Here it goes...

I am So, So, sorry.  I have been so terribly lax in posting any updates or content in far too long.

The short version is I have no excuse.

The long version is that I have MANY explanations, but none of them really excuse my absence for this long.  It became one of those things where the longer it went, the more stressed about it I was, and just the thought of trying to tell you all what was going on was a literal nightmare.  In slightly more detail, since we last spoke I have been dealing with Medical Drama, Family Drama, Family Medical Drama, loss of workspace and privacy, Personal Drama, and so many other things that I just can't remember it all.  I've lost 3 family members, and a close family friend who also happens to be the doctor who saved my life and first figured out what was killing me back when I was still a teenager.  At the same time, the pandemic hit and my country was struck by a terrible doctor shortage.  This resulted in my having to waste hundreds of hours trying to find a new doctor, mid pandemic, and restarting a process to get them up to speed and get tests done several times.

I managed to catch Covid of course (at my uncles funeral) and have been dealing with the long term problems caused by that, on top of already having severe lung problems before that.

I was also dealing with some more personal struggles, which I'll touch on in a minute...

In the past few months I've been struggling to get my head together, and start producing content again.  I have a set and a half complete, and I'll be posting one of those later today.  I've dropped the game development, I'm sad to say, as it was simply too time consuming and one of the major things getting in my way is a lack of large blocks of time.  But will be trying to dedicate myself more to prose writing and producing comic pages.

I'm working on (or at least trying to come up with) something special to do for all of you who are still here and trying to support me.  I really appreciate it, more than I can say.  If you have any ideas on something you might enjoy and want to tell me, it would be great, as I'm struggling for ideas.  On the... Personal struggles.  Well...  See after LA sort of left me hanging (if you know who that is or what I'm talking about, you really have been here a while and you are amazing) I had some real struggles with things that he left in my head.  And as a result I lost even more time to... Questionable decision making, let's call it for now.

And well.  I was trying to figure out how to restart writing, and the thought occurred to me that people have enjoyed my more... Realistic, writings.

So I was thinking maybe... I write up all the struggles I went through over that period, playing mind games with strangers on the internet. >_<. I'm going to post a poll to see if that's something people want to read, and what approach they'd want me to take (very real, not very real, etc)

Anyway for now, this is just a huge apology.  I'll post a poll and a photo set later.  I love you all for supporting me and being so amazing.  I hope we can rebuild what we had here in time =/