With everything happening at once I really haven’t been able to focus on my fitness at all. I’m still eating bad, and I’m still not working out to the level I should be. My motivation and drive at the gym is at an all time low. That said, I’m not going to let this low bring me down. I tend to take these feeling and use them as motivation to push myself to be better and I swear I will do exaclty that. It’s too easy to get caught in a downward spiral especial when the world seem to be collapsing around you.
The photo I’m posting is from quarantine. When I had no gym to go to. List most people I slipped into the “eating and drinking my life away” when quarantine started but I used that to get myself back into a place I enjoyed. For me the way I look, and the way I feel are directly connected. Not because of how I ACTUALLY look but because of the lifestyle I lead that allows me to look like this.
In this picture I wasn’t drinking alone in my bedroom, I was getting 9 hours of sleep, I was going outside to get fresh air, I was working up a sweat, and I was eating a very healthy diet of food that I was making myself.
I’m sharing this with all of your becuase that’s what I like to do on patreon but I’m also sharing this for Me. Something I can look at next Friday, and the Friday after and the Friday after, and so on. I’m owning this low and making the commitment to pick myself up.
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