oculus
new york city — shot on 35mm film
2024-07-23 17:12:37 +0000 UTC View Post
sonderlust posts
perfect
I hate when people tell me I’m perfect
It makes me cringe
I hate when things are said that are so strikingly untrue and meant to be a compliment
Falsities aren’t a compliment
It bothered me the first time you said it
I didn’t understand you like I do now
I pushed back and...
pain can be relieving
Starving for something more
Than how it’s been before
Come and lay down with me
I’m sorry it’s on the floor
I’m told I’m not hard to love
But I’m hard to like sometimes
I wonder what they’d really think
If aware of the depth of my crimes
Beauty can be deceiving
A ...
shades
I don’t really like the me I am when I’m with you
I think you feel the same
It’s weird to love someone so much but not like the intersection where we collide
It feels tragic
Like a movie with no clear ending
A beautiful work of art in the attic collecting dust
I’ve...
milkshake 20 (alex wann remix)
Nothing new or lyrically groundbreaking lmao but this is the best mix I’ve heard of this song and it goes hard
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Milkshake 20 (Alex Wann Remix) — Kelis, Alex Wann
Single, 2023
chapstick
The world is ending and I can’t find my chapstick
A lifetime of swimming upstream has made me too tired to look for it
My lips will just stay chapped
Nothing surprises me anymore
I hate that about myself
I can’t stay mad because I understand
It makes me seem weak
But a life...
2024-07-08 18:03:42 +0000 UTC View Postsilence & secrets
My favorite band of the past year, all of their stuff is incredible.
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Silence & Secrets – WhoMadeWho
UUUU, 2022
http...
answers
Why does reality not really phase me
It absolutely does but it doesn’t
In a way I feel unbreakable
Held by a false sense of protection
Like a glass figurine in a glass case
Maybe this is what happens when someone is shattered over and over
Breaking becomes breathing
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a bit of the old ultraviolence
I’ll never sleep again
And if I must
I’ll sleep with my eyes open
Hire the prop designers from A Clockwork Orange
Have them create one just for me
My lids have lost their privileges
Taken rest away from the rest of me
Stolen the blackness and quiet
Replace...
sun king
Sun King – LAUREL
DOGVIOLET, 2018
https://open.spotify.com/track/2EvOCt1Crgp7tQeuuRxzIg?si=ApjLZJABRKy_c46B7RKP8g&context=spotify%3Aalbu...
silence
I don’t know how to have silence on the phone with anyone
Except you
It’s weird because it doesn’t feel weird
I usually don’t like empty spaces in conversation
I feel the need to fill them
Make the other person feel comfortable
Talking even if I’m not saying anyt...
genesis
she solstice on my soul till we kiss
torturous bliss
I will enforce this
forever sounds clever
fade into abyss
beyond time and space
I’m talking genesis
2024-06-20 19:10:12 +0000 UTC View Postbehind the scenes
thanks for rocking with me while I was away and not as active :)
2024-06-17 23:32:24 +0000 UTC View Postungodly fruit
I have no emotional connection to this song but I’ve been vibing to it when it comes on the playlist. Enjoy :)
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Ungodly Fruit — Wax Tailor
Tales of the Forgotten Melodies, 2005
2024-06-13 00:10:15 +0000 UTC
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sight
“Are we in love?”
I ask a question I know the answer to
I want you to say it
Because there was a time
When it came pouring out your mouth
You think saying it out loud will somehow make it more real than it already is
You are better at hiding things from yourself than I am <...
reverence
I spent all my money on film
Money I don’t have
Maybe because I want someone to see the world through my eyes
Anyone
Maybe because documenting life in the most beautiful way I know how
Is the only way I feel I’m showing my respect
My reverence
It still doesn’t fe...
the greatest
My favorite track from the new Billie album. The entire album is amazing but this one hits/hurts, could have come straight from my mouth. Beautiful and powerful song.
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The Greatest — Billie Eilish
Hit Me Hard and Soft, 2024
2024-05-25 16:16:42 +0000 UTC
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