I am about to film & edit LE SSERAFIM & aespa's newest comebacks right away, so I can try to be quick like everyone else. BUT, here are the other videos I've already filmed as well. Which one should I edit and release next??? Patreon family can decide!
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2023-05-02 14:21:55 +0000 UTC
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I'm about to react to LE SSERAFIM's 'UNFORGIVEN' MV and like... why are there already reactions that were released AN HOUR after the MV dropped? How are these other channels so fast?!
Even if they watch the MVs right away, they are editing really fancy videos, in super high quality, so fast! The editing...
2023-05-02 14:11:08 +0000 UTC
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Friends, thank you for being here. I'm so, so, so grateful.
Literally, this space is a life raft for me in more than one way. Firstly, this year has been HARD. I feel so burnt out, and I've had a really hard time getting into a positive and productive place. Filming and editing th...
2023-05-01 04:33:08 +0000 UTC
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Seriously, thank you so much to everyone who joined me for this livestream to watch the BLACKPINK headlining performance at Coachella together! It was so much fun and I'm really grateful to have had other k-pop fans to share that moment with me!!!
I will definitely be doing
2023-04-26 18:34:41 +0000 UTC
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This was SO MUCH FUN! Thank you to everyone who joined the livestream to watch BLACKPINK at Coachella Week 2 together with me! It was such a moment!!!
This livestream happened on TikTok but we will do MORE exclusive liv...
2023-04-26 16:19:55 +0000 UTC
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Hello friends,
Thank you so much for taking time to check out this reaction. Please feel free to share your thoughts on this brother & sister performance here in the comments.
ALSO, this Patreon page used to mainly be home to my blog/podcast where I create open space to talk about all our REAL feelings. Th...
2023-04-24 12:41:37 +0000 UTC
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Friends, I cannot express how badly I want to do things. Get back to living life, feeling like myself, creating security and reducing stress. It feels like the life I want is right in front of me, if I can just GET UP AND DO THE THINGS.
But, I cannot do the things.
For those of you who follo...
2023-03-15 16:13:52 +0000 UTC
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Hey friends!! The FULL Stray Kids livestream was available publicly before, but I have FINALLY finished editing all those hours of footage and I realize that this is a situation where I deserve to...
2023-02-12 05:39:36 +0000 UTC
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Thank you to everyone who joined me for the first TikTok livestream event! We had so much fun and it was very cool to see the YouTube audience & TikTok audience merge into the same space! Thank you all for supporting me in the various different ways you have. Especially throughout the last few months (the...
2023-01-26 06:58:38 +0000 UTC
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Oof! Hey friends! Remember when I started a podcast?
AAAAAANYWAY, let's just watch k-pop dances!! 🤷🏿♀️ haha
This podcast space took me sooooo long to finally muster up the courage and the executive function to get started... and then I got sick, I got EXTREMELY busy, I got burnt out. And I still hav...
2023-01-20 17:20:11 +0000 UTC
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Do you find the relationships in your life fill you up? Do you feel seen, heard, understood, valued, acknowledged?
As I am navigating my way through going back to "the real world," with the goal of caring for my own needs better, I'm reflecting on how many of my relationships fill my cup a...
2022-05-04 14:28:11 +0000 UTC
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It has been a LONG couple of weeks and I have not posted a new episode or anything here in the blog. The episode I'm about to share touches on this a bit, but if you are reading this today I suggest you Google the term "Executive Dysfunction" or 2022-05-03 16:12:16 +0000 UTC
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I don't know if anyone else experiences this, but I feel like every time I attempt something new, the most challenging period is JUST after I've started. Taking the first step is tricky, but once you do that, there's this excitement and hopefulness that carries you through for a little bit. For me, ther...
2022-04-14 14:28:31 +0000 UTC
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Hello friends!!
This podcast is definitely being guided by forces greater than me, but I think that's exactly how it's meant to be. I didn't plan to discuss this topic this week but... here we are!
While I was sick in bed last week, I had a lot of time to reflect on my life and wrestle with a bi...
2022-04-11 00:56:17 +0000 UTC
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Less than one week into launching a brand new podcast, with all sorts of plans and ideas of what should be happening... and then this virus comes and changes it all! She really said, "Nah, girl."
I am giving a very candid recount of my experience finding out I have COVID and why it suuuuuuuuucks. No Ex...
2022-04-03 23:54:41 +0000 UTC
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Okay, so let's talk about The Slap Heard Around The World. But first...
In this podcast, I have planned to discuss all the topics we're touching on here - Black representation in media, Black men and the cultural expectations placed on them, the dynamic between Black men and women, Black Love in ...
2022-03-29 11:51:25 +0000 UTC
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Does anyone else have a habit of Googling everything?? Like, any and every random thought that crosses my mind, I have a question and then I Google the answer. No? Just me? I am a wealth of random facts, friends!!
Anyway, as I was coming up with the 2022-03-24 04:01:33 +0000 UTC
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This is where it all begins. It's gonna be a learning curve (this was recorded on my cell phone from my bed), but I'm not hiding any of that - I'm putting it All On The Plate.
In this intro episode, I'm sharing a bit about why I'm starting this pod as well as how difficult it has been to take this first step. I'm nervo...
2022-03-24 03:45:42 +0000 UTC
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Ahhhh!
(Trying not to throw up, writing that title... 😫)
Hey, I'm Khadija. I've been an artist as part of a pop/r&b group for the last decade and now I am starting this podcast. ...
2022-03-23 08:22:51 +0000 UTC
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