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New one-shot story: A Dirge In Fugue Major

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I'll keep this short.

Most of you know what happened.  The rest are about to find out.

I'm a wreck.  I cry at almost random times.  I get phone calls which stretch out into an hour as I have to tell it all again...

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New one-shot story: Princesses Produce Persistent Plumbing Problems

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There's an argument to be made that this was the only way to finish 2020 on an appropriate note.  Namely, with a crackfic, because this entire year has been a crackfic of history writ large and honestly?  At this point, I think most of us just want it to stop.  I can't promise that next year will be an...

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New one-shot story: Advance Directive

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Most of you know what's been going on.  And if you're a little behind on the blogs, with that statement just leading you to wonder what the latest disaster is...  my mother has covid-19.

I think that's enough ...

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New one-shot story: For The Alicorn Who Has Nothing (Which Fits)

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I'm going to keep this brief.

It's holiday-themed, but it's belated because Real Life has been kicking me in the face all month.

It's a little over 10000 words, and I had to manage that when Real Life also kicked me out the door and put a delay on the starting time.

I have been working on this story for ...

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Update: Glimmer

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I'd like to say the full assortment of disasters stayed out of the way for long enough to let me finish this chapter, but the truth is that I finished the last portion of it during a two-hour period of waiting for the nurse to call me back.  I was told that the hospitals are just that flooded with the covid surge, it mig...

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Update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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(This may be the record for shortest pledge post.)

This @$#%ing month.

If you've been following the FIMFic blogs, you know why.

If you haven't, this is a good time to get caught up.  Because I can't repeat the whol...

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Second update: Glimmer

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First:  I'm desperately hoping that next month lets me find the centering required for comedy, because November wasn't it.  Just know that Anchor Foal has not been, and will not be, abandoned.  This just hasn't been an autumn filled with laughs.

Second:  about 8400 words in this chap...

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Update: Glimmer

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Dark moods may be good for creating dark stories, but dark times mean it's hard to find quiet hours in which to work on them.

There should be a full medical blog soon, because I just got a vital piece of information about my mother's physical rehabilitation stay this afternoon.  Namely, it ends on December 4th, and...

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Third update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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The original plan was to hold off on this particular 7500-word chapter until December, because other stories need updating.  But, put bluntly:  Harwick happened.

Who's Harwick?  Well, if you missed the blog in question, all you have to do is take a moment and look closely at the image which leads off this...

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Second update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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Word count:  12,700.

So there's the other reason why the previous chapter was split off.

*slumps over*

G'night.


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Update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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And we once again meet one of the writer's greatest enemies:

The natural chapter break.

We're coming up on Cerea's meeting with Cheerilee's class, and this chapter turned out to be the final section preceding that scene.  And I thought about going almost directly into it within the same chapter, with...

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New (freebie) one-shot: The Eagle And The Squirrel

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I went for a long walk yesterday.

I shouldn't have done that.

*sigh*

At 4100 words, this mood (or in-a-mood) piece falls under the 5k line which I use to determine whether to check the Charge For This Post box.  But I wasn't going to artificially pad it out in order to reach the minimum...

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Third update: Glimmer

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I want to start by apologizing.  I know I'd said I would try to get an Anchor Foal chapter up in October, but...  bluntly:  right now, it wouldn't have been anything worth pledging for.  I'm not in a good mental place for comedy.  I'll try to pick it back up in November -- but today, ...

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Second update: Glimmer

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Things are bad.

I don't even have the strength for a supposedly-dramatic ellipses in that sentence, let alone the desire. Things are bad.   I spent just about all of yesterday in the emergency room with her and for a couple of hours of that, she was trying to kick me.  Today had her in the hospital not re...

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Update: Glimmer

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That image was originally viewed as a placeholder.

I have trouble commissioning art.  Part of this is fiscal, but a significant percentage comes from my twinned troubles in finding anyone who will take money from me and deliver the results in less than two months.  

(This is a large part of why ...

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Second update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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So it turns out I can't really write at the bedside in a hospital room.

You know that little half-swinging table which the nurses put supplies and meals onto?  I thought I could use that, because most of this chapter was written before I went in for visiting hours.  (It's another UTI, or it's the same one back...

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Update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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This is how tired I am:  it took about twenty minutes after publishing an 8k chapter before I remembered that I should probably head to Patreon on that.

...yeah.  It's been a rough few days.  Without going full blog, let's just say that I had some not-so-brief doubts about whether I could post anythin...

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New ongoing story: Glimmer

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This has been a day (and night) of terror.

I said that checking in on Tish was the last part of the bridge.  I stalled enough on that, and it was due to fear.  But that story went up, and after that...  everything else would have been pure stalling.  I could still write one-shots and do smaller stori...

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Second update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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Almost all I want to say right now is that there's a fairly major medical-related blog coming -- with 'fairly major' meant in the sense that there's just a lot to cover.  This has been one of those cases where I couldn't stop and sum up because once again, life doesn't operate with chapters.  Every time I felt there...

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New one-shot story: Belle Époque

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This one scared me.

It's not the length.  (I swear I didn't mean to hit 14k again.)  It's because this is the last link in the bridge.  I announced that I was thinking about this story on Twitter some time ago, I got the first 800 words done, and then -- a lot of things happened.  Some of th...

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New one-shot story: Aftercrud

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This was not originally meant to be 14,000 words.

@$#% it, me.

*sigh*  Well, try to think of it as Value For Pledge.  In any case...

In the most recent blog, I said this was inspired by my mother's recent experiences with Cardiology.  I'm going to explain what that means here first, a...

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Update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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I'm not going to try and recap the chaos which made the first posting of the month take place on the 21st.  (I'll try to reach five, as the last two scheduled appointments for September both take place tomorrow.  I just don't have much confidence in reaching the goal.)  I think the majority of you have...

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Third update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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Closing out the month with 9700 words of what may or may not qualify for 'bang'.  

I wanted to give Cerea the last word because it felt as if I'd left her in a somewhat awkward place.  At least this way, the cliffhanger isn't hers, and it serves as a reminder that things are still happening away from ...

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Second update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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I know:  this post doesn't line up with half of the publication timing, because there's two chapters in this update.  The problem was that it was originally meant to be one.  And there may be another chapter yet to come this month, as our centaur might insist on being the one who gallops towards the border into...

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Update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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It's partially downhill from here.

...oh, come on.  We had a moment of emotional connection and recovery, also known as 'most of the previous chapter'.  Y'all have some idea of how I tend to occasionally work, this story isn't exactly over, and Nightwatch promised to tell Cerea what had happened on the next da...

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Anchor Foal: second update

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Scootaloo's withering stare didn't expect this to have 9200 on the word count either.

(Seriously:  I thought this chapter was going to top out around 6k.  The lesson, as always:  I know nothing.  Also that I'm too tired right now to edit that part out, because now y'all get to make the obvious jokes....

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Update: Anchor Foal

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So I owe everyone an explanation, because I'd said I was shooting for the first weekend of August on this chapter, and...  this isn't exactly it.  We are a good temporal distance from 'it'.  So, without going full blog...

The random-grab image of Scootaloo is glaring at me.

...she has fresh hairline...

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Fourth update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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Ultimately, the choice of which story to update was about emotional tone.  There are readers who feel this story edges along the cliff for one of the worst tropes:  Darkness-Induced Audience Apathy.  They believe that things are so bad for the main character as to make reading difficult, and it can reach the po...

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Third update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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I'm torn.  I know I said I wanted to close July with a chapter of Anchor Foal, but I know where this particular story is going next.  The scene is in my head, it wants to come out, but I can't neglect Anchor Foal too long and...  when it comes to Patreon post charges, ...

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Second update: Daily Equestria Life With Monster Girl

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And so Cerea meets her greatest foe:

The natural chapter break.

I swear:  I hit the 6300 word mark, and every instinct looked at the natural cliffhanger and shouted Stop here!  You reach the point where going on means ruining the emotions of that one moment, you don't want to take anything out b...

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