On my quest of healing and thriving, I am seeing how much of my inner child I need to also heal.
She is so broken and beaten down. She is truly the one that is afraid and scared of life and the world. So I find myself buying more “child-like” things, with my “child money” (my job is so low pay it’s like an al...
2024-03-28 02:49:18 +0000 UTC View PostAnd some streaming services too! I’m really hoping to be able to start making content in April ❤️🩹
I’ve taken it really chill lately as some crazy health stuff has come up. I guess living in stress for years (and all that other stuff) really does wonders to the organs and immune system, who knew 🤪
Hi! It’s been quite the week.
My brother and his fiancé left yesterday afternoon so there are no further obligations to be at and attend for wedding stuff.
On the flip side, I’ve been working out a lot lately. Walking by myself or with Daisy, boxing, and just general going to the gym stuff ☺️
It’s...
2024-03-18 21:30:31 +0000 UTC View Post
The past few days I’ve just been hanging out with my future sister and my brother helping them plan their wedding. Having them here for spring break has been great, and also really hard. More than I expected.
Seeing what could have been, had I been with someone truly right for me. Had I not wasted my time, had I not ...
2024-03-12 20:21:42 +0000 UTC View PostI am, getting there.
My youngest brother and his fiance are here for the week (spring break) and it’s been so nice.
Just catching up and hanging out (haven’t seen them in over a year 🥺) has been so good for my mental health.
I’m hoping to make more content this week ☺️
Love you guys, ho...
2024-03-11 04:11:55 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve got a new YT video ready to upload, I’m filming a vlog of my day today (hopefully it’ll be out late tonight or tomorrow), and I got both of my “real jobs” online work done ☑️
It’s a good day ⛈️
What are you guys up to today? 💕
2024-03-07 00:17:20 +0000 UTC View PostI’m so antsy just to start making content again, wild how much I miss it.
I don’t even know where I’d start. Even my update video was fun. Just talking it out and all that, very therapeutic. Especially not having my lines prepared and just getting to say what I wanna say. Nice, and new for me.
I’m trying ...
2024-03-05 16:53:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Another evening of going out and taking photos.
As someone who grew up less than 5 minutes from the ocean, having this back after 5 years has been so healing for me.
I’m thinking about writing lyrics again, being back with my musically inclined family has really gotten me back into singing and wanting to write ...
2024-03-02 07:22:30 +0000 UTC View Post
I love taking photos of the moon.
I love the moon, the moon is my safe place. For me, it’s when no one else is awake, and it’s just me. Peace and quiet. Whether it was peace and quiet from getting yelled at that day, or even just peace and quiet from a great day like today with my family.
Sometimes you just ...
2024-03-01 04:53:08 +0000 UTC View PostThank you. I’m not sure what else to say really. I have nothing to offer yet,, but you’re still here. I am truly grateful for you 3. I can’t wait to start saving up for all my equipment needed to do this and actually give you guys something for your generosity ❤️
I for a while will still feel like I don’t de...
2024-02-28 16:49:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Trying to get back into the habit of walking everyday 🌻
Couldn’t help but stop and smell the flowers~ ✨
2024-02-28 01:19:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning ☀️
I’m taking the day slow with my pup Daisy 🌼
After that I have some job applications and some writing to do for making this channel how I want it ☺️
Hope everyone has a lovely day 🌻
- B
2024-02-27 18:49:13 +0000 UTC View Post
