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how is everyone doing?

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on the real? is we okay?

i am so thankful for you

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candy bars

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death has always been with us. we finally see him in us all.

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the workd

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it feels a little weird lately

i start look at it like i’ll miss it already


or will i really?

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come and get it

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everything you’ve ever wanted is up to you

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unedited details

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they scan the crowd

only to feel the color you are

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alone

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sorrrrrry i suck

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in my head i tell myself to get it together i love this outlet

but sometimes i let myself fall out of balance

and i think it’s my way of realizing how much i want things

just get right back on the horse

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curve up

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it’s when you go back to the injured spots when it starts to hurt on ya

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go get the money

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don’t let it drive you but understand what it can provide you

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details

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matter

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happy valentine day

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a little late on everything


i..

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i’m doing grest

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but a little mentally hard on myself

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lemme catch yo

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<3

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good morning

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i just wanna say thank you for supporting me on here i know sometimes i don’t always do my best but i try. i feel like i jane a giant wound on my side right now and i am tired. rest is required

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trauma me trauma you

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trauma is a funny thing


it never actually leaves you even when you feel away from it

it’s still there

because trauma makes you, you

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give me more

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i want the truth

not what you think i’ll want

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required

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do you just do what you do because you think you have to?

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brand new

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experience is necessary

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everything but

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leave me here

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she was so passionate

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everyone in the room was uncomfortable

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touch me

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i mean it

intention is lost

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on me

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i just want to be felt

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do you understand that desire?

deeply?

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weird mental images

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i still struggle with having my voice.

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frostbite

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ran around some falls in the nude

it was 30 degrees

but i didn’t felt cold


i felt free

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yosemite leggo

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i sort of thought about speaking up

clarifying things

feeling you out

letting you get felt

seeing my power curl you up

let me do my thing


i want you vining


yeah i just wanted to be clear though

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yosemite

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it felt good to be free

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somehow

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they look at me like they know me so well

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stand there

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not here or over there


right over here





you need to set yourself free

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this was a minute ago

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my dogs ate her headphones and i felt bad


i also feel bad that i broke my phone days later after getting it


what is all this damaging of things and free flow on finances mean

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