Under Control

“When life gives you lemons, don’t make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don’t want your damn lemons, what the hell am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life’s manager! Make life rue the day it thought it could give Cave Johnson lemons! Do you know who I am? I’m the man who’s gonna burn your house down! With the lemons! I’m gonna get my engineers to invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!” Thanks. <3

tchaikovsky2

Geez, I checked this site every day since Friday and didn't see an update. Idk whats wrong with my patreon not showing stuff. I'm sorry that things are being dumb for you. I can't say anything else that's new that hasn't already been said, I'm pretty lame when it comes to pep talks. ToeClaws and Graye said the most perfect comments and I believe everything they said. Your patreons care a lot about you and would like for you to be as lucid and positive as possible. Life is currently giving you lemons, you just have to figure out what to do with them. You could make lemonade or you could do what Tchai would do. I've been following you since Infinite belly rubs was published on June 5, 2013 and I can't fathom the number of times I've mentioned you to friends and family. You're my favorite artist on deviantArt and I want for you to grow more fans. This is a very very pretty image and I very much enjoy the growth you've shown since the last time I seen a composition like this one: Magic in the wind. I would hope for you to care for yourself for right now. Do less than you can handle. Because I know you work way too hard and should tend to your personal needs over your work for right now. Make something with those lemons and be a happy Tchai.

Randochi

You can do line breaks with shift+enter. See? And thank you - again!

tchaikovsky2

Yeah, I know all that. It just becomes a problem when you distance yourself from all the standards, be yourself and not care about all those stupid limits others try to impose on you, and you STILL feel out of place and like you're going nowhere. Or maybe that distancing is the source of this problem, I don't know. But I do know that I couldn't function within the norms. Kinda stuck with what I have, so I'll just keep trying to make the best of it. And thank you. <3

tchaikovsky2

Damn ninjas cutting onions. Thank you so much, you have no idea how much this means to me. <3

tchaikovsky2

Oh pfff. Glad you like tho.

tchaikovsky2

Thanks! The vague idea is that it's some sort of controlled environemnt in which a forest was grown, as an experiment of one kind or another. The rest is up to your imagination. C:

tchaikovsky2

Aw, thank you! I WILL post it at dA, though, just at 50% the size, as always. But I'm very glad you're here, thank you. ^.^

tchaikovsky2

Oops... and apparently you can't space anything without starting a new comment, heh. Okay part two - this picture is amazing. The insane level of detail makes this so real you just wanna reach out and touch it, or just... imagine yourself there with eyes closed, listening to the rustling of the leaves and grass around you - the little footsteps of those two beautiful ladies.

First off, the important thing; you. There are many times in life where it's hard to feel a sense of direction, or even purpose. We're shoehorned into a modern society that defines all these measures of progress, success, failure and it's easy to start basing a sense of self worth or direction on all that. It's a measure and... set of standards that is generic, and rarely accommodating to people of a open, and vastly different mindset. The amazing work that you do here and other sites may not fit any "normal" sense of convention, but it sure as hell takes it to a whole new, and amazing level above it. :) You're wise, fun, and have a very deep soul. I'm sure your Patreons see that in you, and I'm also sure many of the people that follow your work, especially Anza's fans.

To be honest, it sounds like you might benefit from a longer comment. It is worth while to take a moment and say some things. Your work has been an inspiration to me and I have gotten a lot of personal joy out of being your patron: both from getting to comment back and forth with you and to see your work grow as an artist. I'm not sure what your goals are in doing what you do, but you have more than paid back everything I've put in here. You inspired me to join Patreon in the first place. You were the artist I made this account for. And, if you are curious, that support has extended to other artists since, all because I saw the growth that I could support by joining. I don't make much, but I hope it is making a difference somewhere. I can't speak for anyone else, but your work has created amazing feelings of wonder for me. I don't know you or what is going on in your life, but please know this: what you do has meaning to me. And I'm sure others here as well. I am here because I am moved by what you do (all of it, by the way). Maybe it doesn't seem like much on your end, but on mine, it seems tremendous. Thank you for all that you have given us.

Graye

My 2 favorite sexy little girls! <3

SexyTurian69

lovely and interesting! what kind of Facility is this?

Diego P

This.. I don't know how to describe this in words. This is stunning and beautiful. Thank you for sharing this with us and it makes me happy I decided to join your patreon so I could see this. :)

AquaVixen