Update on F4F audios 🩷

Hello my little sparkles ✨ (yes I’ve called you different names from the beginning and I can never choose one for good hahahaha). I’ve got some unfortunate news for my F4F listeners 🥺 Until now, I’ve always made a point to offer a female-listener version of my audios—not just because I enjoy making them, but because I had a contract with an app that distributed my F4F content and that was a big motivator ✊ Sadly, they’ve chosen not to renew it (and I feel really fricking sad about it tbh) 😔

When I posted that poll about gender, only 10% of my listeners identified as female. Combined with the very low engagement on F4F posts, it’s just not sustainable for me to keep producing separate F4F versions of my audios. It gives me quite a bit of extra work, and lately, I’ve started to feel like I’m creating for an audience that isn’t really there. That said I’d like to thank all the girls who DID comment on my F4F audios, it warmed my heart every time!!! 🫶

I’ve made the difficult decision to stop creating F4F audios going forward. It’s disappointing, because I loved being one of the few creators who consistently did, but from a business perspective, it just isn’t worth it 😕 Doesn’t mean I wont EVER make F4F again: this is mainly about the 2 monthly double-gender audios (the one in the Thunderbolts tier and extension in the Meteor tier). Of course, all the F4F audios I’ve made so far will remain available in the dedicated collection 💖 Also note that the exclusive SFW audio I publish in the Sunrays tier each month will remain F4A, and so will my YouTube content 💛

Edit: There is one F4F audio coming up on my YouTube channel soon, as it was sponsored by my lovely supporter Houzi 🥰

Edit 2: Because I plan ahead, two F4F audios are already scheduled to come out on 15th and 20th of June!

Thanks for being here, I love you 💕

*comments are disabled to preserve my mental health. Trust me, I know I am letting some of you down. I know it's Pride month. If I announced it before Pride month, some people would have said it was "diabolical" to announce this just before Pride month. If I waited after Pride month, some people would have said it was diabolical to announce this just after Pride month. I can't win 🤷‍♀️ and please do not assume you know how much effort goes into making 2 different versions of the same audio, unless you are an audio creator yourself. The language changes, the acts, the sounds change. It's not just a question of switching words here and there. What works for F4M might not work for F4F and vice-versa! I have dedicated the past year to making content that was accessible to all BECAUSE I care so much. So, thanks to those who will stay anyway (as a reminder, Meteors get an extra audio each month in the form of a poem reading/ramble/guided meditation.) If you decide to withdraw, that is totally understandable and I thank you for your support so far! 🙏