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Taking the week off!

Hi guys, I will be taking the rest of March off in order to recharge my batteries and alleviate some chronic pain I have been experiencing. Please pardon the following lengthy explanation:

After two and a half years of more-or-less constant work, with very few days off inbetween, I've developed what I believe is a chronic tension headache brought on by stress and anxiety. I just recently learned about tension headaches, but the pieces seem to fit: A constant feeling of pressure on the sides of the head, with occasional sparks of pain about the neck and shoulders.

If this happened for a few hours I'd brush it off, but I've been experiencing this continuously for more than two weeks now, to the point where I wonder if it will ever go away. A doctor visit and having my blood examined hasn't turned up any possible culprit, but I'm considering getting something like an MRI to rule out anything more sinister.

In addition to avoiding days off, I think my mindset and personal expectations of quality and output is a major factor in this buildup of stress. I've started therapy to attempt to sort myself out and find a balance in my work life.

Having this time off may finally give me the opportunity to put up the comics presentation I made for ANE, which will be going on up on the Gold Tier. I'll also post some behind-the-scenes pictures of my new side-hustle: print-making! It's been quite the learning experience...

Every month I do my best to create as much quality content as I can to make up for the astounding support I've received from you all. Hopefully after this time off I'll be in a better position to continue to do so!

Comments

Hearing that you're taking care of yourself is a huge relief off our shoulders as well! Please continue to love yourself and stay healthy. 🌻

Carmine

Get well soon! Don't worry about us.

Richard Awesome

Take care of yourself! Take as much time as ya need, YOU are way more important than your content output. <3

lunch meat

Oh my god TAKE TIME OFF. We enjoy your content, but we'll be here when you get back, it's alright!

pj wolf

I hope you get well soon and that nothing too serious shows up in the results! I've done a lot of print making and it's great fun, can't wait to see what you produce with your new hobby :D

Nixen

You do you! Rest up, health comes first!

EAsterBunnymund

Enjoy your time off and relax. We'll still be here when you get back 👍

Snake

Yeah, take a good break. Burnout is a very real thing. By the way, don’t work while on break. If you do, it means you’re a workaholic!

Draiz

Take all the time you need! Our physical and mental health is ten times more important than anything else, your patrons will still be here when you return.

zaktwister

No hay bronca compadre, tómate tu tiempo, tus trabajos tienen mucha calidad y tienes que tomarlo con calma si te llegas a sentir así, espero te sientas mejor Meesh, gracias por tus obras.

El Carlos Aguillón

This is good stuff to hear, thank you!

Meesh

I too have tension headache amd I agree with you to take it easy for awhile, the break will help it out a lot, I had mine for about 4 to 5 weeks straight and the cause was stress and possibly anxiety as well, I rule out anything serious with it as I haven't had a problem till a certain day. So get some rest Meesh you need it.

Rose D Winters

Take a break! :O

H_R

I wish you health. I hope nothing serious. Take care of yourself

ZVr

Health comes first

Roadkinghd1

Please take care of yourself. We can all wait a little extra for your next comic panel or picture. Nothing can replace your good health!

Take care of yourself, there is a lot that will not heal if not addressed.

SlipperyFrog

Take care of yourself!

Piero

Don't work yourself to death, dude. I worked so much the past two months I developed a chronic shoulder pain I had to get massage therapy to fix. Hope your condition is nothing more than strain, but reworking your projects to be less intensive is probably not a bad idea!

Kadath

It's important to take time off! Your health comes first!

iceFox

Rest well, warrior. Take as long as you need. You got my support ~!

Ninja1011

Health comes first before anything! Look after yourself, give yourself plenty of time to recuperate. Sending you positive healing thoughts!

You’re personal health is the most important thing because without it, you can’t do anything that want to do or have to do. You can’t work, hang with friend and family, or enjoy the thing you do if you’re feeling ill or in constant pain. The body that you have is the only one you’ll have, so do what you have to do to take care of it.

Priruk

I hope you feel better man! take as much time as you need. We'll all be here when you come back

Truentyena

Have fun!

Oscar Cruz

Such is the life of a workaholic, gotta crash so you're forced to relax, enjoy the week off, it's much deserved O AO b

Tokifuji

Take care of yourself man :3

purplebirdman

Hey man, gotta take care of yourself of course! Hope you get some answers, and enjoy some restful time off. Gotta have you in top top shape!

Omi and Lucas

Do what you want 'cuz a pirate is free! You arr a pirate!

Tio Takurua

You definitely deserve a break. Have a good week to yourself, man! ✌

Kujiiro

quite literally, take it easy

FMcB

I've been seeing this quite a bit with other creators I'm a patron of this last month. Yes, I suppose it's like a job, in that you get paid to make content. However, like any job people need a break, life happens, and burnout is the least desirable outcome. So take a break! Every time I see this on patreon, the patrons are completely supportive. Take care of yourself, mentally and physically! Have a good time off, and we'll see you when you come back. In the meantime, maybe use the patreon funds to have a well deserved beer on us! Cheers, Nick

Nick95

First of all: get well soon, mate. For the Headaches: try to get your shoulders and neck area really warm, helps me every time I get my migraine ;)

Manuel Wagner

Take as long as you need! Hoping for a good recovery ❤️

blott

If you don’t have your health then you have nothing. Take as long as you need to get better.

Sparklefox

That sounds painfulll 😬 hope you get better soon man!

Chad Kalaska

I would like to keep doing a couple chill twitch streams a week, yes :)

Meesh

Everyone needs some pto. :v feel better soon!

Zagura

ok, will there be twitch streams?

Duplicatename

Good luck, and take all the time you need!

Neon

Good luck! Stay safe Meesh!!


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