Well, mama gifted this to me for Christmas, as I’ve been wanting to step outside my Mehron comfort zone. I’ve read a plethora of different reviews on this brand, and they seem to know what they’re doing.
At any rate, since I’ve been having a…weird bump in the road…🥲 I decided to try and force myself up a...
2021-12-13 14:50:22 +0000 UTC View PostWell, due to an unfortunate turn of events, I’ll be alone for Christmas. No, Jim and I have not split. He’s being called to Mexico. It hurts really bad because I genuinely put my heart and soul into the holiday, but I have to be brave and be strong for his return on the 28th.
So, any good vibes and anything would b...
2021-12-11 14:49:44 +0000 UTC View Post
All these images were shot by me and edits by me, too!
It’s so important to branch out past your comfort zone and try new things. While horror is my first love, art as a general whole is so comforting.
I love you all. Please don’t ever forget that. Life is to be loved, in every facet of existence.
2021-12-10 00:02:26 +0000 UTC View Post
This is something that I thoroughly enjoyed being a minor part of.
Yesterday, I had the pleasure of working with my best friend, Niuvis, and assisting her in capturing some BTS for this shoot. Melissa, who is coincidentally a coworker, needed a trusted photographer that would make her feel comfortable and wouldn’t ap...
2021-12-09 23:35:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Y’all…
I have to tell you something HUGE. This is arguably going to be the craziest thing that’s ever happened in my life, but…
April 14th—17th, I will be in Oslo, Norway at Inferno Fest, performing onstage with Order. I have been personally invited by Kjetil Manheim to do some…rather disgusting things...
2021-12-08 23:12:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Well, though I’ve taken a break from art for a little bit until I can get through the holidays—I still enjoy my favorite thing: blood.
I’ve been suffering from an UTI for the past few days,and I wanted to take the opportunity to showcase how bizarre urethra blood is. It’s very hard—it’s clotted which feels...
2021-12-08 15:32:40 +0000 UTC View Post
My coworker thinks I need therapy.
It was kind of strange, though, describing my life experiences to my previous therapist. After my abusive relationship with Joe, I decided to make the effort into seeing a therapist.
I have to tell you all something. For a long time, I hated my fa...
2021-12-06 01:18:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Well, while I’m taking a brief sabbatical from my own art. I am happy to tell you all that I will be doing a music video again with Anthony Carrioulo (@chefoperatingofficer), Niuvis Martin (beauty by Nuby,) and the mighty Utterscorn.
In the next coming weeks, I’ll be posting some BTS and process in the making posts!...
2021-12-05 19:09:00 +0000 UTC View Post
The rest of the books are going out TOMORROW, along with some signed CDs. ❤️ For those of you who didn’t get the Epidermolysis CD on the first round—don’t worry. Tomorrow evening, I’m going to get the labels ready and have those out pronto. 😎
Well, I think that I know what I want to cosplay next, and it’s going to take some Cracker Jack planning.
Anyone who knows me knows that my love for Elder Scrolls is just…insane. 9/10 of the tattoos that adorn my body are direct quotes from The Foliumdiscognitum, a book of insane passages by Sheogorath’s follower...
2021-12-03 14:42:08 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, I’m going to give you guys some helpful tips, but keep it 100% real here.
People get tired of seeing my posts on every horror page. It’s not the first time I’ve heard it, but it certainly won’t be the last. When you have a passion, a goal, or genuinely want something so bad it hurts—you dive in head firs...
2021-12-02 02:07:05 +0000 UTC View PostWelp, I decided today, (after having five people drop from my Patreon), that I’m only doing Krampus cards on here! So, if you want a Krampus—card, please let me know!
2021-12-01 21:31:15 +0000 UTC View PostGuys, ALL the books will be shipped BEFORE Christmas! YESSSSSS!
Thank you all so much for being so patient with me. A couple people bailed because they didn’t get their book overnight, but that’s not realistic, and it’s frustrating having to constantly explain how shipping and mail doesn’t work that way. So, fo...
2021-12-01 14:35:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Break the rules, break every damn one of them. When it comes to SFX, I tend to believe in the power of learning a skill on your own. As you can see in the above pics, this is a very shitty job. I'm not going to lie and say that I'm Rob Bottin or Rick Baker. I only just started learning SFX just this year after I told myself i...
2021-11-30 18:58:35 +0000 UTC View Post
This has been my longest friend for as long as I’ve known.
I don’t really talk a lot about my issues with this at times debilitating illness, but I think it’s time I shed some light on one of the most commonly misconceived illnesses.
I have Pure O—a form of OCD that manifests into a complex system of thou...
2021-11-30 12:41:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Welp, people asked, and their please became YOUR gift. Still got that discount code handy? Good. Go forth and have fun, my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2021-11-29 22:56:49 +0000 UTC View PostAlright, I need help. What are some things you all would like to see my cosplay—within reason, of course?
Any suggestions, ideas? I’m always looking to reinvent and come up with fresh ideas, so, if anyone of y’all have an idea—I’m all ears!
2021-11-29 16:58:27 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m not sure why, but I was extremely proud of this back design. Partially inspired by my love for Paimon, this was a very intimate piece for me. Unfortunately, I had to use fake blood, but it wound up looking super realistic with the mincemeat I spat on Anthony’s back. 😂
2021-11-29 15:04:54 +0000 UTC View Post
“It’s almost like you’re trying to tell me a rumor, here.” 😂😂😂😂😂
2021-11-29 01:40:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Also, I forgot to mention: there’s a shit ton of spit/vomit on the ground that Anthony had to…ahem..eat…😈😈😈
2021-11-29 01:30:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey y’all, I got to make sweet love to a cow tongue. This was so much freaking fun to do! These are the unedited photos. Jim took all these, and goddamn, did he do a good job. This was such a fucking brutal shoot.
Cow kidney, tongue, worms, mince meat, human blood, and a shit ton of me spitting on Anthony was the the...
2021-11-29 01:28:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Annnnnnnd, that’s a wrap, folks!
STAY TUNED!!!!!
2021-11-28 19:45:58 +0000 UTC View Post
There’s nothing more satisfying.
This month’s harvest is rich with iron. It’s such a delicious taste that I can honestly say has superseded any and all expectations.
Ah, a delightful snack before beer with my love. ❤️ 🩸
2021-11-27 23:46:58 +0000 UTC View PostY’all, seriously, I can’t thank you enough for all the things you’ve done for me. Everytime I go in here, I’m genuinely so humbled by every soul. There’s 47 of you, and that’s 47 people that I can honestly call friends, family, and companions.
It’s so fucking amazing to be able to share these intimate par...
2021-11-27 15:28:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Well, that time is here, my friends, and nature has brought me a rather bountiful supply! This will be contributed towards tomorrow’s photoshoot with Anthony and Jim.
I don’t think I can ever get tired of harvesting. I always say it, but the human body is such an amazing creation. How people can be so prude when it ...
2021-11-27 13:39:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning, my friends!
I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday wherever you are. I hope everyone spent time with their loved ones, made memories, ate well, and lived!
Onward and upward to the next celebration. Until then…you know what time it is…it is harvest time. Which means my shoot with Antho...
2021-11-26 13:38:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Welp, you all get first dibs before anyone! I won’t be making this announcement till later tonight!
Enjoy, y’all! And happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!
2021-11-25 15:07:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Unfortunately, I work for a supermarket, which means I’ve been facilitating orders back and forth for the past two days.
It’s going to be quiet today and tomorrow—as in the States, we celebrate thanksgiving! So, I wanted to tell you all ahead, Happy Thanksgiving from my little weirdo family to yours. I hope you a...
2021-11-24 12:26:33 +0000 UTC View Post
This is the time of year when families gather round to celebrate thankfulness. The older I get, the more I do tend to appreciate life, and the beautiful things that have entered into it.
This time last year, Jim and I were battling COVID. It took us over a month to fully recover; with Jim almost winding up on a ventila...
2021-11-23 13:42:35 +0000 UTC View Post
