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Depression and Anxiety

Added 2017-06-21 16:00:59 +0000 UTC

When it comes to being a Youtuber, I've been doing this for over 6 years now. Trying to find a series that resonates with audiences have been a tough journey, but in the end it comes down to trying to produce a series that viewers will enjoy watching but also something fun to produce. Team Teen came close to being that, but I feel that it's still not enough. This is even more excruciating since thanks to Team Teen, I've had the largest Patreon support I've ever received. To a normal person, that'll be incentive enough to keep going, but apparently for me it's not.

The new main goal was to go back to the basics. In addition to original cartoons starring my OCs, I want to produce a new crossover series, "Cartoon Cafe". A spin-off to my Conroy Cat series where you see toons chill and hang out when they're not working on their shows and movies. if you've seen "Disney's House of Mouse" then you have an idea for what I was hoping to go with. It's definitely meant to be lighthearted, and was even going to have actual voices!

Unfortunately, fear of negative response from both Youtubers and Patreon supporters is so strong, I'm scared to even start production on pretty much anything. I feel stuck not being able to do right by anybody.

So I'm posting this to let you guys know that I'm going to take a hiatus. I don't exactly know when I'll return, maybe in a month or two. I just need time to build up the courage to do what I love to do once again.