Joined for action, adventure & money.
Love the uniform, feel so powerful & sexy.
The gun makes me powerful.
When we are in large groups, we are unstoppable.
Mission after mission with no kills.
Wondering if I will ever get to take out an enemy girl.
Sent to a facility to set up an ambush.
I am placed alone to engage who ever comes through a door.
I dont know where I am.
No one does, except my commander.
I cover behind a scrubber box, waiting.
I cannot tell the time, but im tired, it must be hours.
Command checks in "hold position at all costs"
its about to happen.
I feel the bodysuit tight on my body, my boots are bothering me
My breathing picks up, my mask sucks in onto my mouth with every breath.
i watch the door,
the floor is so uncomfortable.
Im going to be expended here.
They're throwing me away, using me to distract the enemy.
I am going to sacrifice myself for a distraction
The distraction will only deceive the enemy temporarily.
Its not longer about the money.
I want to sacrifice myself for the mistress.
Being one of her sexy, faceless bodies dying for her in a raging battle is what I want.
Its what I want.
I want it so bad. Im feeling excited. I cant wait for the rounds.
I want to take many of them with me.
I cant wait.