damianojeda

drum studio

since i moved up here i found a nice place i can play my drums and make noise in general. it’s a room on the 5th floor of this building in the city so there’s a nice view out of both windows. the pink light is from a lamp i have for decoration while i’m working. eventually i want to decorate it even more by adding more ...

sadness - prayer

this track is from the same session as "touch hour on early autumn flying". to be part of a compilation demo of old songs written/recorded around early 2014 that were never finished and released. I don't remember when exactly I made this, the file says that the last update was from april 14th 2014, but my memory tells me this...

try & you'll just forget

both songs are essentially one in the same, thematically at least. you'll just forget Tuesday, December 11, 2018 at 3:09 PM, and "try" was created Monday, January 14, 2019 at 9:38 AM and uploaded to youtube the same day. "Try" kind of falls into a different category of sadness song. most of the track is 112 - Cupid run throug...

sadness - abendfarben

my inactive project "left alone..." released an album called "Einsam und Verloren" in april of 2015. the second track was abendfarben, which was written and recorded between Thursday, April 2, 2015 at 11:14 AM, and Saturday, April 4, 2015 at 9:04 PM. the original song has no story or concept, it's as simply and purely about t...

Sadness - smile

just like carmen, youtube banned this video from my channel because of the imagery. (it had pictures of self harm and suicide). that super depressing and self harming and suicidal stuff is so beyond me nowadays so I'm honestly not a big fan of that video and therefore I don't really care that it's gone. Backstory: I actually ...

sadness - touch hour on early autumn flying

I think it's no secret anymore that Ser is one of my projects. I never intended to attach my identity to Ser simply because i wanted it to be completely anonymous and mysterious, but even though I never confirmed it online everyone just assumed it was me and now the common knowledge is that Ser is one of my projects. It's fin...

sadness - mid-august

anothher track for the 2015 compilation. I made the instrumental on july 6, 2015. of course when I decided to release the 2015 compilation I decided to came back to this song which had just been sitting there for 6 years now. I tried going back to things I wrote around july of that year to use as lyrics but couldn't find anyt...

sadness - carmen

I'm sure many of you know this song already from my youtube channel. it got a lot of views before youtube completely banned it for the imagery I chose to add in the video which made me kind of upset (it had pictures of people with cutting and blood and whatever). I still have the original video file if anyone is interested, a...

sad news

i tried with two different data recovery services and they both told me that the songs i need back are not recoverable. some of them i can still work with the fact that i kept a draft mp3 bounce, but some of them i would have had to basically restart from scratch. this is obviously really upsetting and i don’t plan on revis...

coldly as embers rise lyrics

coldly as embers rise

I want to watch it burn

incinerate like everything I thought I was ever promised

so lightly as embers rise into the pitch black sky

the darkness could be so beautiful with your hand

and the october night is so cold

cold like my heart

lyrics

I bloom a bridge

if hope is the warmth around asundered winter

if hope is the sound of her voice

the autumn red on her lips

if hope is the dancing butterflies when she holds my hand

if hope is to forget about the future

to forget about the past

if hope enwrites the words on...

update

in the middle of february I made a horrible mistake and accidentally deleted the entire "works in progress" folder on my computer that contains every unfinished song across all of my projects (most of them at least, still amounting to over 80 GB of project sessions). I have backups and copies of most things on two external dr...

about last files

you might notice the mastering doesn't sound right on the recent uploads. this will be fixed on the bandcamp versions

Liminal Dream - Years

created november 14 2015. this started out as an experiment with new sounds I had access to recording. I had just moved to a newer version of my recording DAW. instrumentally there is no true concept, many different parts of this song make me thing of different things. at first I feel like I'm in a lilly pond, other times I f...

Liminal Dream - Sim

created march 21 2016. from what I remember, and what comes to me when I listen to this song, is feelings of loneliness and sadness. this song feels like abandonment in winter to me. I never wrote any lyrics so there isn't any true concept. it is what it is

Liminal Dream - Celeste

created april 15 2016. This song is about the cosmos

Liminale Dream Te Tendré

created february 20 2016. I lost the lyrics to this so I had to go back into the recording and try to listen to what I was saying
This song is about the same thing that Leave by Sadness is about, and many other songs made in 2015 and 2016

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There's a smile in the rain as you live one day after many...

Liminal Dream - Amanecer

created february 29th 2016. no lyrics or vocals. from what I remember this song might be about a personal sunrise (amanecer means "dawn" or "sunrise" or "to wake up" in spanish). I had a pretty traumatic experience in february of that year and this was probably me trying to find a new light and personal mental growth out of n...

Liminal Dream album

Amanecer

Té Tendré 

Celeste

Sim

Years

if you followed Évval in the past, you might recognize the first three songs as they appeared on youtube. I've finished the whole album, where I remastered the previously released tracks, and also finished the last two tracks. The next few posts will...

Liminal dream

https://liminaldream.bandcamp.com/album/luna-demo

very old songs finally published. I hope to finish and release all the other songs I have for this project (counting all of my drafts in my works in progress folder, I have around ...

October Moonlight

back in 2016 I made four songs for a demo for what used to be called "Évval". these were all released on youtube with the exception of October Moonlight. I don't want the name Évval or Edëhmä anymore, so as soon as I think of a new name for the project (something in english) I will release the demo on bandcamp. unfortunat...

New Comforting

https://comfortingnoise.bandcamp.com/album/s-t-i

I released this album a few days ago. if you don't know about Comforting, it's my project that centers mainly around noise/powerviolence/powerelectronics/electronic/noise rock etc. mu...

Q&A questions

i’m making a new Q&A video so ask me anything 

life - you're the most precious

written and recorded in 2018. with this track being done the entirety of demo four is finished and will be released soon

you're the most precious

feral child

I knew somewhere

eleven

sadness - cutting emptiness

i wrote this song in august 2015. it was left half incomplete for 5 years until about last week I decided to track the rest of the song and finish it. I decided I'm going to take a handful of songs I had made in the second half of 2015 and finally finish them to make a compilation/EP of old songs

Cutting empt...

sadness - holding

singing, holding you like june rain

holding as if within my arms is everything encircling your chest

I hold your dreams in my tears

of an autumn marriage

of a secret entrance

of a perfect youthful kiss

holding you like summer rain

wading in me

sadness - capturing (holding EP track 2)

written and recorded may 2020

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two hands holding in the sunset pulsing a perfect june dream

from the seed of a spring encounter

two flowers

wading a youthful dance towards april rain

and in the pool a deep sight

to the soft skin on her exposed ankle<...

sadness - cold april morning (holding EP track 1)

walking softly towards a lavender memory

it had rained

her feet wet in cold april rain

in black shoes and white stockings

adorned with soft spring flowers

you want to dance with me

wherever you are...

update

i was gone for a few months due to the chaos in my personal life. I hardly worked on music at all from around june until october. I'm much more productive now and my next post will be two brand new tracks from an EP i recorded in may this year. I was originally holding off because I wanted the 3rd track completed to share wit...

compilation

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_XJ2L3pE_Sb7fj235rhrwlmJY4HxDdWP?usp=sharing

I took every sadness song that I included on a split album and put it on this compilation. this will go direct...