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new place to sleep

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i need to transmit healing, calm, selflessness

i may not be able to control things


but i can check myself.


put the right energy out


everything is going to be okay

put that out there

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i just need to know what you’re thinking

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are we getting better or are we getting worse

#anxiety

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bounds

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freedom is exposure


if you would just let go of your pain darling

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i was alone

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no one close to me wanted to help me

but everyone far away did.



it’s always the ones closest to us.


i can handle my enemies

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truest

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to my roots when i am bare

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clout

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forever my own.

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dis is just a bonus

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i get so busy that sometimes shooting can be hard to squeeze in since most photographers are like me. i usually do a shoot with several looks. i want to make it clear that i love love to create. i plan out some shoots and moods, these are them. here is a preview of what is to come from the up coming ones. (don’t worry photo...

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shooting today!

FINALLY GOT SOME DOPE THINGS AHEAD. 

STAY TUNED BABES


GIVE ME ANY SUGGESTIONS ON WHAT YOU WANT TO SEE AND FEEL HERE

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July Workouts 1-4

WOD 1:

500m row 

4x:

15 back squats 

sled drag 50m~

20 box jumps 

-500m ski -

3x:

15 bent over barbell rows 

8 pull ups 

20 (10/10) single arm heavy dumbbell rows 

-500m run -

2x:

50 jump squats - 5 slo...

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pasture ornament

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july little doodle

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i guess i need deposits

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from the source

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I get to heal finally. it has come to me. 


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natural

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she stood there

you could see the color on her

skin

the sparkle in her soul

and as she stood there

you realized


<stay wild=""> </stay>

<be free=""></be>

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you are my cancer

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they wanted more from me always


they sit around and smirk

sometimes people don’t realize


that everything they think is displayed upon their body


i can read you

i can feel you

i am not okay

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June Workouts 5-7

WOD 5:

500m row machine w/u

5x:

8 pull ups 

12 barbell hang cleans 

40 Russian twists 

4x:

15 lat pull downs - wide -15th rep hold for 7 seconds+

15 narrow grip - chin ups  - 15th rep hold for 7 seconds+

4x:

2-3 warm up sets on be...

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one of those

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she was never meant to be what they wanted

she was always going to be her own

and it was what she needed

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colliding

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she ran free

she could not breathe


for the first time in her life


she was one

and everything in between was done

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baby girl i want

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to let you be free

i want to see you run

and fly


i’ll be there for you when you fall

just stay wild for me

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June Head Vomit

I look at this section as whatever the fuck I want to write in here can go here. a lot of my rambles, self exploration, and studies get thrown down. 

I want you to understand the importance of being truly open to yourself.. 

when we write the truth comes out. it is highly intoxicating for our brain to pu...

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June Workouts 1-4

Summer baby stuff! Let's get it outside!

I honestly have been doing short workouts in the heat and to the point. I train every morning with a hike/walk/run plus these little jammers thrown in there for spice. 


WOD 1:

1 mile warm up 

5x:

50m~ sled run there an...

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don’t tame me

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you don’t want it



let her be free 🐎😩💕

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eyes closed

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yesterday was my birthday

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i am 26 now. this next chapter is going to be lit

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you’re so sweet to me

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i give so much love out that the simplest touch or gesture can make me melt

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she says i’m perfect

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soft spoken

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sanctuary

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you know i’m very dominate when i walk into the room

i am something that people look at

not in a manner of, i’m better than you look at me

it’s more of

you can feel my presence


i am different

i am gentle yet bold

i keep saying this


i am a love...

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got a shoot tomorrow

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but jusr showing you i love you


made big moves this week

i’ll be changing tattoo shops and becoming my own boss


it’s everything i’ve ever wanted


thank you for being apart of it


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forever broken but loved

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i never planned on being normal

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