valerycat

I had eating disorder

Added 2021-01-11 17:44:51 +0000 UTC

I was very stressed because I broke up with my lover, my stress and depression just broke me down. And I ended up in a hospital in the toxicology department.

I was at hospital for 2 or 3 weeks i don’t remember, I could eat normally like before that made me to lose 5 kg. Then I just realized that If i will keep eating normally I will gain my weight again and maybe it’s the time to finally lose weight and to be beautiful...

So I started to count calories, I tried to eat 1200-1500 calories a day. I started to do exercises and I was losing weight. Every day I observed my weight, if my weight did not decrease in a week I had to reduce calories. And I reduced dinner. And then I reduced coffee and tea. I didn’t feel hunger anymore, I couldn’t shit anymore because I was eating only 300-400 calories a day + sport . I started to take laxatives, it helped me to keep losing weight and losing my health...

I lost so much hair cause I stopped eating fats. I had hypovolemia (not enough water and electrolytes in body). My heart could stop just in the toilet. I realized that I am mentally sick and I was afraid to end up at hospital again 😅😂😂 i decided to gain weight again and to recover my health.