Just plain sleepy
Added 2020-10-13 14:14:38 +0000 UTC“Running on empty” is pretty much my everyday standard but after this long weekend of having to be with family I’m really starting to see what empty means. This week is going/has been an absolute week from hell.
I consider myself luck to have friends and family near by and, and I’m thankful to have these people in my life. That said, holy shit man. I had to hang out with my dad parents on Saturday which... I won’t get into it but is extremely mentally taxing. Sunday I did thanksgiving dinner, then Monday I had to do the offical dinner with my whole family and it was just...exactly what you woudl expect. Are you dating, when are you getting a job, what about your degree, why do you wear all black, COVID COVID COVID TRUMP TRUMP TRUMP. In my dads defence he did a pretty good job making my portion of the meal vegan. Last year his only fail was butter in the risotto balls and, oh yeah, cooked my “vegetarian” stuffing in the turkey. “Well there is not actual turkey IN the stuffing”.
Today I’ll be going out with my grandfather and my cousin to discuss business. What business you say? Well the business of becoming a professional cosplayer. My cousin, bless his soul, has Down syndrome and really wants to become a professional cosplayer so he asked my grandfather to set up a “meeting”. I found out about this a few days ago and I’m just not really prepared. I have a hard enough time taking about my job to anyone, let alone my family.
Oh my god, I’m rambling but it feels so good to get this out while not actually having to talk to anyone. On top of all this it my roommates birthday so tomorrow I have to go see the hotel she staying in, then go to her dinner and then go out for drink after. Thursday will be my first day of piece, and then Friday I’ll be watching horror movies and then Saturday, SUPRISE! ITS STILL MY ROOMATES BIRTHDAY I GUESS, so I’ll be going to her parents house to set up and attend a party filled with people I don’t know!!
It’s all very exciting, I know. After this week I’m going into fucking hibernation. I’m not leaving this bed.
Ok, I’m done compiling about how many people want to spend time with me now lol. Love you all! ❤️
Comments
You're allowed to vent, and it's healthy. I have been finding that, with school being online and partners and friends etc. etc. I have to literally schedule time for myself to do nothing. At all. Nothing I don't want to do. It's hard to say no. But, I think, vital. 💚
Kurt Steeves
2020-10-22 10:32:20 +0000 UTCThanks for sharing this, Michael. So many of us struggle with family we’re doing our best to love. It’s a comfort to know I’m not alone, and I hope it’s a comfort to you to know that you’re not alone. Let’s keep loving each other hard and celebrating each other. Sending you light and love and hugs. Happy belated Thanksgiving
CC
2020-10-16 14:17:42 +0000 UTCAnd here we thought lockdown was hell... it sounds like you could use a lot more of it 👉👈 sorry things are going so rough for you, Mister. I'm wishing you all the strength to make it through and stay safe and sane. 🥰🥰🥰
Jesse Danger Dyer
2020-10-15 06:25:42 +0000 UTCI wonder how many people would like to be that pillow... 😉
Don Riling
2020-10-14 05:03:14 +0000 UTCWowzers! 😻💙😻
Christian Juel
2020-10-13 23:07:45 +0000 UTC"... with people [you] don't know" are just new friends you haven't met yet. Please go with an open mind. I feel your apprehension but you may be surprised. Chin up, Mr. Hamm.
John Dwyer
2020-10-13 17:55:46 +0000 UTCI feel your pain, worn out just thinking about having to do all that! Have some Hamm(er) Time 👍
Michael
2020-10-13 17:19:54 +0000 UTCWhat's that old expression? "Nobody knows how to push your buttons like family. After all, they installed them."
JOHN ONEIL
2020-10-13 17:04:18 +0000 UTC*hug*
Matthew Davis
2020-10-13 16:24:33 +0000 UTCMy love, I’m sorry it’s been a draining time for you. Emotionally or mentally, we all get drained of our energy faster when family is involved. It is so important to take care of yourself and that can be tough. I’ve been through a lot these past few weeks as well (putting my dad’s ashes to rest, working in healthcare during COVID, my abuser contacting me out of the blue) so I can attest to how important it is to rest. Please, rest up, we love you. Virtual cuddles.
Timothy Kreuter
2020-10-13 16:07:12 +0000 UTCI’m speechless!! #YesPlease #RestUp
NKD
2020-10-13 15:46:47 +0000 UTCnow I just want to crawl in that bed and spend time with you ! Hang in there you got this!
Dan Jeffrey
2020-10-13 15:33:41 +0000 UTCYou got this!! We believe in you! But always remember to put your oxygen mask on first before helping others!
Stasi Cavadias
2020-10-13 15:15:28 +0000 UTCI'm knackered reading about it never mind living it... you make sure you look after yourself Mikey.
Gavin Lowe
2020-10-13 15:10:57 +0000 UTCYeah...I cant pick MY family either...lol
Nick Brown
2020-10-13 15:07:16 +0000 UTCAs an introvert who is exhausted by too many people, boy do I get this post. Luckily, I don’t really have any extended family so don’t have to deal with this sort of thing. Thanksgiving had just been Mom & me for several years now. Also, that pic makes me want to cuddle. Big or little spoon, your choice. 😜
T.J. Finch
2020-10-13 14:53:21 +0000 UTCThat pose is perfectly adorable!
Jay A.
2020-10-13 14:46:00 +0000 UTCA few days ago you posted about being down on yourself for slipping with exercise. Now you're sharing about the family talks and running on empty lately. I definitely feel like we are kindred spirits as you've been hitting the same notes of my life lately. Hopefully the recharge comes to you soon and quickly!!
JP Rafferty
2020-10-13 14:42:32 +0000 UTCWell; you do you, boo boo! lol
Paul Arias
2020-10-13 14:37:50 +0000 UTCOof. Good luck, sleep well! xx
Russell Davies
2020-10-13 14:35:15 +0000 UTCHahahaha. I know, I feel like an ass even posting this.
Michael Hamm
2020-10-13 14:29:23 +0000 UTCI read that as all we can do is our REST. That sounds nice!
Michael Hamm
2020-10-13 14:29:03 +0000 UTC❤️
Michael Hamm
2020-10-13 14:28:33 +0000 UTCThank you!! Maybe I’ll just stay in bed this week lol.
Michael Hamm
2020-10-13 14:28:25 +0000 UTCSpill your guts! Very spooky phase! Might use that as a post tittle lol
Michael Hamm
2020-10-13 14:27:46 +0000 UTCHahah it was invigorating typing it at the speed of light
Michael Hamm
2020-10-13 14:27:09 +0000 UTCYou keep it! I’m gonna build some up!
Michael Hamm
2020-10-13 14:26:44 +0000 UTCBeing popular is exhausting.
David Pasteelnick
2020-10-13 14:25:58 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear how tough things are right now, but I know you'll get through it. All we can do; is do our best. No-one can ask for more
Paul Arias
2020-10-13 14:25:02 +0000 UTCStraight up swoon. Get your rest.
Silkybutch
2020-10-13 14:22:51 +0000 UTCTotally get it! Its the balance between wanting to spend time with friends and family and also just needing time to chill and be alone. Hope the rest of your social obligations goes smoothly this week and the warm blankets and pillows will be waiting for you!
Jonathan Travers
2020-10-13 14:20:20 +0000 UTCBut but... when do WE get to spend time with you? 😏 ahah, I’m just joking * stay strong, my friend... I can totally relate to the uncomfortable family talk and running on an empty tank ❤️ feeling particularly lethargic this week too... feel free to spill your guts with us any time you need to vent ❤️
Nuno Cantão
2020-10-13 14:18:52 +0000 UTCThat sounds. Exhausting. And I’m just reading about it. 🤗
Peter
2020-10-13 14:18:51 +0000 UTCI don't have enough energy, but I give it to you! Now I am sleeping, good night
Kishinaro
2020-10-13 14:18:17 +0000 UTC
