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THOUGHTS.

I just really need to write this down.

I was watching this video I randomly clicked on Youtube titled How Fascination Leads to Your Authentic Self. What the artist said in this video maybe seems obvious, but it got me thinking. She had a few good points.

One statement she made - how do you get people to p...

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I've really been exploring what inspires me these days.  After years spent being a designer, I think one of best skills is my "eye."  I'm good at seeing the small tweaks that can take an image to the next level.  And I think a lot of that comes in with styling.  I do sometimes style my friends for shoots, ...

A small world

I booked this gorgeous space to shoot on Peerspace, and when I walked in the door the host said - Hey I know you!  You're Erna!  Haha, turns out she's a model and photographer herself, and we have many friends and peers in common.  I love those moments in New York...the biggest and smallest city, all at the sam...

Almost ready to say goodbye to this year

I fell in love for the first time in 6 years.

I had foot surgery, without insurance.

I turned 35.

I started my own company.

I paid approximately 1 billion dollars in taxes (jk, but it felt like it).

I had a cervical cancer scare, and surgery.

I swam in the ocean a lot (for a person who live...

on film x anna del rey

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urban mermaid

Once upon a time in Manhattan, a man ordered his usual lunch at the oyster bar in Grand Central station and bit down on something hard. It was a pearl valued at $4,000.

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lavender haze

I have so many ideas, but so much trouble getting them started...does anyone else struggle with this?  I think this "frozen" feeling is the primary symptom I experience with depression.  I started taking ADHD medicine which has helped a lot actually, but I hate to be so dependent on something like that. And while it...

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Muses of Wintherthur

Digital and Film

One of my recent travels took me to Philadelphia, where I met this lovely crew organized by Lizabet Roberts.  We all packed in a car and drove to Winterthur, Delware and shot at this beautiful location.  It's a museum and gardens, however the interior was closed as they were putting up their C...

Happy Thursday! + free OF link

Whether you're celebrating Stolen Land day in America (hey still a good excuse to see you're loved ones and enjoy traditions while recognizing the land you're sitting on!) or elsewhere in the world just enjoying the world cup on a Thursday, I hope your week was good and you get to have a relaxing weekend!

Enjoy these s...

old photos

My bedroom in my first apartment in new york. I thought i looked terrible in these photos at the time...

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more coming soon!

Raw off the camera, but I think they look so cool!  Shot by Aaron Pegg aka @underground_nyc

I've been so busy lately, but lucky to be working so much.  Less time to get stuck in my own thoughts and ponder various existential crises. 

I've been 

-Doing packaging design and photo retouching...

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No words.

Can't decide, b&w or color?

BTS 2 [password: SAUCY]

I really hate how Patreon won't show a thumbnail of the last video link I posted. But anyways, see below for a link to my Vimeo account with saucy videos and BTS content

https://vimeo.com/user122302023

BTS video [password: SAUCY]

Soon Patreon will be rolling out native video features for post (currently only for premium and pro users?) So I won't have to use Vimeo anymore, which I find rather clunky.

Also, here's a free link ; )

https://o...

Part 2

styling by meeeeeee

I've been watching too many historical lesbian dramas again...

PART 1

The rest of the story coming soon.  Photos by Alex Tarazano

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Sorry it's been a minute, I've been busy!  Getting back to shooting more lately and my schedule is filling up so fast.  I've also been watching a lot of art documentaries, reading, and going to exhibitions to get me inspired for what's next. I'm not giving up on myself creatively yet, I know I have some juice left i...

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Want is a drug

Want is a drug. The craving, the pursuit. The chase, the high. What happens when you get it? The hit doesn't last, you want more, or something else.

The brain in love acts like the brain on c0caine. That *feeling* cannot be sustained. So I suppose we are to sit in the spaces between hits, feel them in the...

On Film

You know, I have so many stories...some crazy stories, funny ones, sexy or romantic ones.  Some are actually pretty boring but they are little moments that stick with me.  Do you like hearing about them?

Here's a story.  It's about my very first heartbreak.  

I was 12.  It was at summer ba...

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This week was ROUGH.  Every day since this week I have felt worse post surgery 1 week out.  I guess it's normal that there is a delay in ...

Treehugger

Take me back to the start

I was in love once, long ago. It was tumultuous, passionate, toxic. If I had only known about attachment theory back then...him avoidant/dismissive, myself anxious/preoccupied.

He had a pattern. Infatuation and lust, then he would grow distant, I would question it and he would break it off. I would spend a couple months...

End of summer glow

Please enjoy this epic golden photo set by Langston Bowen.  I borrowed a friend's car and drove to Connecticut to shoot with him, our last shoot being last fall upstate in New York.  I love any excuse to get out of the city, and take my top off in nature.  Even more I love a hazy golden glow at the end of summe...

Ace of Hearts

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So, for anyone curious...I had some biopsies done a few weeks ago to check for cervical cancer. The result was "high grade change" cells, which mea...

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Just posted a new video on OF you miiiiiiiiight wanna peep

As I mentioned before, I recently increased my OF subscription from $5 to $10 at the advice of a "friend." Well....I ended up losing more than half my subscribers, and more than half my income.

Then this friend used one of my work resources (after telling ...