Serious announcement

Hello guys, If you follow me for some time, you know it's been months I've been struggling with chronic health issues. Some months I can handle it better than others, but the holidays rush in late December COMPLETELY destroyed my health and I haven't got back on my feet yet. As you may know or not I struggled VERY hard in January till now, this had to be the months my health has been the worst since I started this Patreon journey. I am getting help at the moment, I started a new treatment and I'm trying my best everyday. My close relatives recommended me to pause Patreon for at least a month, but I don't want to. Even if it's hard, I want to keep going! I also spend most of my days lying down in bed, so I couldn't work on January rewards on time, I deeply apologize about the delay, I am working on the rewards every time I have a bit of energy. I am working step by step on the rewards, hopefully I will get them done by the end of this week. Thank you for your patience and your support ! It actually takes me a lot of mental strength to write this letter cause it's aknowledging publicly I am out of energy and basically completely worn out. And I feel so ashamed about it. I would like to be the best I can for you and realizing I just can't do that makes me so sad and I feel so guilty about it. Why can not I have a better health? I am so sorry. I swear I'm doing my best, I KNOW I will loose a lot of supporters because there are so many other copslayers in good health to support instead of me right ? :( But I know the people that will stay are true fans and the only ones that I want to keep in touch with. For those who are staying, you are the best, thank you for being patient and caring for me, I love you so so much. I'm honest. I will keep you updated on my situation, I am in good care for now. And I'll keep working hard for you even in this situation! [Note: This is also why I haven't posted on social media for a while and stopped all planned streams so far. I will answer messages asap, your patience is greatly appreciated. Thank you so much.]