Why I'm not posting at the moment
Added 2022-04-21 14:08:20 +0000 UTCHello everyone! Long time no talk!
As you can tell I'm not posting anything at the moment and I won't be for some more time, I'm affectively going on hiatus.. Well I'm already on it.. I just didn't announce it officially till now... So! With that being said! I'll be pausing the billing cycles till I decide to come back! ๐ฎshocking! I know!
All jokes aside, the main reason I'm on hiatus is because of stress. This is supposed to be a hobby that I enjoy doing, something to pass the time with and if someone liked what I made that's just a nice bonus.. Not something that made me freak out when I wasn't posting fast enough, worrying about likes or viewership being higher or lower and just overall this feeling like a job.. This has led to a massive loss in motivation even though creatively I'm 100% there.. Well more like 75%.. maybe 25.. But!! Just thinking of even doing anything with that creativity feels like a chore and that's not what I want this to be, a chore.. So I'll be taking a break from it all.
Sorry for keeping everyone in the dark till now, I do like to be transparent with things but I felt I was starting to sound like a broken record recently with me apologizing for disappearing in practically every post.. *vinyl scratch* Once again I'm sorry for disappearing again, I feel bad not posting but I also feel like I need to take this step back and just watch things for a bit and maybe some of my motivation will decide to show itself again.
Thank you again for all your support! And hopefully I see you again soon! โค
