It really sucks this happens every time but I'm currently having really big trouble drawing any kinds of stuff right now. Either my overall lack of skills and lack of creativity or something, it's really hard right now to make any kind of confident-looking drawing. Sorry for saying this since this kind of bs happens every single month or something. But I really want to make a good-looking, really solid well made drawing really fast and quick not just because for you guys, but for myself as well.
I don't know. Since this stuff happens every single time it really demotivates me to keep continue drawing, and as result, you guys ain't getting enough content from me as well. Maybe I need to close down Patreon or something or whatever but I'm still kinda thinking about this problem. It just feels like I hit a brick wall that I can't ever pass and I felt this kind of emotion while I'm drawing since 5 years ago or something lul.
I'm just writing jibberish basically right now but I'm just feeling terrible right now so I'll just kinda thinking about some stuff. And probably finish stuff that I currently have or something. I'm sorry.