樱苑夏珍

這是一個非常悲傷的消息

Added 2025-05-27 06:39:30 +0000 UTC

最近我的paypal賬戶被封禁，並且看上去沒有辦法解除，這意味著我目前已經失去了fanbox的收款方式，下個月前如果我還沒有找到辦法，可能我只能停止fanbox的支援選項。

說實話最近我過得很糟糕，我總是在生病，收入變少，家人也並不支持我畫畫，而且我fanbox上的收入實際上沒有被取出來過，對於我來說只是數字，而不是錢。我之所以一直在畫R18G的原因，是因為它真的在某些方面支撐著我的生活。我可能患有某種精神疾病，我很享受被虐待的感覺，我也讓男朋友進行過嘗試，但他無法滿足我，但他是一個很好的人，我不想讓他傷心，所以我只能將幻想放在畫中，這會讓我有一些安慰。這次的打擊很大，它讓我覺得好像做什麼都沒有意義。但我覺得我能挺過去，所以我還會繼續畫。

但是我可能會放緩一些更新作品，我希望大家知道這些之後還能喜歡我，如果大家能夠多使用我的畫就更好了

最後感謝各位一直支持我的粉絲們，還有每月都向我發送委托的幾位朋友，謝謝你們。

This is a very sad news

Recently, my PayPal account has been banned and it seems that there is no way to lift it. This means that I have lost the payment method of Fanbox. If I still haven't found a solution by next month, I may have to stop the support option of Fanbox.

To be honest, I've been living very badly lately. I've been getting sick all the time, my income has decreased, and my family doesn't support me in drawing fanbox The income on top has never actually been withdrawn, for me it's just numbers, not money. The reason why I have been painting all along R18G The reason is that it really supports my life in some aspects. I may have some kind of mental illness, and I enjoy the feeling of being abused. I have also had my boyfriend try, but he couldn't satisfy me. But he is a good person, and I don't want to make him sad, so I can only put my fantasies in the painting, which gives me some comfort. The blow this time was significant, it made me feel like there was no point in doing anything. But I think I can get through it, so I will continue to draw.

But I may slow down some of my updates, and I hope everyone will still like me after knowing these. It would be even better if everyone could use my paintings more often.

Finally, thank you to all the fans who have always supported me, as well as the friends who have sent me commissions every month. Thank you.