the Forbidden fruit

This is not a story I'm proud of. OK ? But I want to share it because my emotions are too strong.

All in all. Amu is a complex person. Especially in terms of relationships. In the sexual aspect, she is absolutely indifferent most of the time. Sex is not that important. Therefore, for her to experience a feeling of strong excitement from the presence of an unfamiliar person is nonsense. This is something that happens too rarely not to be surprised.

She recently decided to take a driving course. There are no problems with theory, but practice frightened her. She was very worried that the instructor would turn out to be an old, tired and unbalanced person who would scold her for any mistake on the road. But she was lucky! Her instructor was a young guy with a very calm character. And it killed her!

This equanimity and calmness .. How he does not allow himself unnecessary romantic manifestations in her direction. Restraint. Voice. Praise. clear directions. He smells good.. His body is moderately pumped.. He is the perfect teacher for her.. She would like to take extra lessons.. Stay after school.. Rip off his T-shirt.. Merge into a kiss.. Snuggle up to him with your whole body. Drowned in the strong embrace of these strong hands.. Take him into yourself.. Dissolve in ecstasy.. She would give all of herself with him.... And then she quietly left, like fog at dawn..

BUT NO! STOP!

After all, she accidentally found out that he had a girlfriend. Not to mention that he wears a ring, which means that they are already more than just a couple in love.

This is a great TABOO for Amu! She will never allow herself to flirt with a guy who already has a girlfriend! This is sacred!

 And this makes it clear that this feeling of arousal, which she so rarely experiences, is never realized with him..

 She knows the power of her charm.. But she has to restrain herself with all her might. And it's insanely difficult.. A light touch of a hand, a look, a joke, a smell.. It drives you crazy every time you meet! And most importantly, she will have to hold back for another month and a half ..

It's impossible.. it's torture..