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Cough, sneeze, THANK YOU, cough

Hey everybody!So as some of you already know, I've got a really bad case of the flu at the moment. I woke up a few days ago feeling like a dumpster fire and it seems to be getting worse each day. In the last 3 days I've slept about 6 hours in total. It's really running a muck on my body and my anxiety. I just lay in bed thinking about how I'm never going to sleep again, how I'm getting everyone around me sick, and I'm just in a constant state of panic. I know I'm probably being a huge baby but I've just never felt this shitty or rundown before. I know you're thinking "why are you telling us any of this?" but I'm telling you because I want you folks to be a part of my life and everything that comes with that. I'm also telling you because I want you to know that after another long sleepless night I checked my email and saw a flood of you amazing people wishing me congratulations on reaching my patreon goal! I couldn't believe it. My eyes got a little watery (tell anyone and I'll kill you) at the thought that all of you were here supporting me in ways no rewards could ever thank you for. It was nice to have that feel good butterfly moment in the midst of this cesspool I'm currently calling life. I am thankful, humbled, and overwhelmed with the love and support you all give me everyday. Seriously. It's mind blowing. THANK YOU!!!!Forever Yours in snot, body aches, and sleepless tears.Michael Hamm

Cough, sneeze, THANK YOU, cough

Comments

I'm glad you got a peek of happiness while you're sick *HUGZ* :)

Gryph Daley

Sending you my warmest get-well wishes! I wish I could make you feel better instantly! Love ya, Mike! 😊

Nel Son

You're a beautiful boy!!!! I know how it feels when anxiety is made worse by sickness, if you need to chat, please talk to me. Honestly, I know people say that and I know you don't know me well (although I am lucky to say we know each other a little bit), I would want nothing more than for you to chat to me when you're feeling down. I know how it is and can offer perspective when it's difficult for you to have any! Sending you lots of love and hugs xx

James Campbell-Tennant

Sorry to hear you're feeling poorly. Just stay hydrated and try and relax. You'll feel better soon enough.

Adam Dailey

Oh no! NyQuil is your friend at the end of the night

Noé Bustamante

Hey man. Sorry to hear your down. Having flu shit not gonna help but that's life. Just chill an you'll get through it. Anxiety is bad ( hand up, me too) at the best of times. Just remember, although you can be alone in a room packed full of folk, you now can never be alone when on your own. We are part of your life warts an all if you let us. Here to support and lift you to the great things that your destined to do. I wish I could send you a picture of my big hairy dog as he cheers me up when I'm down. I can't 😞. Anyhow... don't forget your amazing, I love you and hope your dark stage passes soon x

Christopher Schofield

I hope you feel better soon!! You're probably like me and just don't enjoy being sick. I was sick a couple of days ago. Still in the recovery stage now, but well enough to work. Drink lots of water and take meds (if they help). I took short warm showers to help my body temperature to go back to a comfortable temp.

Carlo Mac

I've got the same thing, Mike, although not as bad. Hope we both get better soon!

Ben Haysom

Aww hun you are awesome. Yes first feel better soon that's no bueno second congrats you definitely deserve it and third plz share key us be a part of it the ups the downs the all arounds that's what we ate all here for no need to apologize big ol trucker bear hugs

Aaron JWB Smith

Aww I'm sorry you aren't feeling well. 😔 But, I certainly understand the anxiety part, I have the same issues. I just hope you feel better soon. ❤ Also congrats on reaching your goal!! I'm super excited for you!! A silver lining for sure around the doom and gloom that is the flu. *hugs* Feel better soon.

Christopher Faulk

Congrats man! I hope you feel better. I think there's something in the air with anxiety today, I know I could certainly use a few hugs (a donut wouldn't hurt either). Much love! Feel better soon!

Jay Jacobs

Oh no that sounds awful. Give all your virus to me cause I just got the flu shot 😆😆😆. Also congrats on reaching your new goal! 👍💪

Ryan Jin

I hope you are already taking something for that!!! And try to sleep and drink lots of water! Also, congratulations on reaching a new goal! We're here to support you =) and we would like you to get better!

Renato Zebadua

Watch some Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt, that always makes me feel loads better when I'm under the weather. Also doctors help

Brett Wyatt

Feel better! Chicken soup. Green tea. Vitamin C. Sleep. Kitty hugs. Don't panic.

David Pasteelnick

Oh my gosh that sounded so sad. I'm sorry that you feel this way :( but you are loved, supported, and thought about no matter what your panic tells you!just look at the 100+people here! :) <3

Nick Longo

Get well soon!! We are all eagerly waiting to see what wacky stuff you come up with next and love being a part of your life!

Nick Pyle

Glad to support you Michael. You b big joy and entertainment to us. I hope you feel better soon hun.

TJ Nunez

Sleepless tears sounds so SAD!! Feel better fast!😢😬

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