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Okay, guys. I'm uploading now but it's not in a state I'm happy with. I'm sorry.

For various reasons I've been struggling with developing Hillside for a long time, but now I'm feeling completely burnt out and have lost  all enthusiasm for it. 

I'm pausing Patreon billing again for November and am going to take a month off developing Hillside to try and sort things out and rediscover that passion I had when I started.

Current upload speed is terrible and it is going to take another 2-3 hours to complete.


Thanks,
DB

Comments

I definitely understand the burn out and lack of passion. Hillside is one of my favorite VN's of all time. Take all the time you need to get your head straight and hopefully get that spark back. There is a large community supporting you and that has your back. No one that enjoys this game wants it to be a pain to you creating it. Get your passion back and enjoy creating the rest of it. Me, and others, will gladly wait till then. Do not feel bad that you have to take some time off. Absolutely love the game and all the work you put into it

DC251

I really enjoy the game, and I hope you find the passion to carry on development, but you shouldn't do something you don't enjoy anymore. Take all the time you need, and hopefully you can rediscover what made start it in the first place. But first and foremost, you should look out for yourself, and your own wellbeing. Hope to see you back soon! :)

Blazehoof

The moment I discovered Hillside it instantly became one of my favorite VNs. I have become significantly invested in this story and its characters so I really hope that you won't abandon it. Perhaps that's a selfish sentiment but that's just how I feel. So please take all the time you need to recharge. I will be more than happy to wait if it means that it can help you find your spark again. Hope to see you back. Stay safe.

take a break - but please no matter how long of one you take, do not abandon this game - it is one of the most addictive games i have played in a long time - and i want to see how it ends (Charlotte and the MC together and him adopting Emma ...... and maybe Suzi, lol.... and Lucy ending up with the bartender, steve)

Marc Chase

Take a break and your fans will be awaiting when your full of energy for the direction you want to take this incredible storyline. Thanks for your patience with us.

Gene

Your wellbeing is always the priority. Pushing yourself can lead to a self perpetuating spiral which benefits no one. Go enjoy the holidays and recharge

Kameohawk

Take all the time you need, nobody wants you to overwork yourself, focus on your well-being and come back whenever you feel like it <3

Comma28

A well earned rest pal. Don't worry about us

Puma230

Been there myself so I know exactly what you're talking about. There best thing to do is to really taking time for yourself and not setting any timer for that. Take of the remainder of the year as a starter, try and take long daily walks and probably find some person to openly talk to about what's going on in your head. If at any point you feel a reconnection to the story and the characters you have created see if it is enough to rekindle the spark that once got you started. And if not then let it rest. The world is not going to stop. In the end it is all and only about yourself. Thanks so much for taking the time to finish this recent release anyway with al the struggle involved. If it should end here I'd still say thanks for the ride that was enjoyable all the way.

Markus K.

take your time just know we love your game and the story you built, feel connected to the characters you've built it is truly unique

Arty

Take your time brother. Even 2-3 months is nothing if you find your passion again.

pantsparty

I feel you, I'm going through a similar situation with my own side project. Rest up, then remember why you wanted to tell your story in the first place. If you need help with coding, I can help you out a bit. Or if there is a coding issue you need solved let me know. I love your story and characters!

Retro.One4

No worries, we all support the decisions you make, I'm looking forward to seeing you bounce back better than ever, whatever time you need to take, please take care of yourself!

L8nitetaco

Take the time you need to rest and recharge your batteries we all need a break from something from time to time

DavidF

Thanks DB, don't stress, take some time off, you've created a masterpiece and that takes a lot of time and energy.

Be safe DB

Niro

Take your time DB

Raminita

Burn out is real and legit. Totally get it, and no let downs here.

PianoMan


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