Update on Me

It's a rough time of year even without anything nasty going on. And from the sound of it, you deserve a lot better than you're getting from a friend group. I'm sorry. I don't know what sympathy and esteem from some strange woman on the Internet means to you, but whatever it is, you have it. I know this probably isn't the best place to offer a sympathetic ear, but you've got one here if you're inclined.

Leine Adlin

There have been a lot of comments here and on twitter, and I thought it might feel disingenuous to reply to all of them with the same general sentiment, so I wanna reply to all of you guys in this thread by saying thank you for the encouraging words and ongoing/past support :> Even if you feel like it's time to unsub, I'm still grateful for what you've given thus far! Hopefully I'll have something soon for you guys to pay it back.

Hello Kaela. Well, not really much to add to what other commenters have given so far, but I would like to believe I understand your suffering with the depression, but I simply haven't known or read your posts outside tumblr/piczel (For some reason after holidays all that dissappeared for me). However, what I understand from cases of depression is that it's hard, especially if you're on medication. I've followed you for quite a while now (Well, I was new when I saw you posting that new sinniara dress a good while ago.. miss her somewhat) And I'm looking forward for your dedicated snugglesmut to come. I know I'm not more than a 1$ donor atm, but try to take care of yourself before trying out anything that takes you to the limit. Many have been there, and not many managed to get out of that trap, so i'm bidding good 2020 and take care for yourself.. On behalf many smutfollowers Me :)

Huge fan of your work and such but don't worry about it take care of you first.

Hey Kaela, I know we're all just internet strangers on a smut page, but I seriously am wishing you the best. Depression blows and I hope you'll manage to make your way through it and that things get easier for you. I hope your 2020 is better than your 2019 in every regard.

I know what you mean, Kaela, SAD is a pretty serious thing to go through and you're not alone in it either. I'm sorry things aren't fantastic right now, and I'm just text on a screen, but things will get better. Maybe not soon, but they will. You aren't a bad person at all. You're allowed to feel like you've been slighted sometimes, you know? I hope things improve soon, not just for art purposes, but because I know what being in that hole is like, and I wouldn't wish it on anybody else. *Hugs*

Lowmaine

keep the faith, keep the path :) we be supporting you mate

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"Some believe it is only great power that can hold evil in check, but that is not what I have found. I found it is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay… small acts of kindness and love.” - Gandalf

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