCESS BEAN AHHHHSHSHSHSGGGGG HHHHH The pain in my soul. I waited and wanted this. To see and know but now I’m ruined.

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I did overdo it 😭

quimchee

Oh goodness, that sounds like a wonderful problem, lol. 😉 I hope you're not overdoing it.

AuntWacky

I can’t wait!

Crystal

Can't wait!!!!

Xiomara~

💕💕

Mariel

YAYYYYYY thank u for all ur hard work <3

Mariel

I wuv you

Hannah


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