Not everyone is able to pick me up, but whenever someone is, this is a Quick and easy way to transfer me. At the end of the video you can see me coughing a lot using a cough assist… otherwise I would not be able to effectively cough using my lungs alone. I'm not sure if it's the high elevation here and maybe the current pol...
2023-07-03 20:50:04 +0000 UTC View Post
So for everybody who complains that I don't make enough videos about my cares happening… complain no more. Or, as Nina from Portlandia would say, cacao no more.
Just be patient. Sheesh. Just a severely disabled girl over here trying to make ends meet🥵😭 all while fun stuff like my blood ...
2023-06-30 04:51:55 +0000 UTC View PostoffGoing to be posting more care content, I just had to hire two new caregivers so I'm still training them. Filming in the morning is especially difficult as we have only one caregiver at a time, no cameramen. But this is when the majority of my cares take place. So I'm working on buying a tripod and ring light so we can set...
2023-06-29 18:31:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Strawberries, cherries, and an angels kiss in spring
2023-06-22 04:01:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Together, forever, nostalgia
It's crazy, baby, I wantcha
I'll watch you pick strawberries…
2023-06-21 05:03:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Without a desktop or laptop, I've been struggling to find out how to go live for just my patrons. Just wanted to let you all know that I am working on that and also working on making more content!
2023-06-06 22:36:05 +0000 UTC View Post
It was so good for me to get out of the house for a non-physical therapy appointment! I had a lot of anxiety and because my bowel program did not go well that morning, I ended up having an accident at the end of the day after we got home. So I went again today to the Gardens to explore the indoor part which is like a tropical...
2023-05-31 04:09:08 +0000 UTC View Post
My caregiver who helps me out with shoots like this is going to be picking up a lot of shifts this month. I'm hoping to revamp my wardrobe in a complete style change, going for a pixie soft goth spin off, featuring Long flowery dresses and High heels, both of which Will be lifted up in a variety of ways😉 I have one friend ...
2023-05-29 05:56:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I don't ever show this part! Hopefully it makes more sense showing how I get attached to the bike
2023-05-26 04:18:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Laying on my stomach at least once a week is a game changer
2023-05-23 01:44:46 +0000 UTC View Post
This position looks effortless but it's not… overall I feel better laying on my stomach but it's tough to get in this position and my breathing it's a little weird because I can't stabilize myself unless my arms are under my forehead, and even then my arms slip away easily… it's crazy how this disability has challenged ev...
2023-05-21 04:48:41 +0000 UTC View Post
Getting on my side let alone getting on my stomach has always been so difficult because of the hardware in my neck. Usually as soon as I get on my side, trying to turn me onto my stomach, I get really dizzy and have to go back on my back. Gradually, I've practiced getting on my stomach and tonight Yvonne was able to help me a...
2023-05-21 04:07:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Because of my diaphragm patient, I can't get in water all the way. I could try covering the opening and breathing on my own but sometimes in the morning I'm scared to breathe on my own because I'm not as strong.
2023-05-20 05:49:01 +0000 UTC View Post
We're just all looking for a little inspiration from the universe to keep going
2023-05-16 17:57:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Because I have hardware in my neck, on my right side I experience more pain and dizziness when I try to move positions such as getting on my stomach. Usually I get massage while I am still on my back, which does not off load my back obviously so I do not get the same benefits of lying on my stomach for a massage. This time, b...
2023-05-13 19:14:23 +0000 UTC View Post
This evening my caregivers were able to get me onto my stomach, which is usually very difficult,. Because I have hardware in my neck, I usually get Super dizzy and almost pass out when I turn my head to lay on my stomach. This time, we were able to stabilize my head and I rested it on my arms while they massage me and held me...
2023-05-12 06:45:36 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope you enjoy… next time I will be more careful with audio volume L O L
2023-05-08 03:37:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Um…
You're welcome.
2023-05-07 18:55:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a tease while you're waiting for my shower and 18+ stretching videos this week end;)
2023-05-06 03:38:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I got some work to do this weekend;)
2023-05-04 03:07:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes I think about what it's like to be loved, just for who I am, not for just a couple weeks or a couple months, not manipulation and flattery, but real and deep, for a really long time.
