Ancilla L

Random Writing Lessons: #1

Patience is a very important skill as a writer. Whether you are writing an essay, a short-story or a longer narrative piece of work, the temptation to reveal all of yourself, your plot and your characters immediately will present itself. You will feel the desire to explain yourself, it may even feel like a nagging bit ...

Ten Days, Ten Prompts: What is your prototype for power-exchange?

I’m a terrible tennis player but for many years I continued to play because of a tyrannical coach I absolutely loved. I never did get better at playing the game, mostly because my brain is completely unable to process a ball coming at me, I know I am supposed to hit it but I will almost always strike air instead and on the ...

Ten Days, Ten Prompts: Is Cruelty Worse Than Violence?

I am writing this from the floor beside the bed where you are lounging. You didn’t tell me to get down here, not this time, but I felt like I needed to be here. My grandparents were professors in a very elder-reverent, post-colonial, small-town part of India, and until the end of their lives, their former students felt the ...

Ten Days, Ten Prompts: Ten Years Of Being Owned By You.

'Take me, take me, take me,' is what I said.

It wasn't really sex until you hit me. The first time, the second or maybe it was the third. It wasn't really sex until your belt met my back and your palm met my cheek, but it was also *just* sex. I don't mean to denigrate sex, lord knows there is no form of ...

Book Upload: Bedtime Tales

This book is a compilation of 29 individual erotic stories. Some have been posted here before and others are new. I am attaching the document for anyone who wishes to read it.

Highway Hypnosis

As I drive past the little yellow house that signals the end of this street, my phone beeps and the message flashes over the navigation-screen in front of me. It’s my partner threatening to wreck me as soon as I get home. A chill of arousal and nerves washes over me as I turn into the lane that will take me home. The famili...

10 Things I Learnt from My Spouse.

I got a bit tired of doing posts about the ten mistakes we are all making in various things so I figured I will start doing a series about the ten things I learnt from various people in my life. I am starting with my spouse because he went on a 2-day work trip and I miss him. As always, this written list is accompanied by a p...

Class Upload: The Art of Receiving Impact

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• Reading Notes

• Power Point Presentation

• Recording of me teaching the class

Class Joining Information: The Art of Receiving Impact

This is the link to join the upcoming class on 4 May 2025 at 10 AM. This time and date is in IST, the time that is local to you can be found on the fetlife event page.

The Art Of Receiving Impact With Ancilla

Sunday, May 4 • 10:00 �...

Educational Material: Relationship Tips.

Going to start adding some things that are not quite classes but not quite podcasts either. In the vein of tips, Q&As, ideas and other materials. Accessible at the Supporter Tier and above.

The Relationship HighCast: Soulmates and More

Do you believe in soul-mates?

The Stalking Is Coming From Inside The House.

She wanted to replace all the cups in her house. It was not a big deal, she just wanted all her cups to be white and uniform, but her partner thought it was unnecessary to do it. Their cups were fine. Still, she was adamant so she asked me for a favour. She told me that she would tell him that we were doing the dishes and we ...

Technical Issue: Update.

Hi everyone. This is with regard to the online class on Rape Play that I taught yesterday. Usually, I post the recorded version of the class the day after the live class but in an unforeseen twist the file was corrupted and I have to re-record the class to post it. It will be posted within this week. I appreciate your patienc...

Fear.

The five films I have watched in my life led me to believe that when a man brushes the hair off your face and tucks it behind your ear, it's a sensual act of intimacy meant to indicate just how much he cares about you. I think about that every single time my husband brushes the hair off my face, because when he ...

Podcast Stand-Up?

I keep saying I'll try stand-up in my 40s, but I started today. It's hard to say what it is about but the reason I am attracted to it as a form in the first place is because it doesn't seem like it has to be about anything. Me? I am talking about cows, HOAs versus RWAs, Uncles, Abortions and some other stuff.

The Obituary Of A Home.

I am lying on top of a bed of gravel. It has not been very long since dusk fell so the rocks are still a little warm, but the comfort of that does little to allay the pain of the jagged edges digging into my naked flesh. The wind is cool, a pleasant chill, unlike the last six months when stepping out without a sweater was aki...

Socialisation by Prescription.

I threw a dinner party recently. Lately, I've been prescribing myself socialisation like one would prescribe medication. I have little natural inclination to participate but I realise that self-imposed isolation has hampered my mental health so I'm no longer focused on meeting people I like, so long as I just continue ...

Podcast E89: In Which I Talk About Books A Lot.

Really, I talked a lot and I did some weird things:

• I dissed Game of Thrones.

• I explained why the Poor Things movie is crap.

• I praised 50 Shades of Grey (not what it sounds like).

• I was a very snooty and prissy literature-bitch through the whole thing.

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What Does Your Partner Say About You?

“There was something intoxicating about the validation of being loved by someone like her,” he explained to me, “She is intelligent, glamorous and kind of famous, and the fact that someone like her would love me felt very good.”

As he reflected on the relationship, a darker look came over his face. Of cou...

Power Exchange Textbook: Chapter 6

Note: This is part of a Sextbook on Power-Exchange I am in the process of writing. The earlier chapters can be accessed at this tag. It is currently only accessible to my patrons.

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Class Upload: Sexual Communication

Please find attached, the following:

• Recording of me teaching the class.

• Power-point presentation used to teach the class.

• Reading notes for the class.

PS: This class was interactive so there may be sections in between where other people are answering questions that ...

Class Joining Information: Sexual Communication

Hello all!

This is the joining information for the class on Sexual Communication being conducted on 09 March 2025, 11 AM to 1 PM (IST). If you wish to join live, the details are:

Sexual Communication Class With Ancilla

Sunday, Mar 9 • 11:00 – 13:00

Google Meet joining info

Video call ...

The Relationship HighCast: Humour in Relationships.

How important is it to laugh together? Do you need to have a sense of humour that is compatible with your partner? How funny is too funny? Are there good and bad times to be funny? Let's discuss.

How Do You Balance Kink and Parenting?

The first *strange* thing my stepson ever saw me do was polishing my spouse's shoes on a Sunday evening. It had only been a few months since he had been living with us and until then, I had mostly continued to perform my more slavish duties in the privacy of our bedroom. However, that evening, he was loudly complaining about ...

Power Exchange Textbook: Chapter 5

This is part of The Power-Exchange Sextbook that I am currently writing. As of now, these chapters are only available to my patrons on here. You can access the earlier chapters at this tag.

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Power Exchange Textbook: Chapter 4

This is the fourth chapter of the Power Exchange Sextbook that I am writing. You can access the earlier chapters at this tag. This book is not published yet and this work is exclusively for subscribers. 2025-02-14 04:01:52 +0000 UTC View Post

Love With Madness.

I squint my eyes at him as he sits on the bench and takes the shoes out of the box. Plainly-speaking, I hate his new shoes. I could very easily make a case for why they aren’t good shoes—the leather is not so supple, the shape is too oblong, they are too narrow and seem not to be very resilient—but the enthymeme of my c...

Class Upload: Drop, Frenzy and Space.

This is the recorded version for the class on Drop, Frenzy and Space. Please find attached (downloadable versions of):

• The recording of me teaching the class.

• The powerpoint presentation used to teach the class.

• The reading notes for the class.

All of this material i...